My romantic roommate with a long-legged stewardess

Chapter 720 Love and hate love

Hearing this, for some reason, my heart was filled with fanaticism, helplessness, and entanglement.

Because I never thought that in the depths of my long-legged stewardess, she would still have such thoughts, and there would be so many unknown things hidden in her heart.

At this time, I really love and hate this woman standing in front of me, both love and some heartache.

So, I still tried my best to smile and said: "I want to know, are you trying to keep me by doing this?"

That's amazing, I don't know why, but I have to say such a thing like this.

But Concubine Lin Zhao smiled and said, "Retain? Hah."

Seeing her expression, I asked in a puzzled way: "Then why didn't you tell me these words until now, why didn't you tell me these words earlier? Listen to me."

Concubine Lin Zhao said with a trace of melancholy on her face at this time: "I think everyone is selfish, everyone is selfish, I am also a human being, and I am also a woman with emotions. Maybe in those happy times when we rented together with you, you know that every woman, no matter how strong her heart is, will eventually be unable to withstand the nourishment of happiness one day, and she will also I was dazzled by this belated sense of happiness, so I might have been dazzled by that strong sense of happiness at the time, so I didn’t have the courage to tell you this.”

Hearing this, I felt that what Concubine Lin Zhao said was indeed her sincere words, and she did not lie to me.

So, I said cheerfully, "Is this true, were you really happy when you shared the rent with me?"

Concubine Lin Zhao glanced at me and said: "I don't need to lie to you, but what I told you today, I didn't say I want to keep you, I still say that whether to go or stay is your own business, but love is for you. For a married man like me, it’s really too extravagant. I used to think this way, and I still think this way now, or I will still think this way in the future, because I don’t deserve to talk about love anymore. gone."

Hearing Concubine Lin Zhao brought the topic back to the original point, I said in words that were almost encouraging her: "You cried all night for me, whether you admit it or not, I think you are the best in this world." I think you are great, because you not only value love and righteousness, but also you have never given up on the Han people for so many years. What does this prove? It proves that you are worthy of many people. woman of love."

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed softly: "You are not as good as you said, nor as perfect as you said."

"No, I don't care what your past or future is, or what choices you are going to make, but in my heart, you will always be a good woman, and you are a woman worthy of love and respect , so, I don't care who you cried all night for, I still love you. Concubine Zhao, what I said is all true, please believe me, I really gave you everything I’ve never lied to you.’ To be honest, at this moment, I deeply feel that I have a weak tone in front of Concubine Lin Zhao, and I even have some words to plead with her. state.

Concubine Lin Zhao said resentfully at this time: "Actually, I didn't cry all night because of you. I have supported this family all these years alone. Maybe the pressure of life and the difficulty of so many years, sometimes these sufferings If my heart has been suppressed for a long time, I will burst out, and I will not be able to control myself."

After finishing speaking, Concubine Lin Zhao let out another long sigh, her beautiful white and tender face suddenly seemed to show traces of melancholy and vicissitudes of endless years.

Seeing her like this, how could I bear to see this beautiful and beloved goddess-like woman shed tears in front of me, so I said softly: "Sister Lin, I have been in Yunnan for such a long time. , since you left, since you left me the note in the hut we shared together, I have been looking for and chasing you hard, and I have always regarded you as my favorite, I have always regarded being able to find you and finally get together with you one day as the most meaningful thing in my life. However, there may be some things you just said that I really don’t like. I know, but, these years, you brought your husband and your child alone, I think you must have experienced pain that ordinary people can't match, so, no matter what you are now, no matter what you are Who are you crying for, you are the most nervous and painful woman in my life."

Hearing this, Concubine Lin Zhao seemed very calm, and there was no big ups and downs in her appearance, but I can really feel that she really told me the truth today, she really What is said is above my heart.

Maybe love is like this, maybe there is no love in this world, but if there are more people who love or are loved, she becomes a kind of love, but sometimes this kind of love is sweet, sometimes it is like that sour.

After a while, Concubine Lin Zhao said resentfully: "Okay, let's stop talking, I'm actually not in the mood today, and I actually don't want to talk so much today, but—"

Speaking of this, she stopped, but I asked tentatively: "But, do you think that if I just leave like this, do you have some regrets?"

The corner of Concubine Lin Zhaofei's mouth raised a slight smile at this time, but I could tell that her smile was so forced, and then she said softly: "I don't have any regrets. Regret, maybe there will be some, I can't tell."

Seeing Concubine Lin Zhao hesitate to speak in front of me, I glanced at her at this moment, and then asked softly: "Concubine Zhao, can you promise me?"

Hearing this, Concubine Lin Zhao looked back at me in some puzzlement and said, "Promise? What do you want me to promise you?"

At this time, I smiled mechanically and said: "Can you guarantee that there is really nothing wrong with your body? I just heard what the Han people said. I am really worried about you. I really hope you can do it right now." A full body check."

Unexpectedly, Concubine Lin Zhao said softly: "Thank you for your concern, but I really have nothing to do. I know my own body, so there is really nothing to do."

Seeing Concubine Lin Zhao's tone was so firm, I still asked uneasy at this moment: "Is there really nothing wrong?"

Concubine Lin Zhao took a look at me at this time, and then said unprecedentedly: "Oh, I didn't expect you to be the same Luo Suo as before. I really have nothing to do, but I still want to thank you for your concern."

Hearing this, I felt like a ray of warm sunshine in winter, which immediately illuminated my heart so brightly. I smiled softly and said, "It's been a long, long time since I heard you being so polite to me." Now that I have spoken, it is really rare to hear a word of thanks from you now."

Concubine Lin Zhao asked mechanically, "Really?"

But I smiled and said: "Of course, it's very rare, because all this is really rare, really, really thank you so much."

Concubine Lin Zhao let out a long breath and said, "What did you thank me for, and I didn't do anything?"

But I said: "Because although you don't say anything now, I can feel that you have already left me in your heart."

Hearing this, Concubine Lin Zhao's complexion immediately became a little ugly, and she said softly: "Hehe, is it, maybe what you said is right, but I still want to I want to tell you that I want to keep you first, but I also have a condition. "

I smiled and said, "Then you can tell."

Concubine Lin Zhao said in a sharp tone at this time: "In the future, I hope you will not appear in front of the Han people and his family, and it is best not to appear in front of me repeatedly."

To be honest, I feel that Concubine Lin Zhao is so careful with her words now, of course, but it also looks so appropriate.

So, this time I was not disappointed, but smiled and said: "Then what you mean is that I can't show up when Han Min and his family and you are around, but in front of you alone, I am It's not that Kexin appears once in a while."

Concubine Lin Zhao's beautiful eyelashes blinked slightly, and then she glanced at me, as if she had acquiesced, but at this moment she sighed again: "I really don't understand, I What's so good about it, to let you be here for my heart, to be here for me and never leave me."

Hearing this, I secretly said happily in my heart: "Because of love, because I like you, I love you deeply, and now I can't extricate myself."

As soon as I finished speaking, Concubine Lin Zhaofei's face was blushed.

Maybe in my opinion, Concubine Lin Zhao really hasn't heard such sweet words for a long time, maybe deep in her heart, she really longs for a kind of love, but she is not willing to accept this kind of love in her current situation. Just love.

However, I looked at her blushing face and said, "So, you are really willing to let me stay."

Concubine Lin Zhao sighed softly: "I didn't ask you to stay, but——"

Speaking of this, she stopped again, and I said with some incomprehension: "What is it?"

Concubine Lin Zhao finally said calmly, "It's possible that with your persistent attitude and persistence, there is no reason not to let a flesh-and-blood person reject you. Of course, I have Husband and wife, I am not divorced yet, and I don’t want to go to divorce, so I think we really need to maintain a distance. In fact, sometimes I feel that there is far less appreciation for a person than It's much better to have further intimacy, you say."

Hearing this, of course I understood what Concubine Lin Zhao meant, but I still asked a little bit: "If the Han people insist on divorcing you, what will you do?"

In fact, after talking with Concubine Lin Zhaofei like this, we have come back to the original question.