After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 106: The Woman You Love and Hate

Facing Bai Ling at this moment, she brought another man to the house, the pain could almost kill me, it was really uncomfortable, it could make people feel hopeless and unable to live.

I looked at her in front of me, and thought that when she was held in my arms, she was so intoxicated, so happy, and she was so comfortable under me that she was going crazy. That state was really wonderful. .

And thinking of that kind of beauty, maybe I no longer have it, but another man treats her like that, possesses her body, and does that kind of thing with her, my heart aches to death, and I am about to collapse.

I said, "It doesn't matter if you're afraid or not, hey, do you enjoy being with this man? Have you slept with him or done that with her? Tell me!"

When she heard this, her face sank, and she said, "What does it have to do with you? What about you? You even, you even my cousin, and Xiao Ni, you have slept with them all ### Now, why do you still talk about me, what qualifications do you have to talk about me, are you a good man again?"

She is so stubborn, she is older than me, she doesn't want to become a little girl in front of me, I know there is nothing I can do, I know there is nothing I can do, but so what?I love her and follow her like a pious and contradictory child, I choose to do this, I have to pay for it, I have no other way, I can only do this, only this.

I said: "Yes, am I a good man, I know it is difficult for me to be a good man, I know I can't change it, I can understand your past, but you can't understand mine, because you are Such a woman, you always demand too much from others, but you never think about yourself, you don’t even think about everything in this world that he has to face as a man, you don’t even want him to have any pollution , she is a child who is so innocent that I can't be more innocent, I can't stop you from thinking like this, I know that from the day I met you, I was doomed to be a failure, I was doomed to have nothing in the future, I I can only love you like a worm. Besides, what else can I do? I don’t have it, and I don’t think I will have extravagant hopes in the future. If one day you can live happily, you can have a happy life. Family, that's what I want, of course, I think that's what you want too, we all want everyone to be happy, don't we?"

Hearing me say this, she seemed to feel the sadness in my heart, a little sad, would she feel sorry for me?I think so, but she still won't show it on her face. She won't show it. She nodded and became calm. After all, she won't be an extremely overbearing person who won't think about me Little woman, doesn't she love me?Have you never loved me in this life?I don't believe it, I don't believe that she doesn't love me at all, I even know that her heart is hurting, didn't she bring me here just to make me feel bad?Her goal has been achieved, is she happy?Is she happy?I don't know, maybe happy, maybe sad, but all of this is her business, it is no longer my business, I am very clear and understand, I said: "Okay, I hope you can live Happiness, for a man like me, I don't think you need to hit me or make me ugly!"

She looked at me, looked straight at me with those eyes all the time, looked at me, and said, "I ask you, you answer me!"

I said: "What? Just ask, as long as I can answer you, I think I will tell you, even if I can't answer you, I will try my best to let you know!"

She said, "Are you going back to your hometown to get married?"

Does she still care about me?Do you still care if I get married?

I said: "I don't know, maybe, I think people will get married no matter what in this life, we are human, we are not gods, we have to live in this world, we can't get rid of this world!"

She added: "Maybe, maybe if you go to Xiliang and become a fisherman, you can have nothing to do with this world, and you can live the life you want, isn't it?"

When I heard this sentence, my heart was suddenly moved. Does she really want to go to Xiliang with me?I said: "Yes, maybe it is a quiet life, but how many people can endure that kind of hardship? Many times, we are tired of life in big cities, and we want that kind of quiet life, but if you let A lifetime, a lifetime of living in that environment, never leaving, that is a lifetime, a lifetime, that’s not a joke, it’s beautiful when you think about it, but if you really do it, maybe That's different, can you understand!"

She lowered her head and nodded and said: "Maybe, maybe we are not that kind of people after all, what you said is right, it seems that you have really grown up, and you are no longer that innocent and young boy Yes, everything will change, there is nothing in this world that will not change, it will change, especially men, oh no, boys, when a boy is young, when he is innocent, he will love you very much, you can give What he wants, he will love you very piously, but don't ignore time, one day he will grow up, he will understand everything, at that time, he will experience many women, this world It is so realistic, who makes you men? One day, when you are 30 or 40 years old, you have a lot of money, you can control the world, there will be many girls around you, you will see through the world, feel Love is just a woman's fantasy, and men are not so childish! It's just a trick to deceive children, isn't it? Actually, I understand all of this, and most of the time, I just don't want to admit it. It's not that I don't want to admit it, I just hope that a boy will be different, he will not change from the day he met me, I know women like me, in the presence of men my age, or men older than me There, I'm nothing, I'm dirty, they all want to hang out with me, sleep with me, do that kind of thing with me, but no man wants to really love me, marry me, so then, I hope With a little man, but I forgot, maybe it’s okay at first, but one day, he will become that kind of man, won’t he?”

She is like this, maybe what she said is not wrong, I don’t know if I will change, but I think she may be wrong, maybe men are really not like that, she just thinks there according to her own mind That's all, do all men in this world change?I'm not 30 years old, nor 40 years old, I don't know, I don't think I will, but even if I don't, what's the point of telling her these things?Everything is so helpless, she wants that kind of man, she wants that kind of marriage, she wants it to be a lifetime, I don’t know if she ever thought that a man also wants a good woman, he also wants a good marriage, Whether she has thought about this, I know she is a woman, as a woman, she can't think so much, I can understand her, but I feel very helpless, why can't she think about it for me, even just think about it.

You fall in love with such a woman, what can you do?She has experienced too much that you have not experienced, and what you can do is to face it calmly, no matter what the future holds, you have to face it.

I said: "Then I bless you, you can meet such a man, and then you will live forever, but have you ever thought about what marriage is? Marriage is not cooking, not cooking, not you making some good seasonings, not you Get a good plate, or a good tablecloth, and it will be a good marriage, there is only one way to get married in this world, do you know what it is?"

She became a little cute, she said: "What is it?"

I said: "You always remember that there is only one thing in this world that can lead to a good marriage, and that is love, and only love. There is no other better way. No matter how old you are, marriage is urgent. It needs to be managed and cultivated little by little from small to large. If you really can’t rush, it’s like sand in your palm. The more you worry, the more you will lose. In this world, only love Exchange love, exchange truth for truth, no one will do what they don’t want to do just to marry a wife!”

She sneered, didn't look at me, and said: "Love? Is there really love in this world? Love, love, if I were today, I think I would believe in it, and I would be crazy about it, but, you You know, I have gone through so many years, after so many years, will I still believe it easily?"

I was very angry when I heard such words, and I immediately said: "What are you talking about? Why don't you believe it? Is your heart so indifferent? Do you really not believe it at all? Don’t believe it? Tell me, don’t you really know that there is true love in this world? Do you want to ruin your body in the future? Use your body to exchange for a marriage? Do you know a lot? When men are willing to associate with you, they may be greedy for your body, they want to ### with you, they want to sleep with you, don't you know?"

After hearing this, she saw that I was anxious, with a little smile in her eyes, and said provocatively, "Don't you? Didn't you want to sleep with me in the first place?"

I said, "I'm not!"

She continued to look at me with that look and said, "You think I don't know? You too, you are, you are, you want to ### with me, you miss me, you miss my body, you Think I don't know? I see the light in your eyes, even now you still think like that, do you think I don't know? You thought at first, and you still think, don't lie to me, you know, in my In front of you, you are just a child!"