The only favorite for a lifetime, the businesswoman and the concubine

I know that she has made a decision long ago, and the reason why she is waiting for me to choose is just to know if there is a place for her in my heart, is she worth my hesitation and entanglement?

She knows better than anyone else that Chang Huan is dead, and she and I can never go back to the past. She didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of her. Instead of blaming me, she swallowed all her pain alone, not letting anyone share her grief!

My natural answer disappointed her. She is the person who understands me best in the world. How could she not understand what is the most important thing in my heart?

The firm gaze in my eyes completely wiped out the last trace of her love for me, and that's why she acted so calm and clear. Since then, she has completely given up on me!

She said that the sea of ​​bitterness is boundless, and that turning back is the shore. How happy is it for a person to have the chance to turn back?She died for me, I don't know if she regretted it at that moment?Even if she stood in front of me, I didn't have the courage to ask her!

I've always known Ling's woman's dedication to love, love is like life, life is like water, and she can give her life for love, knowing that I have always had reservations about her, and I have no hesitation!

I always knew what she wanted most, but I never thought about what I could do for her. I always thought that she should be satisfied if she could be the queen of the middle palace. Don't expect me to give up the spring for her. In fact, I have been deceiving myself and others, she only wants to be my one and only, and doesn't care about the queen of the palace who is the mother of the world!

She is dreaming to be my only one, and I am dreaming that she will wake up soon, who is the one who is intoxicated?Who is sober?I don't know either!

When she became a mother for the first time, my love affair made her heart filled with joy instantly riddled with holes, and she could no longer bear any harm, nor could she bear any hope!

You don't know how strong the wine is until you're drunk, and you don't know how strong it is until you've loved it. She walked resolutely, without a trace of nostalgia, leaving a desolate place in vain!

What kind of pain, what kind of sadness and despair do you need to go through before you can say, I hope that in the next life, we will never meet again?

I wish she could scold me and cry in front of me, but she didn't do anything, she didn't say anything, there was only a suffocating peace, I know, there is a kind of pain in the world, called sorrow Yuxin died, she no longer wants to show affection to me, every bit of it is superfluous!

How can a woman as proud as her be willing to share her husband with other women?She said lovesickness, parting is bitter, and she only taught that the love promised by life and death is the most beautiful thing in the world, which attracted her to chase her all her life. I knew it clearly, but I was always stingy and refused to give it to her!

I have known for a long time that her last wish is that one day she will rule the world, if she cannot be the only one, please give her freedom!

As the breeze blew by, I felt biting and unbearable, choked up and unable to speak, whether it was the only one or freedom, I gave her nothing!

Now, I promise her that she is the only one, but where is she?Have you ever heard my inner calling?

The cycle of cause and effect, the cause I planted myself, I can only taste the bitter fruit of today, I swear, I must find her, no matter where she is!

There is no trace of those years of being let down. All I can do is to keep reminiscing, nostalgic, longing, and searching!

I was tortured day after day so hard that I couldn't sleep at night. She left so resolutely that she didn't even give me a chance to make up for it. As long as she can come back, no matter what she wants, I will promise her, and I will live up to her splendor in this life. years!

Climb to the Supreme, rule the world, my long-cherished wish has been fulfilled today, but I don't feel the slightest joy in my heart. I thought I could control everything, including my feelings for her, but I didn't know that only this time, I overestimated my strength. I fell in love with her unknowingly, but I didn't know it!

In front of people, I am still the unpredictable King Jing, but in the queen, no one knows how painful I am. She penetrates into every corner of my life. Traces, after many years, it should be a good day and a good time, but even if there are thousands of styles, who can I tell?

She loved me without complaint or regret, but in the end she ended up in such a disastrous end, those wounds that would never heal, hurt when touched!

She told me not to look for her, because it would never be possible to find her, but how could I bear her leaving me like this?Even if I'm looking for a lifetime, I'm happy with it!

Qingcheng said, if she was still alive, the indifferent world of mortals, all living beings, even the ends of the earth, with our ability, we would be able to find her, but now, no matter what we think of, we can't find her, she even loves Jinxiu Villa Can give up, what does this mean?it goes without saying!

I know that Qingcheng is persuading me to accept the reality that she is no longer in this world, don't indulge in self-deception and don't want to wake up, I just smile lightly, thinking of her as beautiful as a flower, as bright as a cloud, I don't know the pain, her love is more important than Mount Tai, My love is lighter than a feather!

I said she was paranoid, but I didn't know that after she was paranoid, she was still so free and easy. When she was so in love that she couldn't extricate herself, she disappeared invisible in the curling clear sky like a misty cloud of smoke!

Before she left, she said goodbye to everyone she thought was important in her life. I don't know, what kind of sadness and sorrow was in her heart at that time?

I am the man she loves the most, but she doesn't even want to see me for the last time. She just left a short letter with a few words, asking me not to anger anyone. At this time, she is still worried about me. Blame others?

She is such an affectionate and sexual woman, Ling Moyan has been waiting for her for many years, but he still can't wait for her to look back, and he is not moved by Qin Yifeng's affectionate promise, just waiting for me to be the only one!

Now, she suddenly left in my life, forcibly taking away all my love, and I can never love others again!

Qingshan Daimei, charming beauty, no one can touch the strings deep in my heart and build me a prosperous palace of love!

I don’t have any woman around me anymore, no matter how many autumn glances, hibiscus swaying, heavenly beauty, dark fragrance and sleeves, I will remain indifferent. In the bottom of my heart, there is only Wan’er’s bright smile!

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Not long after, Jiangnan Yan left without saying goodbye on the night of a festive wedding, and disappeared without a trace. Why did this high-ranking son of the royal family leave behind his bright future and splendid career?Let everyone feel incredible, unbelievable!

Although others don't understand his thoughts, how can such an obvious move be hidden from my eyes?

Jiangnan Yan has followed me for many years, and no one knows him better than me. He has both my characteristics and the characteristics of being free and easy!

He has always been ambitious, full of pride, fashionable and arrogant, seemingly gentle and elegant, but in fact he is difficult to approach, unintentional, extremely indifferent, and has never had any feelings for people who have nothing to do with him. The person he loves the most is his. Sister Jiang Xinyue!

Like Xiaoyao, he is extremely noble and will never wrong himself. Even if Ning Wangui became Princess Jing and her reputation was notorious, he would not treat her in the first place. He would not treat her because of my power. A woman he despises bows down!

But later, he loved and cared for this half-way younger sister who didn't have any feelings at first, and I could see that it was not a brother's love for his sister, but a man's love for a woman!

My heart is like a mirror, but I never care about it. I always believe that Jiangnan Yan is a person with sense of proportion and will not do anything to disappoint me. There will be no love between men and women!

Now that Wan'er's whereabouts are unknown, Jiang Nanyan can't stay in the capital safely and be his official servant. Most importantly, he can't face his own feelings that are not in the world, so he chooses to abandon everything , resign and travel far away!

Jiang Nanyan is my favorite subordinate. Although his resignation without saying goodbye completely angered me, I know that he and Wan'er often have contacts in private. Not only Jiangnan Yan likes Wan'er, but Wan'er also appreciates Jiangnan Yan. If Jiang Nanyan can help I have found my most beloved Wan'er, and I will let the past go!

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She has never heard from her, and I can only fantasize day after day, only fantasies can make me less painful, fantasizing that she is always by my side and never leaves me!

Every time it is her birthday, I will go to Jinxiu Villa in person, and play a solo for her in her luxurious boudoir, as if she is listening quietly as before, with pure eyes!

I always remember, that year, she was so coquettish and obsessed with me: "I don't even remember my princess's birthday, how dare I blame others for not reminding me?"

It is enough to have such a lover and such a memory in one's lifetime!

The winding path leads to seclusion, without her, Jinxiu Villa is no longer Jinxiu Villa, and without her, I am no longer the old me. I should have understood it long ago, but I only regret that it is too late to wake up!

Without you, no matter how prosperous the world is, it can't change the loneliness in my heart!

After she left me, my heart was as calm as duckweed. I often talked to that exquisite jade, told her my emotions, and told her everything. Although she never responded, I thought She is always there and never leaves!

Wan'er, this time, instead of me waiting for you, my life is still so long, I believe, I will always wait for you!

The courtiers continued to play, they used to inherit the title of crown prince, and after my father's funeral, they asked me to be enthroned as emperor, but I refused all of them, they still couldn't figure out my thoughts!

But Qingcheng knew that I was waiting for her to come back. Concubine Jing is the eternal bond between me and her. If she doesn't come back, I won't be enthroned for a day. I never thought that a person like me would deceive myself!

Three years passed like a passing time, and I finally saw her again, but without the colorful beauty of the past, I was already a stranger to her, not only that, but also a stranger who ruined her peaceful life!