The only favorite for a lifetime, the businesswoman and the concubine

Looking back, it's been a hundred years, love and hate, as much love as there is, there is as much hate, but the saddest thing in this world is not that the person you love hates you, but that you don't remember you at all, and you are even a stranger in front of her. People are inferior, the feeling of being ignored by others is worse than death!

Now, I can control everything and look down on the sky, but facing her who doesn't remember me at all, I can only watch quietly, heartbroken silently, no one can replace me!

Even so, I still have unspeakable ecstasy in my heart. In the past three years, she has not heard from her, and I can only continue to deceive myself, anesthetize myself, and imply to myself that she has not disappeared, she is still alive. Take heart from the pain you can't extricate yourself from!

Now I see the beautiful woman here, her face is like a flower, and she is so beautiful. Although I can't hold her in my arms and whisper softly, for me, I am grateful to God to see her again in my lifetime!

Now that I'm here, the happiness that belongs to Jiangnan geese is completely over. He knelt in front of me, his expression was as usual, calm as water, and he only said that he was free to deal with him, and he had no complaints!

I looked at him coldly, with a half-smile that wasn't a smile, and my eyes were terrified. I really didn't expect that someone who was as calm as others would make such a crazy and confused move!

Looking at his calm face, I understand that he has long expected that such a day will come, and the most stupid people know that if you can hide for a while, you can't hide forever, let alone him who is extremely smart?This is the prince of the Jiang Palace that I have always admired the most!

If he hadn't been clear about the purpose of his sudden departure from Beijing, he thought that if he left without saying goodbye and disappeared out of thin air for me, his family would not be implicated and enjoy the glory forever?

After Grandpa Wan'er passed away, he has been by her side all the time, spending more time together than Wan'er and I. The relationship between them is both simple and complicated, and there is even a trace of sympathy between heroes. Taste, although Wan'er is neither close nor alien to him, she has always admired him, so there must be some words between them that I don't even know, and some secrets that even I don't know!

Jiang Nanyan is extremely talented, resourceful, deep and calm, he knows the subtleties, and never does anything uncertain. When I saw his routine resignation letter, I knew that he must be looking for Wan'er, so I let him go and did not pursue him The crime of leaving without authorization even placed a glimmer of hope on him, hoping that one day he can help me find Wan'er back!

But in the end he let me down, what he did made me furious, he did find Wan'er, but he didn't bring her to see me, instead he took her to hide among the people, wandering around the world, completely out of my sight, Escape my search!

These years, my hidden guards have never given up looking for Wan'er, but they have never found anything. It is Xiao He who succeeds, and Xiao He who loses. Jiangnan Yan has followed me for many years and understands my way of doing things best. Only by knowing yourself and the enemy can you win a hundred battles. This point was brought into full play, only the person I trusted the most knew how to avoid my world, which wasted my years of trust and cultivation in him!

He pursed his thin lips lightly, gentle and elegant, and didn't make much excuses. I smiled lightly, and he knew what he was thinking. He was arrogant and arrogant, and he was extremely picky about feelings. Otherwise, he wouldn't have been around for so many years without even a woman , what kind of woman does a noble prince like him, who is second only to the prince in wealth and status, want?

If a calm and self-controlled person falls in love with a woman, he will not be tempted, and if he is tempted, he will be unable to extricate himself. Even if he cannot love like a husband and wife, he would rather stay together like a brother and sister. As long as he can see the beauty of his beloved every day, he will be satisfied!

He never regarded Wan'er as his younger sister, they didn't grow up together, there was no brother-sister relationship between them, in his eyes, Wan'er was a woman who could make his indifferent heart ripple, Instead of his sister!

He has always been by my side, and he knows everything about the past between me and Wan'er. He has seen with his own eyes the joys and sorrows that Wan'er has experienced by my side, ups and downs, joys, sorrows and joys. Any possible risks, he knows my cruel and cold-blooded personality more or less, he doesn't believe that people like me will have a long relationship?

He thinks, maybe I will feel guilty about Wan'er at first, but how long can the guilt last?The years are long and the sea is vicissitudes. It is impossible for me to be without a woman for a long time. Sooner or later, there will be flowers full of flowers and various manners, like crucian carp crossing the river. Great future, Langyuan Jinxiu, stay with Wan'er in this Xiaoxiao frontier, far away from the Jiuchong Imperial Capital!

He wanted to hide Wan'er in a place where I would never find it again, but Wan'er's light was so dazzling that no matter how hard he tried to cover it up, he couldn't hide it!

He enjoyed the quiet and beautiful time with Wan'er, and never thought of sending her back to me. If it wasn't for the glimpse at the temple fair disturbed by Xixi, if Qingcheng saw that I was depressed all the time, he would persuade me to come Drinking tea in Yanguilou, if it wasn't for that simple boy who was so eloquent and chatting nonsense, would I have to pass by Wan'er in this life, and there would be no chance of seeing each other again?

Now that I think about it, I feel fortunate that every subtlety in life may hide a mystery, it may destroy you, and it may also make you successful. It is a certain number if you meet it, and it is a certain number if you don’t meet it!

Although Jiang Nanyan's self-assertive behavior is enough to obliterate his previous achievements, I can't kill him after all!

Now Wan'er doesn't remember anything, and lives in darkness. Jiang Nanyan is her closest relative, her brother who depends on each other, and she has a deep attachment to him. If I really kill him, she will never die. Forgive me, this, I know very well!

In this world, Wan'er is the only one who can embarrass me. If it were the past, no matter what great contributions Jiangnanyan has made, and dare to do such a deceitful thing, I will not let him go!

After all, he was the one who helped me find Wan'er and took care of Wan'er for me. I won't kill him, but I must give him a shock. I want him to know that such a thing can only happen once in his life at most!

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The moonlight was hazy, and it was half past midnight. Looking at Wan'er sitting in front of the window, her eyebrows were deeply frowned, but she couldn't hide her peerless youth. Those quiet and bright eyes no longer had the brilliance of the past. I just felt icy cold. , such as covered in ice and snow, there are tears in the corners of the eyes that seem to be falling, but they did not fall. I don’t know how much I love these eyes. They are smart and shrewd, bright like stars, which can make people get lost in them without knowing it, and they can never go again. come out!

Now I am in her memory, there is no shadow left, the love is gone, the fate is gone, the once warm and lingering, the sweet lovesickness, the happiness that is at your fingertips quietly slips away from the fingers, the tears in the eyes ask the flowers without saying a word, chaotic Who can blame Hong Fei for thousands of years?

She brightened my whole life and let me know that in this world, apart from bloody schemes, life and death, there is also such a thing as life-and-death love. , no matter what kind of haze will dissipate!

If in life, meeting a sweetheart who is close and intimate, staying together forever, is the most precious wealth in the world, the indelible concern, the unforgettable love is the most beautiful encounter in life!

These things, why, I have never understood before?You will only understand when you remember, you will know how to cherish when you lose it, and you will know regret when you miss it.

I looked at the all-too-familiar beautiful eyebrows in front of me, and the severe pain in my heart kept coming, and even breathing became difficult. At this time, her life is completely without me, and she doesn't need me. She doesn't have any affection for me. I only hope that I will leave as soon as possible, so that she and her brother can live a peaceful and comfortable life!

I can control the universe and dominate the situation, but facing her who has completely forgotten me, facing her indifference and alienation, the bitterness is unbearable, and I feel at a loss like never before!

I didn't wander around in Yanguilou for long before Qin Yifeng got the news. For so many years, he never gave up on his search for Wan'er. The young master of Qingyun Island, who is so powerful in all directions, is naturally not an ordinary person. I started to worry, now in front of Wan'er, I am nothing, without any advantage to take the lead, I have no certainty of defeating Qin Yifeng!

I can't stay here anymore, I don't want Qin Yifeng to see her again, so I brought her back to the capital, in her view, I was using her brother to blackmail her, I smiled wryly, but I had no choice, because I have no other way to make her follow me willingly!

On the way back to Beijing, she accidentally found out my identity, and she was very shocked. In her opinion, she is just a commoner woman, how could she have anything to do with me, who is the ninth-five-year-old?

She was still as calm as before, and soon returned to normal, and I didn't talk too much about this sensitive issue. Along the way, I pampered her, asked for her warmth, and in my heart, I was just her man and loved her deeply Your husband, not a generation of emperors!

I directly brought her back to the prince's bedroom and slept on my dragon bed. She became more and more confused. She didn't know what I was going to do. Why did I give her the honor of being a commoner woman?

She is at a loss, and I am even more at a loss than her. I don't know how to make her accept me. I don't have any confidence. I don't know if she will still like me as before?I like it to the extent that I am willing to fall in love with it all my life!

Countless times in my dreams, the flowers are perfect and the moon is full, I hold her hand, watch the sunset, enjoy the breeze and bright moon!

I naturally know that she is full of doubts in her heart, I can only smile bitterly, I love her so much, but I can't say it in front of her, and I don't know how to make her stay by my side willingly and enjoy my love for her. She's good!

I told her the old stories, those reminiscences, those past, now slowly flow out from the depths of my memory, every time I told her, it hurt once, but she was not very moved when she listened to my story, she just said that love is like Life cannot be repeated!