life struggle

Wu Xiaojun and Qin Meixiang came out of Jiang Yuheng's house with Sizhen in a gloomy mood. As soon as they got into the car with Sizhen in their arms, they felt burning pain on their face. Show unnatural distress.

Qin Meixiang drove the car along the way, saw Wu Xiaojun's swollen cheeks through the rearview mirror, and unconsciously appeared in his mind when he was in love, his stubborn, stubborn and frivolous, sunny, pure and resolute face, a The soft heart that has long been touched and melted is like a knife cut.

Sizhen sat on Wu Xiaojun's lap, looking very excited, his little head was dishonest, swayed left and right, touched Wu Xiaojun's jaw, his face immediately aroused bursts of raw pain, his face flushed, exaggerated and weird expression.

Qin Meixiang frowned, holding the steering wheel with both hands, staring at the front, without saying a word, because she was driving to the right, there was no need to make a detour, the distance was naturally much shorter, and in less than 5 minutes, she parked her car in her own downstairs.

Sizhen has been thinking about the toy Transformers all the time, but no matter whether Wu Xiaojun's face hurts or not, he feels really good in his heart. As soon as he entered the door, he couldn't wait to hold Wu Xiaojun's hand and asked, "Uncle Wu, where is the Transformer you bought for me?" Woolen cloth?"

Enduring the pain on his face, Wu Xiaojun said with a wry smile, "Don't worry, uncle will open it for you right away!"

He hurriedly brought the big cardboard box containing the toys to the coffee table and opened it, sat gently on the sofa, took out the toys inside one by one, put them in front of Sizhen, and said in a loud voice, "This is your favorite. Transformers, this one is a toy pistol that makes sound, this one is a remote control plane, do you like it?"

Sizhen squatted on the ground, seeing so many toys he liked, his eyes were straightened, he clapped his little hands and said loudly happily, "It's all fun! It's all fun! Uncle Wu is so kind! Uncle Wu is so kind !” As he said, he took the remote control plane in his hand and fiddled with it.

"Sizhen, do you know how to play?"

"I know, once you press the red bubble, it will fly away with a bang!" Sizhen said happily with the battery in her hand.

Wu Xiaojun looked at the boy in front of him, full of aura, very mischievous and cute, his heart felt sweeter than drinking honey, full of intoxication and happiness, for a moment he forgot that his face was in a state of swelling, the pain had not passed, and he couldn’t bear it He stopped grinning, but with this smile, the unhealed fresh wound at the corner of his mouth seemed to be torn, and it hurt so badly that he couldn't help screaming "Ouch", and touched it with his hand, and there was a lot of blood on it.

Qin Meixiang had just changed into casual shorts in the bedroom, and was about to go to the kitchen to put on an apron to cook, when she suddenly heard Wu Xiaojun's strange voice, and hurried to the living room, saw Wu Xiaojun covering his cheeks with his hands, grinning, his whole face hurting from pain They were all changed, and couldn't help but feel sour, and said softly, "Baby son, Uncle Wu is a little uncomfortable, let's play for a while!" Then, he pulled Wu Xiaojun and hurried to the bedroom.

Wu Xiaojun's face was in real pain, and the blood was still flowing out. He couldn't care about Sizhen in front of him, so he reluctantly followed Qin Meixiang into the bedroom in a hurry.

Qin Meixiang closed the door casually, let Wu Xiaojun sit on the chair in front of the dressing table, took out a delicate household medicine box from the drawer, opened it gently, took out cotton swabs, iodophor disinfectant, painkillers and antibiotics, and poured a glass of it Warm boiled water, and asked softly with a tense expression, "Does it hurt? Rinse your mouth and take the painkiller first!"

Qin Meixiang frowned and watched as Wu Xiaojun rinsed his mouth and took medicine. After three or four minutes, his painful expression relaxed, and it seemed that the pain had eased. She picked up a cotton swab and dipped iodine solution on the corner of Wu Xiaojun's swollen mouth. After clicking it, Wu Xiaojun's face was already swollen and very hot. He was suddenly touched by the cold disinfectant. The huge temperature difference and the itchy feeling made him unable to bear the "Ouch", and subconsciously covered his cheek with one hand, with a frightened expression. He looked at Qin Meixiang.

Qin Meixiang was startled when she saw this, and hurriedly took back the cotton swab in her hand, her eyes frightened and said, "It's time for the medicine to come back, why is it still hurting so much!"

Wu Xiaojun touched his cheek, pressed it lightly, and said in a muffled voice with a complicated expression, "It doesn't hurt very much, but it's just a little itchy!"

After a short pause, Qin Meixiang carefully disinfected Wu Xiaojun's face, and said with a trace of complaint, "I didn't wrong you at all when I said you were a fool. How could you be so impulsive? At first I thought you were Pretend to show my mother a show, but you are so cruel to yourself! Even if you want to open my mother's heart knot, you can't use such an extreme method. Even if she hates you in her heart, she will give you a few words at worst , or even swear a few words, your left ear goes in and the right ear goes out, just be soft, accept it, and nothing will be missing, and you won’t be in a mess, thinking about it makes me a little angry!"

Wu Xiaojun sighed in a low voice, "Hey, for some reason, when I saw Sizhen at that time, I felt an indescribably uncomfortable feeling in my heart. I heard Sizhen say your mother's words clearly, and I was immediately troubled. My heart is like a pain pierced by thousands of arrows. When I saw your mother lying on the bed, all the guilt and pain turned into self-blame and guilt. I felt that I was the most useless person in the world, the unforgivable sinner, I I especially hate myself, only in this way can I completely release the sulkiness that has been suppressed for a long time, and now I feel much more relaxed in my heart."

Qin Meixiang said regretfully, "You feel relieved, which made people's hearts swell up, and finally your face swelled up. It took a few days to go away, and your face would be affected even when you eat. Why don't you go out to meet people? Look. What are you doing yourself? Take the antibiotics, lie down on the bed for a while, and I'll cook for you!"

Wu Xiaojun stood up slowly, looked at Qin Meixiang with an extremely moved expression, and said in a low voice, "Meixiang, you are so kind to me, I don't even know what to say! I really want to lie on your bed and close my eyes , don’t think about anything, sleep peacefully like water, but I can’t do it, Si Zhenren is a big kid, very smart, and has already remembered, the first time I appear here, he doesn’t know my real identity, if he sees me Lying here, I don't know how his young heart will react, and I have to consider my son's feelings!"

Qin Meixiang rolled her nimble eyes and thought for a while, then said with a blushing face, "It's better that you are thoughtful, before it's time to let your son know the truth, you can avoid him for a while, and go to the next room to rest!"

Just as Wu Xiaojun lay down, Sizhen ran over with the remote control in his hand, chasing the toy plane, shouting happily, "Uncle Wu, Uncle Wu, the plane is flying over, the plane is flying over, let it fly high It’s fun to fly high, fly low when it reaches, and turn when it turns.”

"Really, uncle has to take a good look at it, um, it flies so beautifully, let uncle play for a while too, okay?" Wu Xiaojun was a little tired at first and wanted to sleep, but when he saw Sizhen so happy, he regained his energy and smiled. Midi teased him to play.

Sizhen pressed the remote control in his hand, fixed his eyes on the direction the plane was flying, and said to himself, "It's very embarrassing for adults to play with children's toys. Uncle Wu, kindergarten Many children said that they often play with their father to fly the plane, so happy, do you know how to play?" Said with a look of longing on his face.

Other people's children can happily play with their father and fly the plane. Sizhen in front of him doesn't even know what his father looks like. He has never enjoyed a moment of father's love. There was an extremely incompetent father who couldn't accompany him and was thousands of miles away. Thinking about it, Wu Xiaojun felt an indescribable bitterness in his heart, so sad, and said excitedly, "I know, uncle also Fly the plane with grandpa!"

Sizhen looked at Wu Xiaojun and asked eagerly, "Uncle Wu, can you play with me?"

"Okay!" My son wanted to play with the plane, and he couldn't bear to spoil his interest. In order to fulfill his wish, Wu Xiaojun said, excitedly sweeping away the tiredness all over his body and the swelling pain on his face, he got off the bed with a grunt, and went He squatted on the ground and let Sizhen ride on his neck.

Wu Xiaojun grabbed Sizhen's small hands from the front, and said enthusiastically, "Good boy, clamp your legs around Uncle's neck, sit still, uh-get up--" Then he stood up abruptly, first in the Turned around the room a few times.

At first, Sizhen was a little nervous and scared, sitting on Wu Xiaojun's high shoulders and did not dare to move. As Wu Xiaojun ran fast and slow, high and low, she gradually got used to it, and her whole body was trembling. It felt very fun, and said excitedly, "Uncle Wu, this place is too small and too slow, go to the living room, go to the living room!"

"Okay! As the good boy said, uncle will take you to the living room! Uh--" Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, and ran in the living room with Sizhen on his back.

Wu Xiaojun's speed was fast and slow, high and low, Sizhen's legs were trembling, and he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, and kept uttering, "Oh—go to the sky—go to the ground—dive— Run faster, run faster—"

Qin Meixiang was cooking in the kitchen, and turned her face to see that the father and son were sticking together very affectionately when they first met. They were so happy when they ran, and they had a good time playing. My heart was warm, and there was a kind of warmth and tranquility that I had never experienced before. , can't bear to disturb their precious parent-child happy time!Quietly pick up the camera, click click to capture that intimate, happy and warm moment.

Seeing her mother taking pictures, Sizhen intentionally made some mischievous movements and poses. Qin Meixiang couldn't help but burst out laughing. Wu Xiaojun heard Qin Meixiang's giggles and saw that she was taking pictures with a camera in her hand. He also intentionally posed a few lively poses, making Qin Meixiang smile, "Sizhen, come down quickly!"

"I don't, the fast plane is very fun, and it's not enough!" Sizhen said to Qin Meixiang with a small mouth before she had had enough fun.

"Si is really good. Uncle Wu hasn't eaten yet, so he can't run anymore. How can he play with Sizhen more happily? Be obedient, come down, serve the army, if you can't take it, don't hold on, don't run away!" Qin Meixiang Seeing Uncle Wu running, sweating profusely, and soaking wet, he was exhausted when the two of them were together, but when he went to his mother's house and beat him up, his face was bruised and his face was swollen, and he was very worried that his body would be overstretched , distressed to coax the truth.

Sizhen said unhappily, "Okay! Uncle Wu, after dinner, can we continue playing?"

Wu Xiaojun was startled when he heard the words, and said in his heart, you only want to play, and plan to kill your father, but you have never felt so relaxed and happy in your heart. Said, "As long as Sizhen is happy, I can play with you whenever I ask my uncle to play with you!"

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