dear husband please stop

It wasn't until she cried for a while that she was almost done venting that he held her shoulders to make her sit up, looked at her calmly, and said gently, "What happened? Tell me, don't make me worry."

Ji Xinyao bowed her head and said nothing, just wiped her tears quickly with the back of her hand, and when she was about to wipe the other side, Gu Nanxi pulled her hand down, held her two hands with one palm, and held her hands with the other hand Wiping her tears, while stroking her face, she coaxed patiently: "Okay, if you keep crying, your body won't be able to bear it. Don't forget, you are not alone now."

Ji Shenyao choked up and didn't speak. If he hadn't come suddenly, she might have just sat here in a daze until tomorrow morning, but his temperature surrounded her, and she couldn't control herself and shed some tears. She sniffed, broke into a smile, and shook her head: "It's okay, it's just that some things are piling up in my heart, which is inexplicably sad."

Gu Nanxi looked at her quietly, raised her hand through her hair, held it behind her ear, didn't speak, just looked at her.

Ji Xinyao knew that she couldn't hide it from her. She seldom cried on weekdays. After all, no matter what happened, crying would not solve any problems at all, and would make her look too cowardly. Flat, so can only rely on tears to vent.

But she didn't want him to worry, so she hesitated before saying, "Really, don't worry."

At this time, Gu Nanxi turned her head and looked directly at Xiaoyu on the opposite bed. Xiaoyu was tired of playing with the two dolls before, and after Shan Lao left, she stepped on a stool to look at the little goldfish on the windowsill. It wasn't until a few minutes before Gu Nanxi came over that she got tired of playing and climbed onto the hospital bed.

"Xiaoyu, do you know what happened to Auntie?" He asked with a smile. 13acv.

Ji Xinyao was embarrassed, that little girl has become his little eyeliner in this ward.

Lima Xiaoyu sat up, hugged the quilt and blinked and said, "Dad, just now my grandfather came to give Xiaoyu a doll, and then my grandfather kept talking to Aunt Ji. Later, when an uncle doctor asked Aunt Ji to go for a checkup, too Grandpa left, but Grandpa didn't bully Aunt Ji! Although I didn't listen to them, Grandpa spoke very softly and didn't bully Aunt Ji! I don't know why she cried!"

"Old Shan has been here?" Gu Nanxi's complexion sank, her Qingjun brows were a little serious and serious, and she looked at Ji Xinyao: "What did he say?"

I can't wipe until I cry.Ji Xinyao lowered her head, pinched the tissue that she had just pulled over in her hand, and squeezed it tighter and tighter. After a while, she took a deep breath, feeling that there was no need to hide this from him, and said, "Nancy, do you know your mother?" ?”

Gu Nanxi stared at her, and smiled softly: "Mom is nothing more than a smart person who is good at pretending to be confused but has great wisdom. No matter how you understand it, she is also my mother. Although mother and child are connected, there will always be some estrangement. Some aspects, and some ideas, may not be in common.”

Ji Shenyao shook her head lightly: "You know her well anyway, and you know what kind of person she is, but I... I can only recall it with my poor memory when I was four years old, and I vaguely remember some I don't know her life experience, I don't know her character, in my consciousness, she is just a vague memory, but it is an indispensable memory, but my understanding of her can only be found in others. I heard it from my mouth, but I can't know whether it's true or not. I couldn't understand it before, and until today, I can't figure it out even more. Since she can be that good, she even has enough capital to surpass He Manni to compete for what she wants Why do you have to choose to end everything in such a bloody and terrible way?"

"How much does she hate this world..."

Seeing that her eyes were stained with misery, Gu Nanxi seemed to feel distressed in her eyes, and gently and considerately pressed the back of her head, and gently pressed her into her arms: "You and I can't predict the things of the previous generation. You can't control it, as long as you are willing to let it go, don't take it too seriously, and don't feel sorry for yourself."

Hearing his words, he seemed to have guessed what happened to her without her opening her mouth. When she looked up at him, he always looked at her softly and smiled.

Seeing his peaceful and considerate expression, Ji Xinyao couldn't help asking in doubt: "Did you already know something?"

He paused, and when he looked down at her, there was a faint light in his eyes. She couldn't understand, she couldn't see through, but she could feel that he didn't want her to misunderstand something, so she asked directly with doubts: "Nancy, do you know about my relationship with Mr. Shan?"

Gu Nanxi is always too rational and calm, but she seems to have controlled too many things and news channels in a calm manner, and such a clear and clear man, such a man with such a long-term vision that makes people wonder There were very few of them, and she could only stare at him in surprise, until he smiled lightly and raised his hand to caress her eyebrows: "It seems that Mr. Shan is finally planning to act."

As he spoke, his hand stroked gently between her brows and eyes, causing her to close her eyes that had been staring at him involuntarily, and when she opened them again, they finally stopped staring so round.

He still just chuckled: "Not long ago, when I was investigating that historic case more than [-] years ago, I also sent someone to study the matter of your mother committing suicide by jumping off a building. Back then in City Y, Chief of Staff Ji used his power to suppress him. Unless your daughter personally narrated this incident, other people who knew Shan Xiaoou would not believe that she was dead at all. All rumors of death training related to her It was said to be fabricated, and only a small number of people in the military region who worked with Chief of Staff Ji probably knew the whole story, but because of the relationship there, no one spoke, but they all knew it well."

"Unfortunately, I found out Shan Xiaoou's adoptive mother who was in the United States at the time, but she died of illness. I can only know the real relationship between Shan Xiaoou and Shan Lao from some relatives and friends."

Speaking of this, Gu Nanxi's appearance is still calm and elegant, his tone does not have the slightest intention to defend himself, his calm tone makes Ji Xinyao feel that it can drive her thinking.

And his usual calmness and rationality can make her soberly aware that his concealment is just another kind of protection for her.

She hesitated for a moment before saying: "Old Shan once looked for me, just the day before our wedding..."

Gu Nanxi's eyebrows twitched: "No wonder."

She didn't analyze the meaning of his three words, but said in a low voice: "At that time, I guessed that I might have some relationship with him. After all, Shan Ying and I really have two or three points alike, and my My mother’s surname is Shan, and he showed me a photo at the beginning. At that time, I didn’t know what to do, and I resisted this kind of out-of-the-ordinary speculation. In front of me, I can't escape no matter what."

After thinking for a while, she suddenly reached out and grabbed his arm: "Nancy, I'm in this hospital recently, the doctor can easily get my dna, please help me watch, don't let Mr. Shan get my dna , I haven't thought about what I should do, if he gets my dna and confirms all of this, then it will be difficult for me to separate myself from the Shan family."

As she said that, she pushed him even more eagerly: "Nancy, help me go and see if my blood sample or my hair has been taken away. I remember that when Lao Shan left just now, he went to find The doctor who examined me..."

Seeing her in such a hurry, Gu Nanxi held her down calmly: "Don't worry, the matter is not as serious as you imagined, even if you get involved with the Shan family, you and I will not be affected, Grandpa and Dad Mom won't have any objections to you because of this, don't be afraid, huh?"

But Ji Xinyao shook her head: "No, I always feel that things are not that simple. I'm not sure how much of what Shan Lao said is true and what is not. I don't doubt the blood relationship between me and him. relationship, what I suspect is only those things he explained, what kind of attitude he has towards my mother, my mother can find the Shan family as a backer, but she chooses to commit suicide, all of this is definitely not as simple as Shan Lao said, I I don't want to be deceived, I don't want to be led by anyone, and I don't want to implicate the Gu family because of these things that I can't predict."

When Ji Shenyao said this, her tone was very determined and serious. Gu Nanxi tightly hugged her shoulders, and patted her comfortingly. Then she seemed to get up and go out to have a look, but at the same time, he phone rings.

Gu Nanxi answered the phone, his face went from being calm at the beginning until he frowned slightly. After a while, he put down the phone and looked back at Ji Xinyao.

"What's wrong?" Seeing his serious expression, Xin Yao's heart skipped a beat.

"Your dna has been taken away by Mr. Shan." His eyes were bright and calm, and the corners of his lips had a half-smile: "His movements are faster than ours."

Ji Xinyao's face darkened: "It seems that he really came prepared this time."

Suddenly, her breath stopped, and the door of the ward over there was pushed open. When Shan Ying walked in, she looked towards Ji Xinyao, her eyes were unusual, and seemed to be full of disbelief.

Seeing that Gu Nanxi was here again, Shan Ying only eased his expression, looked at Ji Xinyao hesitantly, and then asked Gu Nanxi softly: "Nanxi, shouldn't the city hall be very busy at the beginning of the year?" Are you busy? You put down your work and stay here with Xinyao, she seems to have nothing to do now, so it's too much of a fuss for you to accompany me like this all the time?"

When Shan Ying spoke in front of Gu Nanxi, she didn't have any thorns, but today she came here directly, and her eyes were a little cold.

In fact, Ji Xinyao also felt that it was inappropriate for Gu Nanxi to come and accompany her like this. She was about to speak, but her hands warmed up. Gu Nanxi put her hands together in her palms, held them gently, turned her head and said: "I'm listening to the report from the Audit Bureau. Before returning to the city hall, I stopped by to see Xinyao. Of course, I won't delay my work. Even if I want to stay here with her more, she won't agree."

His attitude of completely defending Ji Xinyao made Shan Ying's expression turn cold, and for a moment there was a bit of pain in his eyes, he turned around, walked to Xiao Yu's side, stopped looking at them, and casually dropped a sentence: "Look Come on, you and your husband really love each other deeply, then I wish you and your husband a happy marriage for a hundred years!"

The last four words were bitten very hard by her, Shan Ying leaned down at the same time, and carried out the little fish who was bored to pick up the doll.

Looking at Shan Ying's proud but stubborn back, Ji Xinyao was not sure whether she knew about the relationship between herself and the Shan family or not.

"Actually, is it really cruel for us to treat her like this?" Ji Xinyao murmured.

Gu Nanxi sighed softly, and held her hand tightly: "Everything she grew up was too superior and smooth, and she rarely encountered setbacks. It is absolutely impossible for me and her, but it is an irreparable setback in her life. It’s okay to experience, one day she will learn to let go of her pride and face life peacefully.”

"At least she still loves you." Ji Xinyao looked at his handsome eyebrows: "What should I do? There is warmth at home and loneliness outside. I feel that my happiness is living in the cracks, and walking on thin ice wherever I go Same, always be careful, but not willing to let go."

He smiled and took her into his arms: "Then don't let go."

Afterwards he said softly: "It's not love, but possessiveness. Loving someone shouldn't be like this, but trying to make the other person happy and happy. Whether it's ups and downs or warm and down-to-earth, I want to give the best to the other person." rather than jealousy and possessiveness."

Xin Yao stretched out her arms to hug him, and her bulging belly was also tightly pressed against him, as if a family of three were cuddling tightly, and she blurted out her thoughts without going through her brain: "Then do you love me, Nancy?"

A low laugh came from above her head, and she raised her face from his arms, as if she had just realized how stupid a question she had just asked, and suddenly wanted to push him away in embarrassment: "I mean..."

Before she finished speaking, he hugged her tightly again, kissed her hairline, and said softly, "What do you think? Wife?"

then……

no more...

Without him saying those three words that were too common, she softened into his embrace, smiling and bending her eyebrows.

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a week later--

Departing from G City International Airport, the direct flight to New York, USA just landed. When Ji Xinyao got off the plane, her face was ashen. As soon as she got out of the cabin, she thought she would spit it out, but it was okay, she endured it again and again, because The feeling of increased airsickness due to pregnancy was finally suppressed. After blowing the air, I felt much more refreshed.

Seeing her ugly face, Gu Nanxi sighed and said: "Before the plane took off, you were so brave, and you said that the symptoms of morning sickness have improved a lot, and you don't need to take any measures to prevent airsickness. Now you know how uncomfortable it is?"

Ji Xinyao stood in the airport, pinching her waist with her hands, staring at him with a sullen expression.

At the same time, Gu Nanxi half-circled her shoulders. Although she felt helpless for her being so brave and suffered all the way, she still said softly, "Dad's plane will probably arrive tonight."

As he spoke, he circled her out of the airport and said softly, "Find a hotel to rest first, so that you, a mother-to-be, won't accuse me of abusing women and unborn children."

women...

Ji Shenyao's eyelids twitched fiercely: "I'm obviously still a beautiful girl who everyone loves to be shy. Don't look at me with a big belly now. Believe it or not, I will still be blond and blue-eyed when I stop on the streets of New York." Xiao Qiuzi came to strike up a conversation with me?"

The corners of Gu Nanxi's eyes twitched slightly, and without answering, she put her arms around her shoulders directly, and took her directly into a hotel near the airport without giving any blond young man a chance to strike up a conversation with her.

Since Gu Yuanheng went abroad temporarily, although at home he used the excuse of going to Boston to see the size of the Gu family, but the domestic policy has very high requirements for a soldier of his level. So I changed my booking to the next flight, and Gu Yuanheng's plane would not arrive until it got dark in a few hours.

Gu Nanxi's American English pronunciation is very proficient. Although Ji Xinyao's English is good, she is not used to American English pronunciation. In the United States, the English spoken can only be the legendary "Chinese pronunciation". I thought that, but looking at it again, Mayor Gu, who graduated from Harvard in the United States and started his business here for several years, is really unusual.

Moreover, Gu Nanxi's casual and simple dress this time, without a suit, her outstanding and elegant temperament attracted the attention of tourists from all over the world as soon as she stepped into the hotel. Into the elevator.

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【It's a new month, I'm ashamed to tell everyone that last month the whale didn't seem to be able to get rid of the fate of the second senior brother, oh shit~】