Spring Girl's Notes

"Are you crazy?" Gu Jinzhi asked him, "Did you leave your brain in the palace and forget to bring it back?"

Zhu Zhongjun glared at her.

He had expected that it would not go so smoothly, and it really wasn't bad.

"I'm very serious." Zhu Zhongjun said, "Have you considered it?"

Sure enough, Gu Jinzhi was silent for a moment, thinking about it.

"I thought about it seriously, and I disagree." Gu Jinzhi said, "If you have to express your sincerity like this, then let me tell you the truth, I don't have any sincerity. Marrying you is naturally knowing yourself and the enemy, and it's the best choice." ..."

When Zhu Zhongjun heard this, his heart warmed up, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

"...But you are not the only choice." Gu Jinzhi continued, "The best thing is that I can still marry myself off. I didn't want to hang myself on this crooked neck tree like you."

The warmth in Zhu Zhongjun's heart dissipated immediately.

He looked at Gu Jinzhi coldly.

"You are amazing!" he said, "You are very promising to be able to say such a thing."

"Thank you." Gu Jin said.

The two confronted each other.

"You're not even the best choice." Zhu Zhongjun said coldly, "You ask for more and give less. You only know how to take. Without you, I can even be better."

Gu Jinzhi was slightly taken aback when he heard this.

From the bottom of her heart, she didn't feel the slightest anger, but felt that Zhu Zhongjun's words made sense.

She does pay less.

She is a person who has no sense of security in her relationship.

In case I fall in love, I will end up like that boyfriend in the previous life.Gu Jinzhi couldn't accept the end of going their separate ways.When she likes someone, she wants to possess him forever. Once she separates, she will dig out the flesh from her heart.

And Zhu Zhongjun treats her...

She couldn't imagine giving without a response.

Not sure that he would have this man's heart, Gu Jinzhi would rather not have it.

If her ex-boyfriend hadn't chased her so hard back then, she wouldn't have paid.

To put it bluntly, she is very selfish and cowardly about feelings.

"I think so too." Gu Jinzhi said. "Especially in this day and age, three wives and four concubines are reasonable, and you are a noble prince, you can live a happy life. Marrying me, you are indeed harder than marrying any other woman, I admit this..."

Zhu Zhongjun clenched his fists tightly.Eyes are red.

The flames of anger in the past few days were ignited into a raging state by Gu Jinzhi's few words.

"That's true, marrying anyone is better than marrying you!" Zhu Zhongjun gritted his teeth, "I have a second choice, and I will definitely not want you."

he finished.Just walked out quickly.

If he didn't come out again, he would have the urge to beat Gu Jin up.

He left the Gu residence all the way.Went to the streets with guards.

The city was too noisy, and Zhu Zhongjun got bored, so he went out of the city to play.

Near the capital city in March, the spring is cold and chilly.

Light yellow willows are lingering in the wind.

The cold wind blew on his face, making him a little stiff, and Zhu Zhongjun slowly calmed down.

He sat alone on the ridge of the wheat field in a daze.

The endless winter wheat fields are quietly bathed in the sunshine of early spring.

Everywhere is green.It looks like a lawn in a school.

Zhu Zhongjun couldn't help but think of his youth in his previous life.

During a class reunion, he inquired about the school where Gu Jinzhi studied abroad.

Although he wrote a letter to Gu Jinzhi in high school.Gu Jinzhi ignored him, which made him very angry, and he swore that he would have nothing to do with Gu Jinzhi in the future.But in his heart, he still wanted to see her.

Especially after knowing the address of her school, I couldn't suppress this thought.

Finally, he skipped class and flew all the way to her school.

He met Gu Jinzhi on such a large lawn.

The sun was very good that day, and there were quite a few young students on the lawn, either talking about love, talking about reading and writing, and some of them were just lying quietly.

Gu Jinzhi was studying at that time.

She was wearing a red plaid shirt, dark blue jeans, and her long hair was loose, and she was sitting there reading a book.

A boy, napping on her lap.

She looked at it very seriously, and the boy opened his eyes to look at her from time to time...

That was her boyfriend Qian Zhan at the time.

Zhu Zhongjun didn't leave, he sat down, not far away directly opposite her, and also looked at her.

But she never raised her eyes to look at Zhu Zhongjun.

The sun coated her face with a layer of golden light, and her slender eyelashes were clear and occasionally fanned.Thick black hair covered her snow-white face.

She reads very seriously, even ignoring her boyfriend's harassment from time to time.

Zhu Zhongjun sat for an entire hour, until her boyfriend noticed him, and then he got up and left.

At that time, he thought that his feelings for that girl had never changed.She is still so simple, hard-working, clean, with the smell of sunshine on her body, which is very desirable.

Gu Jinzhi's ex-boyfriend cared about Gu Jinzhi very much, and whenever someone approached her, he would become wary.

Zhu Zhongjun thought that was a troublesome opponent.

He stayed at Gu Jinzhi's school for three days.

Qian Zhan also had a lot of classes, so he couldn't be with Gu Jinzhi all the time.

So in a day, Gu Jinzhi took orders most of the time.

She eats alone, reads alone, and then goes to class. She is very obedient, just like when she was in junior high school, and she doesn't talk to strangers.

When someone talks to her, she also appears shy and not good at words.

Zhu Zhongjun followed her for three days.

Several times when he was walking on the road, he was beside her, next to her, and Gu Jinzhi would look at him curiously, but recognized him in a daze.

She probably had already forgotten Zhu Zhongjun.

This made Zhu Zhongjun very frustrated.

After going back that time, he made up his mind not to dwell on that senseless relationship.

So in the next few years, he never inquired about Gu Jinzhi again.

But by coincidence, he once met a female classmate who was good with Gu Jinzhi in junior high school.

The female classmate told Zhu Zhongjun that Gu Jinzhi had returned to China and she was engaged.

Zhu Zhongjun thought about it.She was engaged, so what could that matter to him?

After thinking about this, he couldn't help thinking, what has she become now, has she changed, become sophisticated and smooth, and is no longer that simple and down-to-earth girl?

Have you become very beautiful and learned to dress up, no longer clear soup noodles?

Her beautiful smooth hair.Did it get rolled up?

If she becomes like this, Zhu Zhongjun can completely let go.

After struggling for two days, he went to inquire about the hospital where Gu Jinzhi practiced.

He went to see her again.

Gu Jinzhi is still Gu Jinzhi, except that he is a little thinner.

With a smaller face, the eyes look big and energetic, with bright light shining in the pupils.She seems very happy.A bright smile makes you look radiant.

He and Gu Jinzhi walked past each other, Gu Jinzhi hesitated.

She seemed to recognize him.

Stopping slightly, she turned her head and looked at Zhu Zhongjun.Seeing that Zhu Zhongjun also stopped and looked at her, she seemed to have been burned, and quickly looked away in embarrassment.Maybe he didn't see Zhu Zhongjun clearly at all, so he continued to walk forward.

That moment.Zhu Zhongjun had mixed feelings.

After careful calculation, she still didn't recognize Zhu Zhongjun.

To her, Zhu Zhongjun is just a junior high school classmate, a distant and vague shadow.The reason why she looked back that day was just the normal reaction of a girl who wanted to take a peek at a handsome guy, right?

At that time, Zhu Zhongjun liked Gu Jinzhi.

But he wouldn't do it for her.Run to break up other people's marriages.

He thought, Gu Jinzhi is Gu Jinzhi.Simple girl.It's just that Zhu Zhongjun has not found this type now, and one day in the future, she can be replaced.

Nature always tricks people.

When Zhu Zhongjun decided to let go, something happened to Gu Jinzhi's fiancé's family.

God ruined some people's lives just to make others happy.

If God didn't take it, he would be blamed instead. God left Gu Jinzhi to Zhu Zhongjun, and Zhu Zhongjun had no intention of giving up.

While the Qian family was struggling and trying to turn around, the Zhu family was getting worse.

It should be said that it was Zhu Zhongjun who persuaded his big brother to help, and together they made trouble.

The children's playfulness does not have much effect, but it does have some influence.Of course, Qian Shi was shot dead in the end, which had nothing to do with Zhu Zhongjun's little trouble.

Qian has offended another dignitary.

After Gu Jinzhi and Qian Zhan broke up, Zhu Zhongjun visited her several times.

Secretly, from a distance, I watched her a few times...

She was so thin that she seemed to have collapsed.

The hard-working and kind-hearted girl in the past seems to have had her soul taken away.

Zhu Zhongjun knew that he should not act too hastily.

He spent two years waiting for Gu Jinzhi to return to calm and normal.

He always pays attention to whether there are other men around her.

Like Qian Zhan back then, he protected her very vigilantly and let her slowly become his all.

Later, their blind date was also in Zhu Zhongjun's plan.

The Gu family needs the political power of the Zhu family, and the Zhu family also needs to cultivate some fresh blood, and the Gu family has great potential.

Zhu Zhongjun is not the eldest son in the family, and his marriage is not that important.

After getting married, he never told Gu Jinzhi about his feelings for her.

I tried to say it several times, but I just didn't know how to speak.

Or, it is simply because of his own possessiveness, and it has nothing to do with whether he loves or not.

At that time, I was busy fighting with my father and my second uncle all day long. To climb up and survive, I trampled all the members of Zhu's family under my feet and made them obey...

After losing Gu Jinzhi, she was squeezed into a corner by reality and life in Zhu Zhongjun's heart.

After so many years, until now, Zhu Zhongjun often asks himself, if it were another woman, would he marry her, have children, would he leave a little corner of his heart to her?

He thought, he couldn't do it.

His heart was rusted by reality.

Gu Jinzhi is just Gu Jinzhi, no matter how many positions she occupies, she is irreplaceable.

"My lord, it's getting late. If we don't go back, we will meet the curfew." When Zhu Zhongjun was lost in thought, the guard beside him came over and reminded him in a low voice.

Zhu Zhongjun also returned to reality all of a sudden.

He stared blankly at the endless wheat fields, thinking that he was about to leave the capital and Gu Jinzhi, the feeling he had back then suddenly returned.

He and Gu Jinzhi are reborn, their reason can be controlled, but their emotions cannot.

He is also experiencing the feelings of his youth...

"Go back." Zhu Zhongjun said.

He got on his horse and walked back to the city slowly.

After returning, he did not go to look for Gu Jinzhi, but went to the outer courtyard to rest.

Gu Jinzhi didn't look for him either, she was still grieving over her grandfather's death and had nothing else to do.

——*——*——(To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)