dear husband please stop

Mr. Shan was stopped by Ji Xinyao's words, and stood beside the hospital bed, looking at her all the time.

Old Ji Wen stood up.Ji Xinyao raised her eyebrows faintly, and said with a light smile: "Or, is it something in this person's hand that makes you think it is very important?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Shan Lao's bright eyes flashed a bit sharply: "So, you really recognize her?"

"Old Shan's tone, his expression, and his caring so much, I just asked a few more questions out of curiosity while chatting, and made a few more analogies. Besides, what if I know you? What if I don't know you? What can I do? It’s just that I don’t understand. If Mr. Shan really wanted to find this person, why would he have to wait for more than [-] years? Haven’t you ever thought that [-] years may change too many things, maybe what you want to find This person is already dead, maybe?"

When Ji Xinyao said this, the smile in her eyes made people feel that she was joking, but what she said was a fact.

Shan Xiaoou is dead, so what's the use of Shan Heping to come to find her whereabouts now, no matter what kind of relationship she has with him, it's already too late, so why should I tell these facts, as for In terms of the relationship between Shan Lao's status and Shan Ying, she, Ji Xinyao, is even more unwilling to have any connection with the Shan family.

Old Shan frowned, and just looked at her all the time, as if trying to find a flaw in Ji Xinyao's expression, but her smile was so peaceful and calm that people couldn't see what kind of thoughts she was harboring.

Seeing him narrowing his eyes to examine herself, Ji Xinyao slightly raised her eyebrows: "Old Shan?"

Old Shan paused, and gradually withdrew his gaze from staring at her, but he seemed a little hesitant: "Miss Ji, I heard that you have been growing up in City Y since you were a child, no matter whether Ji's family loves you or not, But after all, you used to be from City Y."

He hesitated again, as if he didn't want to tell too much about the secrets to a girl he couldn't trust, but in recent days, he became more and more convinced of her life experience, combined with some of her past that he had investigated, and various On the one hand, there must be something deliberately concealed.

Ji Xinyao said nothing, just lowered her head, flipping through the magazine in her hand casually, but no longer read any words in it.

At this time, Old Shan turned around and walked to the door of the ward, opened the door and looked out, then came back, closed the door of the ward tightly, Ji Xinyao raised her eyes to see his flipping, subconsciously frowned.

Xiaoyu was playing with the doll in his hand, calling happily "Grandpa!" from time to time, but all his thoughts were on the doll, Mr. Shan stopped by the door for a while, then came back after a while, staring intently at Ji Xinyao's face With her calm expression, she smiled lightly: "Miss Ji is so calm and relaxed, but she really has a bit of my single family demeanor."

He went straight to the point, with bright eyes. Although he was not wearing a military uniform, he was wearing ordinary casual clothes suitable for the elderly, and he could wear a military aura. Old Shan and Mr. Gu were not angry at all. Wei's man, although old, stood upright by the hospital bed and was very energetic.

"Miss Ji once engaged in government affairs reporting. I'm afraid you already knew about my single family's situation before I returned to China." He said.

Ji Xinyao hooked her lips: "You are returning to China for the first time in more than [-] years. Of course, some information needs to be familiarized with the domestic government media, so as to avoid any mistakes in communication."

"Did you know that I only have one son who died young? And now Shan Ying, the only granddaughter?"

"know."

Although Ji Xinyao knew it, she hesitated again.

Old Shan turned around, walked to the window not far from her bed, faced the window, looked out the window, was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "I am suspicious by nature, and I was very cautious when I was young. Although he was methodical, he also made the biggest mistake in his life because of these cautions and suspicions."

"My wife gave birth to two children for me. The eldest son Shan Hongzhang is Shan Ying's father. Unfortunately, he died of illness when Shan Ying was very young. And the other child..." His tone stopped After a pause, he sighed and said: "It's a daughter, but when my wife was pregnant with this daughter, it was the month when I went abroad for business. At that time, my wife had a good relationship with an officer in our army. I found out that they were out for dinner one night, and the news reached me at that time, and when I got back from work, my wife was pregnant, and the doctor said she was pregnant during the month I was away."

Ji Xinyao frowned when she heard this, and looked at Mr. Shan's upright figure.

"I was suspicious at first, and this matter was spread all over the city in the military region. After I went back, I was furious. I knew my wife was pregnant, but I still beat her. Maybe it was because I was young at that time and had a different mentality. Things are easy to get angry, and I hate this woman who dared to betray me, and I can't accept that my wife who has been sleeping with me for so many years has an affair with another man. At that time, she didn't explain a word, just when I hit her When I was there, I kept staring at me with tears in my eyes. I was so angry at the time, and I didn’t regain some sense until I beat her lower body bleeding, and saw her lying there weakly, so I rushed her to the hospital. Later, the doctor said , I beat that child to death, she was very weak, and she refused to see me. I was still angry at the time, and I couldn't think about it calmly, so I reported it to the military region, signed a divorce, and never cared about her life or death. It was the biggest shame I ever thought I had in my life, and I didn't want to mention it to anyone."

"I also claimed to the outside world that I only have one son. Because I have been busy with business for many years, and I have no intention of coaxing those troublesome women, so I did not remarry after the divorce. I also kept that matter in the past and never mentioned it." 13acv.

Elder Shan suddenly let out a long sigh, as if all the strength in his body was drained in an instant: "25 Six years ago, I was exhausted physically and mentally due to some too difficult and difficult cases. That year, my son died of illness, I resigned from office and left the country, and I didn't care about political affairs any more, and concentrated on raising Shan Ying, and from then on, all my thoughts were only on Shan Ying, my precious granddaughter."

"Later, about ten years ago, I met the doctor in a Chinese hospital in the United States. After all, I was a national leader and well known to Chinese at home and abroad. The doctor recognized me at a glance. He told me that my wife When I was sent to the hospital that year, the child was still there, but my wife was too weak and had been recuperating in the hospital, and finally gave birth to a daughter eight months later, but she died of dystocia."

"The doctor told me that because domestic medicine was underdeveloped at that time, and my wife's special physical condition led to a misdiagnosis. She was pregnant for two months, not one month."

Speaking of this, Shan Lao raised his hand, rubbed the center of his brows, and said wearily: "Since then, I have paid the price for my suspicion, but I have always looked for our daughter who she gave birth to desperately. There is no trace of my daughter."

"The doctor told me that on the day my wife gave birth to her daughter, she called some of her close friends and entrusted her to a young woman to take care of her. I knew that most of her friends had prominent family backgrounds, so after learning the truth I specially went to investigate, but unfortunately I only found out the truth ten years ago, it was already too late, the whereabouts of those people could not be found anywhere, and most of them went abroad."

"And the power of the Shan family in the United States couldn't reach out too far after all, so in the first few years, the matter of finding my daughter was always the biggest thing on my mind. I wanted to find her for myself. To atone for the mistakes I have made, to make up for the harm and shadow brought to her mother and her, but those people hid her too deeply, and I only found out that her name is Shan Xiaoou later on."

"It was already five or six years ago when Xiaoou's adoptive mother finally showed up, and I only knew the child's name and what happened after the birth. Her adoptive mother was once a well-known family in China, and her family moved to the United States. Bring Xiaoou along with her, and let Xiaoou receive Western education in the United States since she was a child. I heard that she has studied oil painting, and she is very good at painting. Unfortunately, when I knew all this, Xiaoou's adoptive mother also There was no trace of her, they were in ruins when Xiaoou was 16 years old, and when they went back to China to visit their relatives for the last time, Xiaoou got lost with them, and she was never found again.”

Old Shan took out the old photo from his bosom, on which Shan Xiaoou looked like when he was a teenager, youthful and lively, with a smile on his face.

"They said that my daughter has known her surname since she was a child, her life experience and what happened to her mother when she was pregnant with her, but she never said that she would come to find me as a father. I know, this child hates me , don't want to see me, and don't want to recognize me, but I want to make it up to her, but when I know all this, it's too late..."

"I thought this child would never see me for the rest of my life. I always have this knot in my heart. If I can't see this daughter in this life and can't do anything for her, I'm afraid I won't die with peace."

"Xiaoou's adoptive mother said that Xiaoou's character is very stubborn, very smart, and he can learn everything quickly. He has the courage and tolerance of a boy in his bones. When he is provoked, he looks like a hedgehog. But there is also a lot of kindness in his personality. When she is gentle, it makes people want to hurt to the bone, but she knows her life experience, but she refuses to see me, my father, for decades..."

Old Shan suddenly turned his head and glanced at Ji Xinyao who was stunned: "Miss Ji, you really look like her."

Ji Xinyao opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound for a while, as if a big hole was vacated in her heart.

She has always known that her mother's life experience might be unusual, she knew that her mother was a person with a story, but she never thought that it was such an intricate story.

Elder Shan went on to say: "Because you are your daughter Ji Qiuhang, I have some old friendship with Chief of Staff Ji, he is a junior, he is respectful to me, I have found an opportunity to let her reveal things about your mother , but he didn't mention a word, including Chief of Staff Ji's wife, He Manni, who also never mentioned your mother's affairs. After all, this is your Ji family's own private matter. Although I want to inquire, there is no reason to force it too much. .”

"I only have a few photos of Xiaoou here. I look at these photos a few times a day. I didn't pay attention to them at the beginning. It was the last time when Shan Ying's wrist was pinched in Gu Zhai. You were standing very close to me. location, I just took a closer look at your facial features, you look very similar to my daughter, maybe I was a little confused at the beginning, I wanted to ask Miss Ji to clarify some things, but Miss Ji's avoidance made me feel very uncomfortable It's anger, plus the things about Shan Ying and Nancy, so I don't like you more and more."

Only then did Ji Xinyao smile coldly: "Mr. Shan, you have a high position and authority. I should be satisfied if a petty citizen like me, who has no status and no status, can be satisfied with your attention. How dare I ask you to like me?"

Hearing the sarcasm in her words, Mr. Shan frowned first, then walked back to the bed, saw her pensive expression with her head down, and narrowed her eyes, as if she was more sure of her who is it.

"Are you Xiaoou's daughter?" He asked, not a question, but an affirmative tone.

If it weren't for the affirmation, he wouldn't have said so much to her.

At this time, if Ji Shenyao didn't tell the truth, she would have to confront Shan Lao, and just listened to the secret he had hidden for more than forty years for nothing, could he let her go?

But unfortunately, even though her heart was full of turmoil at the moment, although she thought that she might have some relationship with Mr. Shan, she never thought that it would be such a close relationship. Her lips squirmed a few times, and then pressed tightly Lips, no words.

She felt that she was suddenly confused. If her mother knew her background all the time, why didn't she reveal her background when she was down and down, even when Ji Qiuhang abandoned her because she disliked that her unknown background could not bring benefits?Didn't take advantage of this cruel father's identity to give himself a chance to find happiness?

Since it wasn't due to the pressure of life, since it was obvious that things could turn around, why did he commit suicide?And why fake that fake crystal necklace?What is she going to do...

"You don't want to say it now, I won't force you." Seeing her silent, Old Shan looked at her for a while, and then said lightly: "I can give you time, but Miss Ji... If you are really my granddaughter , I hope we can get along in a different way and with a different attitude. I used to have only one Shan Ying under my knees. She is my heart, because she is the only blood of my Shan family. But if you are my granddaughter, I ..."

"Mr. Shan, I'm sorry. I was injured on the head a few days ago. It may have caused some sequelae. Now my head hurts. Can I trouble you to call a doctor for me?" Ji Xinyao's face was stiff. The tone was flat, still alienated and polite.

Old Shan was taken aback, seeing that her face was indeed pale, so he turned around and went out to call the doctor.

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half an hour later --

Gu Nanxi rushed to the hospital, and as soon as she entered the ward, she saw Ji Xinyao sitting on the bed curled up in a ball, looking out the window, motionless.

"Xinyao?" He walked over, reached out and held her shoulder, his eyes were full of concern: "I was listening to the report at the Audit Bureau, and came here only after receiving a call from the doctor. How are you? Does your head still hurt? Do you want me to carry you to check again?"

Ji Shenyao's eyes were a little straight, until she felt his warm hands grasping her arms and pulling her into his arms. She didn't avoid, didn't resist, and she didn't have the usual playful thoughts, but just leaned obediently. In his arms, silently buried her face in his chest.

Seeing her suddenly obedient like a weak and helpless kitten, Gu Nanxi was startled, lowered her head to look at her, and asked softly with a low smile: "What's wrong?"

As he said that, he raised his hand and was about to cover her shoulder, but his hand suddenly froze in mid-air. He looked down at her who was silent in her arms, but felt that her chest was already wet. .

Ji Shenyao didn't speak or move. She didn't want to disturb Gu Nanxi, but the doctor actually called him after she said she had a headache and was examined. Now she doesn't know what she should say or should do what.

But when he was close to her, she subconsciously just wanted to lean in his arms, just wanted to hide in his arms, she wanted to be quiet...

"Xin Yao." Gu Nanxi's voice was gentle and patient, she put down her hand, put it on her shoulder, hugged her tightly, seemed to give her strength invisibly, just called her name softly, but Without saying too much, he quietly hugged her and accompanied her.

It wasn't until she cried for a while that she was almost done venting that he held her shoulders to make her sit up, looked at her calmly, and said gently, "What happened? Tell me, don't make me worry."

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