Spring Girl's Notes

The capital city in March is still cold, with howling winds, unlike the beautiful spring in the south of the Yangtze River.

Gu Jinzhi's longing for his grandfather was very stubborn, and he refused to stop.She knew in her heart that her grandfather would never see her again.

The more you think about it, the deeper you get stuck, and it's hard to extricate yourself.

In the whole family, she was the only one who was sad for so long.

When her grandfather left her in her previous life, she already had a son, Rongnan, and she had a sustenance in her heart.But now, nothing in this world, including mother Song Pan'er, can replace her benefactor and grandfather as her pillar.

She does not read or write, but embroiders all day long.

The embroidery is not good.

Zhu's mother said to Song Pan'er: "The girl is pretending to be sewing, because she is afraid that we will be worried."

These words are enough to describe Gu Jinzhi's state.

She is just pretending to be holding a needle and thread.

Song Pan'er was very anxious.

She persuaded Gu Jinzhi several times by herself, but Gu Jinzhi agreed absent-mindedly.Song Pan'er remembered that she did not study medicine with her grandfather a few years ago, and she was often in a daze alone.

That appearance, Fangfo has nothing to do with her.

Now it's like this again, which makes Song Pan'er very scared.

She was afraid that Gu Jinzhi would be overwhelmed.

She hadn't recovered from her worries, and she heard that Zhu Zhongjun was going back to Luzhou on the fifteenth of this month.

"Are you leaving?" Song Pan'er was astonished and asked Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun said yes.

"Oh, what about sister Jin?" Song Pan'er blurted out in a hurry.

Zhu Zhongjun is always here, and he can still play with Gu Jinzhi.Now he is leaving too, Gu Jinzhi doesn't even have anyone to play with.Wouldn't it be worse?

"The queen mother said, I will come back next year to marry Xiao Qi. I will still come back." Zhu Zhongjun said very firmly to Song Pan'er.

Song Pan'er was amused by his serious appearance, and said: "Yes, the prince will come back."

In a blink of an eye, it was the fourteenth of March.

Time flies.

Zhu Zhongjun saw that he was about to leave, but Gu Jinzhi was still immersed in her emotions, feeling very annoyed.

On the [-]th day, he was in Gu Jinzhi's yard all day.

But Gu Jinzhi didn't talk to him, and devoted himself to sewing alone.

I didn't go to the room for dinner.

The maids brought the food.Zhu Zhongjun ate with her.

After the servant girls took the dishes away, Gu Jinzhi went back to the back room to do some work.

Zhu Zhongjun followed in.

Zhu's mother and Nishang knew that Zhu Zhongjun was going to leave tomorrow, and the two little people probably had something sweet to say, so they didn't go in to disturb them.

There are only Gu Jinzhi and Zhu Zhongjun in the back room.

Zhu Zhongjun sat on the kang opposite Gu Jinzhi, and grabbed the needle and thread from her hand.

Gu Jinzhi then looked up at her.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, and you won't say goodbye to me?" Zhu Zhongjun said in a bad tone.

Gu Jinzhi was stunned for a while.Asked: "Is it already fourteen today?" She was a little uneasy, stood up and said, "I'm still early, I haven't prepared anything for you..."

Zhu Zhongjun's heart suddenly softened.

He pulled Gu Jinzhi over, let her sit beside him, and said softly, "It's okay. It's okay. You don't need to prepare anything, your mother has already ordered someone to take care of it."

paused.He asked again, "Are you reluctant?"

Gu Jinzhi glanced at him.

Zhu Zhongjun looked at her with burning eyes.

"Yes." Gu Jinzhi said, "It's been two years, we've been together every day, like when we were in junior high school, so of course we can't bear it."

Zhu Zhongjun just laughed.

His eyebrows are flying, charming and handsome.

"Very good." Zhu Zhongjun said. "You still have a heart."

Gu Jinzhi also laughed.

She asked Zhu Zhongjun: "Are you willing to part with me?"

Zhu Zhongjun pondered for a while, and said: "I don't know... There is nothing to be reluctant to part with or not. I am a person who has no feelings at all, and my six relatives don't recognize me."

Gu Jinzhi smiled helplessly, and gave him a light thump.

Zhu Zhongjun grabbed her hand, pulled her up, and sat on his lap.

He hugged her waist tightly, and when he raised his head, her lips were in his breath.

Zhu Zhongjun's heart beat a little fast.

He tried his best not to show any strangeness, and said to Gu Jinzhi in an ambiguous voice, "Do you like me?"

Gu Jinzhi smiled again.

"Say you like me." Zhu Zhongjun said.

Gu Jinzhi said obediently, "I like you."

Only then did Zhu Zhongjun raise his face slightly, and kissed her.

Lips and teeth were close together, her breath was sweet and alluring, Zhu Zhongjun was sucking her, his tongue had already been stuck in her mouth, entangled her.

Gu Jinzhi also responded.

The two were a little distracted.

Zhu Zhongjun turned over and pushed Gu Jinzhi down on the kang.

"My last proposal..." Zhu Zhongjun panted a little, and slipped his hand up Gu Jinzhi's lapel, recalling the proposal that was rejected by Gu Jinzhi last time, "It's not like we haven't slept together. Okay, Gu Jin Of?"

Gu Jinzhi pressed his restless hand.

She pushed Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun didn't move, still pressing her tightly.

Gu Jinzhi turned his head to one side, and said, "That's not good. If you say that again, I'll get angry."

"You are very stubborn." Zhu Zhongjun said angrily.

"It's not that I'm stubborn." Gu Jinzhi turned his face to him, looked into his eyes and said, "I'm still in the midst of filial piety. You ask me to do things, and it's against the law. You know that my grandfather is very important to me ..."

Zhu Zhongjun placed a soft kiss on her forehead.

"I'm sorry," he said.

Gu Jinzhi's face softened slightly.

"Gu Jinzhi, wait for me." Zhu Zhongjun said.

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Gu Jinzhi said, "Remember to come back and marry me, because I like you."

Zhu Zhongjun smiled lightly, satisfied, pecked lightly on her lips, and let her go.

At night, Gu Jinzhi was lying on the bed, thinking about Zhu Zhongjun.

She felt that she would not miss him.

But when he saw him off the next day, seeing his carriage parked at the door, Gu Jinzhi burst into tears thinking about the company he had been with him all day for the past two years.

She was sore and bitter.

It may be the death of her grandfather, but she has accumulated too much sadness in her heart.Zhu Zhongjun's departure.But it was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Anyway, she cried a lot that day.

Both Zhu Zhongjun and Song Pan'er were coaxing her.

In the end, Zhu Zhongjun's eyes were also wet.He's not pretending, he's just uncomfortable.He held her hand tightly and said in a low voice: "I left you for the last time, and I will never leave again. Don't cry, don't cry, when I come back, I will marry you when I come back."

Song Pan'er was surprised that this fool could say such a thing.

She immediately looked at Zhu Zhongjun with admiration.

Gu Jinzhi was still crying.

She cried so hard that no one else dared to urge her.

So Zhu Zhongjun left the city two quarters of an hour late.

Maybe Gu Jinzhi cried too much.The matter soon reached the Queen Mother's ears.

The queen mother also felt uncomfortable, so she invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace to talk.

She persuaded Gu Jinzhi: "This is the ancestral system, and Zhongjun will return to the fiefdom. Good boy, Aijia knows that you are reluctant, so come to the palace more often in the future, let's talk..."

Gu Jinzhi nodded.Eyes are wet again.

The queen mother comforted her for a while before letting her out of the palace.

Grandfather passed away, and Zhu Zhongjun returned to Luzhou. It took Gu Jinzhi two days to calm down his ups and downs.

After crying once, the depression in her heart eased a lot.

It was March nineteenth.Jiang Xin sent her a post, asking her to go to Yuanxing Temple outside the city to offer incense.Gu Jinzhi agreed.

Although she didn't ask for anything.

Song Pan'er went with them.

It just so happened that Mrs. Jiang was fine, so we went together.

Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin hadn't reached the age yet, and they were still young girls. They accompanied their mother to worship the Bodhisattva, and then took their maids and wandered around the temple.

Song Pan'er didn't stop her either.

When they came to offer incense today, Mrs. Jiang had greeted the host in advance.At the moment, there are not many idlers waiting in the temple.

Song Pan'er was relieved.

She hoped that Gu Jinzhi could dispel the haze of the old man's death as soon as possible.

"What did you ask for?" Jiang Xin asked Gu Jinzhi when the two were wandering around in Yuanxing Temple.What kind of sign did you ask for just now?

Gu Jinzhi smiled and didn't tell her.

"The marriage proposal went smoothly?" Jiang Xin said.

Gu Jinzhi was afraid that she would keep asking endless questions, and he would be disappointed if he didn't answer, so he nodded and said yes.

Jiang Xin just laughed: "That's right. I heard that King Luyang left, you fainted from crying, and the queen mother called you to comfort you?"

Gu Jinzhi's eyes widened: "Who said that?"

"Everyone is talking." Jiang Xin blinked, "Is it true?"

"I'm crying, I'm not dizzy." Gu Jinzhi said, "It's disgusting, how did it spread?"

Jiang Xin laughed loudly: "If you want people not to know, unless you do nothing..."

The two talked and laughed, and Jiang Xin smiled heartily.

Not far away, there are several ladies and ladies, surrounded by family members, who are also female family members of the capital, who come to offer incense.

Jiang Xin was even more indifferent than Gu Jinzhi to the people coming and going in Beijing.

She doesn't know anyone.

Gu Jinzhi recognized it as the eldest wife of the Tan family.

Mrs. Tan also saw her.

The two greeted each other.

When Jiang Xin heard that she was from the Tan family, she casually kissed her body and called Mrs. Tan, her attitude was very cold.

In this capital city, indifference does not offend people, but makes people dare not despise you.So Mrs. Tan was not unhappy, she just thought in her heart, whose family is this girl from?

Such arrogance should be of honor.

Mrs. Tan couldn't remember Jiang Xin's identity, but felt that she looked familiar...

The rest of the Tan family did not dare to look at Gu Jinzhi, for fear of showing something strange again.

Mrs. Tan said hello, but she didn't say anything else, and passed Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin by mistake.

The host greeted him, and Mrs. Tan asked him by the way: "Are there any other people coming to offer incense in the temple today?"

"Yuan Pinghou Madam Jiang and Madam Gu San from the Gu family are here..." the host said.

Mrs. Tan knew that Jiang Xin was from the Jiang family.

Jiang Xin looks like her mother, Mrs. Jiang.Mrs. Tan and Mrs. Jiang are relatively familiar, no wonder Jiang Xin looks familiar...

After finding out Jiang Xin's identity, Mrs. Tan felt that she was uneducated.

She didn't think much of it.

Today is to fulfill the vows of the ancestors, so Mrs. Tan went to offer incense.

She didn't plan to meet Mrs. Jiang for a while.

"Didn't the uncle promise the old ancestor yesterday, and today he will help the old ancestor fulfill his wish?" Mrs. Tan asked the people around her after she finished worshiping the Bodhisattva, "Is he still coming? If not, we will go back."

The second grandma beside her smiled and said, "The steward who came with me is outside, why don't you ask someone to take a look?"

Mrs. Tan nodded with a smile.

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Here's an update from yesterday...sorry for being late again.My schedule is chaotic again. As a deep house, it is more difficult to adjust the state than everyone imagined...Unfortunately, I have something to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so I can't stabilize.Annoyed to have something to do, annoyed to go out. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)