After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 108: Why Can't You Touch Her

I couldn't help thinking about that woman again, I was sleeping on the boat that night, and I was thinking in my head what was she doing?Is she with that man?What are they doing, she doesn't believe in love, she will be very casual, she will give up on herself, she will feel indifferent, I know her too well, she must be with that man, do things like that together, think This, my heart hurts to death, I can't think about it, my heart is hurting all the time, that kind of pain makes my life worse than death, I want to go back to Bincheng to find her immediately, there is a feeling of suffocation, which makes me feel like Difficult to get through that night.

Later, I fell asleep for some reason, and when I woke up the next day, I felt much better. I went fishing with my father. I have something to do, so I don't think about her that much. After a long time like this, I don't miss her at all. I think about it many times a day, but the thought is very beautiful. Gradually, that kind of longing becomes a kind of This is a very beautiful plain, I know it is difficult for me to forget her, but I also know that time is a terrible thing, it will make me forget a lot of things, three months have passed, these three months, I have thought about it countless times Call her, want to contact her, want to tell her how I miss her, but, I hold back, I know I can't contact her, I have to keep that love in my heart, or I will go to her Be with her, or I'll never forget.

Yujiale is doing very well, with more and more customers, because I have stayed in Bincheng for so long, I have improved the environment, made it very charming and unique, and the dishes are more delicious than before, The guests like to come to our house very much. Many of these guests are from Bincheng, or they are tourists here from other places. I always fantasize that she can also come here. She said that she has eaten here, then she will I will come again, if she can come, I will definitely cook the best food for her and let her eat the best food. I will watch her secretly in a corner, and I don’t want her to see me , I just look at her like that, and I will be very happy. In those days, I was looking forward to her arrival every day, always staring at the guests, but she didn't come for a long time. Later, I thought she was She will come, she won't start a company anymore, she might have married that person long ago, and then live the life of an ordinary person, in that case, she won't come here, will she live happily?If she can live happily, I think I will bless her. If she is not happy, then I think I will be very heartbroken. At that time, I realized that loving someone is to let her live happily, no matter who she is with, As long as she can live happily, then everything will be fine.

As the days go by, I still miss her, but how?I don’t think about it so often, but every time I think about it, I miss it more than before and feel more sad, but I also understand that it’s just the past. Just let it go, I think I should find someone to marry, since I can't be with her, I might as well forget, if she misses me, if she can't leave me, she will definitely come to Xiliang to find me, but she Didn't come, she knew I was in Xiliang, but why didn't she come?If she didn't come, it already explained everything.

I know what kind of woman she is, if she still loves me, she will come no matter what, but she really didn't come, all this is true.

Although my heart hurts, there is nothing I can do. Not long after, I went on a blind date. It was the girl my aunt introduced to me. You know, in my heart, I can’t forget her. I haven’t forgotten her yet. It’s hard to accept other girls, but I was a very traditional man at that time. I think no matter what, whether you love a woman or not, you always have to get married. Marriage doesn’t necessarily mean love. Marriage is formed. A family has a group of children, such as our parents, will they have love?I think it's more about family affection. I heard my father and my mother say more than once that they didn't know anything at that time, but they were married and had me. Later, my father and my mother were very good , lived a special happiness, I think this is what marriage needs, everyone will have some experiences when they are young, but after many years, it will become a kind of memory!

With this in mind, I went to meet the first girlfriend my aunt introduced to me, Xiaoyue, if you still have someone else in your heart, then it doesn’t matter what kind of girl your blind date is, I just went on a blind date once, and I agreed, but I didn't have any relationship with that girl, because we were originally from my hometown, but we just started dating. In fact, the dating is also very simple. Her home is right here with us. In the nearby village, she only went to junior high school, and she is quite pretty. We have dated a few times, just to go to the town, and I took her out to sea in a small boat. Xiaoyue is a person with a decent personality A cheerful girl, she is bolder than me, with plump breasts, and looks very fertile. When I took her out to sea, she kept hinting to me that she wanted to do that kind of thing with me, and she used it slightly Although it was unintentional to touch my chest, I can feel that she is three years younger than me, because she is young, she must not be too direct, but I understand what she means, but what?If I was not ready to marry her, it would be impossible for me to have sex with her, because the girls at home are different from those outside. If the girls at home have slept with her, they must be responsible to others, so I didn't touch her. she.

After we got along for a period of time, she began to come to my house often, and helped manage Yujiale during the day, just like a little proprietress. My mother also asked me if I was like Xiaoyue, and I shook my head. My mother said why not, I said we can talk about it after we get married, I think Xiaoyue must have told my mother about it.

I can’t remember that day. I just remember that I came back from the sea and caught a lot of fresh fish. I brought the fish in. After I came in, Xiaoyue came to help me with the fish with a smile. Looking at Xiaoyue, it’s quite a bit She is coquettish, and her clothes are very sexy. I followed her to the back, and she said to me: "Just now, there was a female customer who was eating, and she was so annoying. She almost thought that others were short of her money, and she sent me a message." Temper, saying that our vegetables are too salty, I explained to her, and said that I don't respect the guests, and said that I, really, what is there to be proud of?"

I smiled and said: "Don't say that, it's inevitable that you will be wronged. The guests are always the guests. We open a fisherman's restaurant just like a restaurant in a big city. In the service industry, we rely on the guests to eat and dress. The guests have any requirements. Opinions, we should all listen to them with an open mind, and tell them well, you know? There will be more troubles in the future! Do you know?"

Xiaoyue said: "Well, I got it, I understand everything, you are a nice person!"

I said, "Which table?"

Xiaoyue told me, and then I went out in person, walked to the table, and said: "Sorry, I was not there just now, I am the boss here, the salt is a little too big, I asked the chef to re-fry it for you A plate--" I stopped talking here, the woman turned her face and raised her head, there were about five or six guests at that table, if they were my former colleagues, I would definitely know them, but No, but I know that woman, I froze there, motionless, and she looked at me like that, staring at me with bright black eyes.

I thought I would never see her again. I never thought of seeing her at this time. It’s good to see you, if you don’t see each other, there’s nothing anymore, Xiaoyue and I are getting married soon, we’ve been together for so many days, but after so long, she appeared, I think she really It shouldn't appear at this time, but she appeared at this time. What can be done about all this?You have to face it, I was a little flustered, she kept looking at me, and I suddenly turned my head and said: "Sorry, sorry!" Others seemed to see something, One person said: "Don't tell us, it's our friend who feels overwhelmed, how do you ask her?" I looked at Bai Ling, and when I was about to speak, she smiled and said, "It's okay, it doesn't matter! "I nodded, then I walked away, she also turned her head away, I walked back to the back room, stood there and started to lose my mind, Xiaoyue asked me: "What's wrong with you?" I hurriedly said: "Oh, It's nothing!" At this time, I kept looking outside, looking at her back, at the moment her back is facing me, and I looked at her back, my heart was already very nervous, I couldn't beat .

They drank there, and she seemed to have drank some wine. I really wanted to talk to her, but I felt that I couldn't control myself, and my heart kept beating there, but she was with her friends, and Xiaoyue is still next to me, I have no chance to talk to her at all, but I am afraid that she will leave soon and leave here, so I can't hesitate, I have to muster up the courage, I want to go when she leaves I asked her to stop and say a few words to her. Why did she come here to eat? She must know that this place is opened by my family. There are not many people with the surname Lin here. have a word with me

Thinking of this, I have been waiting for the opportunity, I think after they have finished eating, she will walk behind, I call her, I have her phone number, but I have never contacted her again, I don't know her number Is it still in use? I took out my phone and wanted to send her a text message. After taking out the phone and looking at her, I knew that if she picked up the phone to check, it must be that the phone is still in use. If it hasn’t moved, the number must be No.

I sent her a text, I was waiting for her to pick up her phone, she could see the text, if she moved her body, she saw it, if she didn't move, she didn't see it, she Maybe I really don't need this number, she didn't move, the text message has been sent, it says: Nice to see you again!After sending it, I thought in my heart, is this text message a bit too pale, but then I thought, why should I send something else?She may be married again, we may be different people after all, what I want is different from her, what she wants is a happiness, this happiness is the same, all men are used to realize her happiness and me?Maybe after meeting her, my happiness will be gone, and I will never have that kind of happiness with anyone in the future, so we are different after all.