After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 107: She came to my house for dinner

I said: "Well, maybe, maybe I am like this, maybe! I just want to be like you, you can understand it as you like, yes, there are many men who really love you in this world, and I That's the man who just wants to sleep with you, that's right!" I nodded, then picked up my luggage again, and said, "I hope you can find the man who really loves you, not just thinking about it, and then you will have a happy life I don’t want to talk about my marriage and other things, I wish you happiness!”

I was hurt by her, I think maybe this breakup is the best result, it's good to break up like this, she makes me sad, she sees me through, she's smart, isn't she?She understands this, but she miscalculated one thing, that is, there is true love in this world, and that kind of true love will last forever, but I don't want to say any more, so I turned around and left.

She stopped me suddenly and said, "Wait a minute!"

I turned around and smiled and said, "What?"

She blinked at me and said, "I'm asking you, can you tell me?"

what did I say?"

"You, have you ever loved me?" She asked me this stupidly.

I thought about it, and then said: "I don't know, maybe, maybe it's just like what you said!"

She looked at me a little disappointed, and said sadly: "Is that really the case? Is it just that?" She is such a silly woman, her uncertainty, her uncertainty made me feel particularly bad, I said with a smile : "Maybe, I don't want to talk about it, you can think about it yourself!" I looked at her, she smiled, blinked her eyes and said, "I don't care, I don't care, can a woman my age , Do I still care about this? I am not a little girl anymore, I really don’t need to care so much, take care, and I really don’t deserve you, I hope you can find a little girl and live happily ever after life, Lin Jiayi, bless you!" She pursed her lips, she looked very good-looking, but my heart was very painful, I knew that if I left like this, she would be with that man, I was concerned about many things at that time I don't fully understand, for example, whether a woman will be happy if she does that, whether she can get her happiness, I don't know, I even think that maybe she is with that man, they are about the same age, they should have happy!

And I still care about my being with Yang Hongling, and if I am at this age, I will definitely not do that, I will immediately tell her everything I have done for her, I want her to be with me, We are together, well, we will live happily ever after, and we will never be separated again, but who made it too young at that time?

I didn't say anything more, I started to move forward, my heart was very painful at that time, I remember that the sun was so dazzling that day, I seemed to cry, but I held back in my heart, I can't look back, I can't, no matter my heart How painful it is, I have to go forward like this, I can't stop at one step, keep going, keep going!

When I came to the turning, I was about to turn around, and when I looked back gently, I found that she was still there, she seemed to be crying, but she still didn't cry, I couldn't see clearly, I could only think in my heart Thinking about it, but my heart hurts, my heart hurts badly, I walked out of the neighborhood, I got on a taxi, then I went to the station, after waiting for a long time at the station, I finally got in the taxi Sitting on the bus in Xiliang, when the bus was about to drive out of Bincheng, I kept thinking about her in my heart, and my heart was hurting all the time, I wanted to turn around, I wanted to jump off the bus and go back, But I didn't have that kind of courage. In the end, I could only let the car take me away from Bincheng, and go back to Xiliang, where I grew up and grew up. There is a beautiful fishing village. Bai Ling once told me to let me Take her there, we live a happy life there, never leave for the rest of our lives, but at this moment it seems so desolate, maybe we will never have that chance after all, and I never had that time when I returned to Xiliang from Bincheng Thinking of going back to Bincheng, my parents actually offered me to study. They wanted me to leave Xiliang, but they really wanted me to go back to Xiliang. At that time, if I stayed in Xiliang or left Xiliang, they would feel that it was Pretty good thing.

Slowly, I closed my eyes, and I decided to forget Bai Ling from my mind and memory. I knew that if I didn’t forget, I would suffer for the rest of my life. The pain she gave me would last forever. I know clearly and deeply.

Back in Xiliang, it’s already autumn, and the seasons here are not particularly distinct. If you don’t count according to time and feel it with your feelings, you really don’t know what kind of season it will be. I was very happy. On the night when I went back, my mother sat at a table of delicious food. A lot of fish were usually caught so hard that I couldn’t bear to eat them. My father and I drank together. The drink was very happy, and my mother was laughing there. While picking up food for me, my dad said: "Jiayi, come back this time, don't leave. Look at our family's Yujiale, we also need someone to help. We have earned more than 20 yuan this year. The boat is more than [-] yuan. This year’s income is very good. Don’t go anywhere. The money is all yours. You stay at home and it gets better every year. Ten million, dad is getting old, we can’t do without you at home, and, you, listen to your mother, quickly find a girl to marry, start a family early, give us a child, we don’t do anything in the future, Take care of the children every day, do you think it's okay?"

I said, "Dad, how easy is it to get married?"

My dad said: "It's not difficult. Our family is not short of money. In the past, no one was willing to marry to our fishing village. Your mother didn't want to come to us. At that time, it was much more difficult than now. I couldn't even eat." , You see, I brought your mother home anyway, so I said, there is no need to worry about this at all, you don’t worry, if you don’t want to talk about it yourself, many people have started to introduce it? Let’s Xiliang There are a lot of them in the city too!" The whole of Xiliang is a fishing village, and Xiliang City is actually a street formed among many fishing villages. We also say that the people in the city are from the city, and many girls are also very beautiful.

I said: "Dad, I know, I will be fine!"

I couldn't help thinking about that woman again, I was sleeping on the boat that night, and I was thinking in my head what was she doing?Is she with that man?What are they doing, she doesn't believe in love, she will be very casual, she will give up on herself, she will feel indifferent, I know her too well, she must be with that man, do things like that together, think This, my heart hurts to death, I can't think about it, my heart is hurting all the time, that kind of pain makes my life worse than death, I want to go back to Bincheng to find her immediately, there is a feeling of suffocation, which makes me feel like Difficult to get through that night.

Later, I fell asleep for some reason, and when I woke up the next day, I felt much better. I went fishing with my father. I have something to do, so I don't think about her that much. After a long time like this, I don't miss her at all. I think about it many times a day, but the thought is very beautiful. Gradually, that kind of longing becomes a kind of This is a very beautiful plain, I know it is difficult for me to forget her, but I also know that time is a terrible thing, it will make me forget a lot of things, three months have passed, these three months, I have thought about it countless times Call her, want to contact her, want to tell her how I miss her, but, I hold back, I know I can't contact her, I have to keep that love in my heart, or I will go to her Be with her, or I'll never forget.

Back in Xiliang, it’s already autumn, and the seasons here are not particularly distinct. If you don’t count according to time and feel it with your feelings, you really don’t know what kind of season it will be. I was very happy. On the night when I went back, my mother sat at a table of delicious food. A lot of fish were usually caught so hard that I couldn’t bear to eat them. My father and I drank together. The drink was very happy, and my mother was laughing there. While picking up food for me, my dad said: "Jiayi, come back this time, don't leave. Look at our family's Yujiale, we also need someone to help. We have earned more than 20 yuan this year. The boat is more than [-] yuan. This year’s income is very good. Don’t go anywhere. The money is all yours. You stay at home and it gets better every year. Ten million, dad is getting old, we can’t do without you at home, and, you, listen to your mother, quickly find a girl to marry, start a family early, give us a child, we don’t do anything in the future, Take care of the children every day, do you think it's okay?"

I said, "Dad, how easy is it to get married?"

My dad said: "It's not difficult. Our family is not short of money. In the past, no one was willing to marry to our fishing village. Your mother didn't want to come to us. At that time, it was much more difficult than now. I couldn't even eat." , You see, I brought your mother home anyway, so I said, there is no need to worry about this at all, you don’t worry, if you don’t want to talk about it yourself, many people have started to introduce it? Let’s Xiliang There are a lot of them in the city too!" The whole of Xiliang is a fishing village, and Xiliang City is actually a street formed among many fishing villages. We also say that the people in the city are from the city, and many girls are also very beautiful.

I said: "Dad, I know, I will be fine!"