My romantic roommate with a long-legged stewardess

Chapter 719 Actually, My Heart Hurts Too

Hearing this, I feel that at this moment, I should love her more like a man, instead of blindly avoiding her, because now, for the goddess in front of me, she also needs someone to come forward and help her. The time when she is the most should have someone to support her silently behind her back.

So, I said softly: "Then I won't go, I have made a decision now, I must stay, I want to be here with you through thick and thin, I must stay here to accompany you through the difficulties ahead difficulty."

However, what I didn't expect was that Concubine Lin Zhao was calm for a long time, and then said softly: "You'd better go, you can't help me here."

Hearing Concubine Lin Zhao's words, and seeing Concubine Lin Zhao's expression like this, she felt a little frustrated, and even showed some disdain for me. At this time, I didn't quite understand: "Why, why do you want to do this? For yourself, why do you treat others like this? In fact, this world is very beautiful. Really, there are many people around you who are helping you and paying attention to you. Why are you so depressed? , why did you let me go?"

Concubine Lin Zhao paused and said, "That's not what I mean, but feelings."

"Emotions? Oh, in fact, none of us know very well in our hearts that you love me, at least the two of us are deeply in love with each other. Am I right? It's just that you don't want to face this reality , It’s just that you don’t want to face your future choices, it’s just that you don’t want to face your husband, don’t you?” At this moment, I seemed to have some intention of forcing her to go to the edge of the cliff.

At this time, Concubine Lin Zhao was abnormally covering her sexy ears with her hands tightly: "I don't listen, I don't want to hear you say these things, I beg you, please stop talking, okay? I really beg you, please stop doing this, okay?"

Seeing Concubine Lin Zhao's sudden gaffe and loss, I was also a little at a loss at this moment, especially because she was squatting on the ground at this time, and her hands were tightly covering her ears, She didn't want to listen to me at all, and to put it bluntly, she was using such a method to escape and escape from reality.

Seeing her like this, I also gently lowered my body halfway in front of her at this time. I stretched out my hand at this time, trying to hold her hand, but at this moment, she suddenly stood up again, Then he looked at me with a blank face and said: "Wang Ding, yes, I admit that I have not forgotten so many beautiful things we have experienced together when I rented together with you, and I even look forward to it. One day, we will be able to rent together as before, living a carefree and happy life, but——”

Speaking of this, her throat seemed to be a little choked up, and her words seemed to be swallowed back immediately.

At this time, I was a little puzzled and asked back: "But what, you are talking about it."

Concubine Lin Zhao bit her lip at this time, and then said softly: "But, that is really just my wish, a wish for the future, it is really impossible and impossible for me to live with you again Yes, I am a married woman, I am a responsible woman."

Seeing Concubine Lin Zhao repeating such a clichéd question in front of me again, I originally wanted to tell her some thoughts of the Han people, but I stopped talking Come down, then glanced at her and said: "Concubine Zhao, you have to have confidence in your future, we can really start all over again, do you know that since you left the small house we shared together, I continued to pay the rent for half a year, do you know why, because I always believe that you will come back, you will not let me down, you will continue to share the rent with me, really Yes, I've always believed in that."

Seeing how resolute my words and attitude are, Concubine Lin Zhao also took a deep breath at this time and said: "I understand, I also know your good intentions, and I also know what you think in your heart. , since you came to our Yunnan side, I have not completely rejected you, do you know why I cried all night after I sent you away the day before yesterday?"

When I heard this, I was a little overjoyed. I seemed to feel that Concubine Lin Zhao was about to speak her true heart. She seemed to be really contradictory now.

I can also see that if she really forces me to leave now, from her heart, she is unwilling to do so, because deep down in her heart, she still loves me deeply, At least she still has feelings for me.

But, then again, if she doesn't force me to leave, then if I stay here every day, it will have a very bad impact on Concubine Lin Zhao's reputation. You say, she is now a powerful woman. Husband's wife, if I come to Concubine Lin Zhao every day now, what am I?

So, thinking of this, I feel emotionally and rationally, let alone Concubine Lin Zhao, even if it is any other person, when he is faced with such a situation, I think it will be difficult for him to make the final decision. of choice.

Therefore, I asked softly at this time: "Why, can you say?"

At this time, Concubine Lin Zhao finally seemed to be about to open her mouth and said, "Because when I took you to meet my biological mother that day, in fact, when I said that we are now the best ending, I felt very uncomfortable. , I really don't want you to leave in such a silent way in my heart, in fact, my heart hurts too."

After finishing speaking, she was covering her face with the pain of wanting to cry, and I seemed to understand what she meant, and I was also crying with joy at this time, because now I feel that Concubine Lin Zhao is my favorite I feel that she is really not that unfeeling to me.

So, I said happily, "Is it because of me that you cried all night?"

Concubine Lin Zhao slightly raised her head at this time, and then sighed: "Maybe this is one of the reasons, maybe your persistence, your devotion really touched me, It shook my heart a little bit, because I never thought that you would love me so much, you would be so devoted to me, this is something I never thought, in fact, since seven years After I married him before, I firmly believed that since I have been like this in my life, I will not have any love anymore, and I will not expect anything from me. This kind of love, because of the hardships of life and everything I have experienced, I no longer believe in love. I even felt that love is a very luxurious thing for me, even if we are together When renting together -----"

Having said that, she paused again, and then continued: "Even when we met, when we rented together, I sometimes wavered in your love for me, and I was distracted, but, I Think again, what am I, I am a married woman, I am a mother with children, I can't think about these things anymore, what love is, it is a very wasteful thing for me The thing, because I feel that it has nothing to do with me, so I tried every means to reject you. After I was shaken for a while, I was a little confused again. I didn't even believe it was true. It’s really ironic that a married woman would fall in love with an unmarried boy. At that time, I had only one belief——"

Having said that, she stopped again, but I looked at her resentfully and asked back: "Really, belief, one? What do you mean?"

Concubine Lin Zhao let out a sigh of relief at this time: "Maybe I am too strong, maybe I am too aggressive to win, maybe I am really too self-respecting, and when I meet you and be with you When I was renting together, I firmly believed in one belief, that is, I would never have any emotional mingling with you, because I am a married woman with a husband, how could I be so indiscreet outside Will I fall in love with someone who is not married? So, after I have been shaken by you several times, I always insist on such a belief, that is, I will not fall in love with you, even if you fall in love with me, even Even if you love me so much that you can't extricate yourself, but I will never accept another relationship with my husband now, so, I------"

Concubine Lin Zhao spoke here a little excitedly, and then finally stopped, she seemed to have some thoughts, and seemed unwilling to say it, so she just said softly and silently no more.

In fact, I don't need her to say, I have already understood her thoughts and what she thinks in her heart now, maybe what she said is right, maybe she loved me during the good time when we rented together, I love her too, maybe she has been sincere to me, she has wavered towards me, but because she is far away in Yunnan and has her husband, and all her concerns, Therefore, she didn't completely release this kind of feeling that might be like a ladder, but she chose a conservative way, that is, she obviously moved a little bit carefully towards me, but, She just doesn't want to face me, she just doesn't want to fall in love with me.

And now I also understand better why she sometimes treats me so well when we rent together with her, but she just doesn't want to accept my feelings for her.

So, I asked softly: "Is this because when we rented together, you treated me very well in life and in other aspects, but you just didn't want to accept me emotionally. reason, right?"

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed softly when she heard this, "Yes, and this is what I have always wanted to tell you, but I have never had the courage to say it to you, because I -----"

At this time, I smiled and said: "Because you are a married woman and you are the mother of a child, you don't want me to know the truth of the matter, you don't want me to know your past, right?"

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed and said, "Yes, maybe everyone is trying to cover up something, just like me, after I met you, I always wanted to cover up my past, I don't know why, maybe maybe Maybe it’s because I like it or I’m used to living together with you.”