Official Road Hongyan

Ye Ming saw that Secretary Lu's expression suddenly changed drastically. The expression on his face was both painful and sad. When he told himself that he was going to the bathroom, his voice was hoarse and trembling very much.Especially when he was going to the bathroom, he staggered and swayed non-stop, as if he would fall to the ground at any moment...

Seeing the demeanor of Secretary Lu, Ye Ming couldn't help being surprised, and he was even more convinced that he was not feeling well right now.

So, he walked outside the bathroom and shouted to the inside in a worried tone: "Secretary Lu, are you okay! Do you want me to call your secretary or waiter over?"

After Ye Ming shouted this sentence, he listened carefully, but there was no response.

At this time, Secretary Lu had completely fallen into a great grief, with his hands propped on the edge of the washbasin, his head lowered, and tears streaming down his face.At the same time, his body was trembling unceasingly, a feeling of despair mixed with guilt and regret almost completely crushed his powerful heart in an instant...

He imagined various scenarios of meeting Zhao Han, and also guessed about Zhao Han's current life situation, but he just didn't expect that Zhao Han passed away four years ago!Moreover, for him, for their children, Zhao Han hid in that remote rural middle school in obscurity all his life, never married again, never had a family, and just supported on alone, through her short and difficult life. miserable life...

And all the tragedies in her life were caused by herself.All the hardships and tribulations she has suffered in this life are all because she fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, who is destined to be unable to give her happiness, and who, despite her high position and power, is almost The ruthless person who ignored her for ten years...

Thinking of this, he felt a deep sense of guilt and guilt, so he couldn't help but lower his head, and hit the white porcelain plate of the sink a few times hard, causing his forehead to hurt, eyes It took Venus to stop.

It wasn't until this moment that he understood why Zhao Han disappeared quietly without hesitation: she must have known that she was pregnant, but she didn't want to affect his future or break up his family - because in that era, a If a college student conceives before marriage, both men and women will be severely punished.Especially a family member like Lu Zhiyao will not only be punished severely, but if it is more serious, he may even be sentenced by the public security organ for hooliganism.

Moreover, Zhao Han definitely didn't want to kill the child in his stomach.Because she knows: Lu Zhiyao's family is a very traditional big family, and they attach great importance to traditional concepts such as "there are three ways to be unfilial, and having no offspring is the greatest."Of the four siblings in Lu Zhiyao's family, he is the only male.And he and Gu Huaying gave birth to another daughter, and it is impossible to reproduce according to the national family planning policy.

For this reason, Lu Zhiyao's old father was very worried and disappointed at the time. He always felt that his family was about to cut off the incense in Lu Zhiyao's generation, and he was always thinking about it.

Lu Zhiyao knew what the old father was thinking, but he had no way to give birth to another son.Therefore, after falling in love with Zhao Han, he once said to her half-jokingly and half-seriously: After we get married, I hope you can give me a son to continue the incense of our old deer family and fulfill my old father's wish...

Zhao Han must have listened to this passage deeply.Therefore, after knowing that she was pregnant, she was reluctant to get rid of it, but she couldn't continue to study at school, and she didn't dare to tell Lu Zhiyao—because she knew that once Lu Zhiyao found out that she was pregnant, with his personality, , that would be desperate to divorce Gu Huaying and marry her.

Therefore, for Lu Zhiyao's future, in order to successfully give birth to her and Lu Zhiyao's flesh and blood, she had no choice but to choose an extreme way of leaving without saying goodbye, betting on her future and happiness in the next life, and fulfilling Lu Zhiyao's life. The bright future of his life has also preserved his flesh and blood.

And the reason why she chose to change her name and surname to live in seclusion in Xinleng County, and even risk being scolded by her hometown folks, is to prevent others from knowing Ye Ming's life experience.Because she is very clear: Lu Zhiyao is still fighting in his official career, and he must not let his opponent know that he has made style mistakes in school, let alone let people know that he now has an illegitimate child.In order to keep it completely confidential and not leave any hidden dangers for Lu Zhiyao, she didn't even dare to tell her son who his father was, and she didn't dare to let her son find his biological father...

Everything she did was for Lu Zhiyao; all the hardships and sins she suffered were all because of Lu Zhiyao; for Lu Zhiyao, she was willing to abandon and destroy everything about herself ; She thought very carefully and meticulously about Lu Zhiyao, but she didn't think about herself at all...

What kind of affection, what kind of great love!How can I, Lu Zhiyao, deserve such a beautiful, outstanding, kind, and infatuated woman to devote her life without complaint or regret?

Thinking of this, the tears on Secretary Lu's face became more turbulent. A feeling of guilt and regret made him want to smash his head against the wall again: Over the years, I just need to pay more attention and pay more attention to myself, so that I can get better and better. The higher the status and the heavier the power, it should be possible to find Zhao Han's mother and son a few years or even ten years ago.If that was the case, Zhao Han might not have cancer.Even if she has cancer, she can find a way to ask famous medical experts to find ways to prolong her life...

It's a pity that although I have been thinking about Zhao Han, I didn't expect her to be so steadfast, so infatuated, and so persistent. I thought she would have married a long time ago, so I didn't try my best to find her, so that even now I can't even find her. I can't even see one side, I really regret it...

In this mood of self-blame and self-complaint, his mind was in chaos, and he didn't even hear Ye Ming's worried cry from outside.

It wasn't until Ye Ming started knocking on the bathroom door with his hands that he suddenly woke up. He quickly regained his composure, cleared his throat, and said to the outside in a relatively calm voice: "Son, I'm fine, don't worry. I'll wash the toilet The face will come out!"

In the process of waterproofing and washing his face, he had already thought about it: now that he has just joined Tianjiang to work, he is not yet stable, and there are turbulent undercurrents and conflicts in the provincial party committee. He must not let Ye Ming know that he is his biological father, so as not to hurt him Opponents use handles and opportunities.However, Ye Ming is not only her own flesh and blood, but also Zhao Han's lifelong hope and sustenance, and also the person she cares about and cares about the most.Therefore, I must find ways to train him and support him, and I will recognize his father and son when he is successful in his career and I am about to retire.