The wealthy bride of the cold CEO

Chapter 97 Mother's Letter ([-])

If only it were a memory.

Would rather be kept in the dark forever.

AD [-], September [-]rd, cloudy.

My marriage with Tianxiong is going on aimlessly like this. This time he is going on a business trip to Germany, and he wants me to be optimistic about the company. Occasionally, when I go out to drink coffee with some sisters, they say that I am much older, and the corners of my eyes are blurry. There are also many more wrinkles. I am only 25 years old, and my heart is cold when I am only [-] years old. Married as a woman, it turns out that I will grow old so soon.

He went to Germany, and he didn't call back, not even a text message. I can only know his whereabouts through the company's hierarchy. What's wrong with me, I'm his wife?Why do I have to be told where my husband is?

I went to the nightclub depressed. [Night Color] is a very stylish bar, because it is relatively hidden, so few people love it, but I love it there, where my favorite bartender mixes [Margarita] for me.

Margarita Mr. Jane Dureza, who made this cocktail based on tequila, a specialty of Mexico, named it after his lover Margaret who died unfortunately. It has a light and refreshing sour taste, with sadness The bitter taste of love, I like this sour taste, there is no sweet sour taste, it seems to stimulate the lacrimal gland, but can't shed a single tear, I am ruthless, the red cocktail is transformed into a wonderful scene in the bar with paper drunk lantern riddles The color of the color, the feeling of being slightly drunk is so beautiful, a little bit blurred, but still sober, gently shaking the cocktail glass, swaying with the shadows cast by the lights, the ambiguous atmosphere is flooding in the [Night] bar, eroding A disconnect called presumptuousness.

In the bar, the vicissitudes of the bar singer kept singing "asimovedon" over and over again. Freed out of my own world.

I drank margaritas one by one until the bartender told me to stop, and a glass of spirits appeared in front of me. I looked up and saw a face like a monster. I knew it from the time I saw that monster. When I have the same face, I am doomed to perish.

He was just sitting on the side of the bar, drinking spirits one cup after another. Like me, he saw endless loneliness on his face, no, he could still see a trace of helplessness in his eyes.

I heard his phone ringing over and over again, but he didn't want to answer it at all, and then he simply dropped the phone on the ground, he was angry, I don't know what he was angry about?

For the first time, I wanted to go up to this decadent man, open v-neck tight t-shirt, revealing a strong chest, I admit, this is a perfect man, perfect for inducing crime, and I am about to sink into such a crime inside.

AD [-], September [-]th, rainy day.

Today's raindrops kept ticking, I don't know if he will show up, but at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I still went to [Night Color] to try my luck, yesterday, I just stared at him, no In a word, don't talk to other people's men.

Not long after I sat and drank, he appeared as expected. I don’t know what’s wrong, but when I saw him, I felt so happy in my heart, “Spirit is not suitable for you, I think my Margaret is more Suitable for you now" I took a sip of the Margarita, my bright red lip marks remained on the goblet, and handed the Margarita to him, but he drank it down without looking at it.

The next moment he held me in his arms, and then wept tightly. I don’t know what he was crying for. He might be drunk. I hugged him and wept numbly. He needed comfort like a child, but just For a moment, then he held my red lips, like punishment, biting my lips, I could even lick the spicy wine smell in his mouth, "Sorry, I like your mouth more Margaret in the movie!"

Just such a sentence, doomed me to sink with him, the definition of sinking, we still don’t know who each other is, at one o’clock in the morning, I frantically followed him, he seemed to be crazy, and hurriedly took me to a nearby place A motel, a big lady like me, who has never been in a motel for so many years, is a well-behaved life, he is crazy, enthusiastic, and when he enters the room, he rips off like crazy all my clothes.

I can only hear his raving, the motel's sound insulation is so poor, I can even hear the lingering voice from the next room.That kind of excitement sometimes stimulates people's hearts, and I also responded to him crazily. We kept on the ground, on the wall, on the table, and rolled onto the bed. It was the first time I responded so enthusiastically to a person on the bed. man.

a strange man.

He is very different from Tianxiong. Every time I have sex with Tianxiong, I always feel that he is completing a task. There is no foreplay, no love, no desire, just for the task, even like a job that must be completed.

And this man is really a monster, he knows every sensitive area of ​​my body, I am greedy for every kindling he ignites in me, at that time, I felt like I fell into hell, happy with him , fall together.

But I clearly heard that when he was satisfied in my body, he called out over and over again: "Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun" and I didn't even know his name, just fell in love with him like this, at that moment I felt I'm a bitch.

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AD [-], September [-]th, sunny day.

When I woke up that day, I found that he was still asleep. I took out my handbag, tore off a check, filled in the numbers, put it on the bedside table, and left a note: "Thank you for letting me sink. It’s for you, we don’t owe each other” Then I fled home like a child who did something wrong, and the family only knew that I went back to my mother’s house for one night.

I cheated, and I clearly found out that I cheated, and the person who cheated was actually an affair, and I didn't know who the other person was.I laugh at myself.

I desperately told not to go to 【Night Color】 again.

But how much I look forward to seeing that man.

That man is imprinted not only on my body, but on my heart.

But on the fifth day before I went to see him, Tianxiong came home and asked me to accompany him to a charity dinner. I dressed up to attend, and at the dinner, I actually saw him. He was silent in the corner, I don't know whose male partner he belongs to here.

But I saw that his face was unhappy and depressed to the point of suffocation.

I walked up to him involuntarily and told him the name of a motel, and then he looked back at me and saw him under the light. His brows were not as tough as Tianxiong, but a ghost, like It's satan, he's a satan who sent me to hell.Narrow eyes, a red mole between the eyebrows, a thin and sharp chin, and his perfect figure.

He looked at me and told me: "Tonight, I will wait for you there!" The accident was another accident, was this man awake, but I was sober and agreed to his invitation.

As promised, I went, made a random reason, and left Tianxiong, he probably didn’t want to go home, so I went to that motel, and he was like last time, when he saw me coming in, he threw me away. Overwhelmed, frantically asking me, over and over again, the obvious smell of alcohol let me know that he drank a lot of alcohol, and the ambiguous atmosphere of erosion was permeating.

After this night, I knew his name was Jim, and I told him that my name was Mandy, and he said he knew me, but I didn't know him, and I didn't want to ask, he just told me that he was an outsider who didn't fit in with the rich, in the rich He had had enough of resentment.

We became bed partners to comfort each other, only lust and body lust, nothing to do with family, marriage, or anything, just the lust of two most primitive bodies.

I fell, and fell deeper and deeper.

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AD [-], December [-]th, sunny day

This winter has come very diligently, and it will be winter in a blink of an eye, and Christmas will come like this.

The relationship between me and jim has never been interrupted, and it has even become closer and closer. Every time there is a fixed secret signal, and then we just keep doing it, and we keep getting each other's pleasure.

I found that I couldn't do without this man more and more, my feelings towards Leng Tianxiong became more and more indifferent, even sometimes when I went to bed, I felt bored, but Jim is different, he has a higher level of flirting Technology, we are in good agreement with each other.Enjoy the warmth and joy of each other's bodies.

Later I found out that Jim was excluded by the family because he was the son-in-law of a wealthy family. I didn't comfort him. He said he didn't need comfort because these were the choices he made at the beginning. He never regretted it. He told me that he He loves his wife very much, I sometimes laugh when I think about it, love his wife, and then cheat, keep cheating.I just know that his wife is very capable, even surpassing him. She is often away on business, and he has nothing to do at home. He is a painter, an unknown painter.

I told him that I like calla lilies, he said I am not calla lilies, he said I am a poppy, and I became addicted after eating it once, I laughed and said nothing, thinking that this man is the poppy, which made me deeply poisoned.I found that I was nostalgic for him both physically and mentally, not just as a lover or as a bed partner.

Is this love, I often ask myself, because I am also wandering in these thoughts about love.

Yesterday was Christmas Eve. We made an appointment to live in Japan for a day. I came back today. I spent a romantic Christmas Eve with him in Japan. When I snuggled up to him, I thought if this man was my husband , how lucky I should be.

I think I'm in love with him, but I can definitely tell myself that he doesn't love me, not at all.