bad love

Why should I let a person who is kind to me from the bottom of my heart let him spend his youngest and most precious time in a dark prison?

How on earth can I let someone who has no blood relationship with me suffer for me?

I have no face to go back to Wen Jichen's side, let alone let Andy, who originally helped me, suffer these tortures.

"Just one night." Sitting in front of Chu Peiran, I said this sentence with a trembling voice.After the words fell, Chu Peiran was stunned for a while, and finally sneered contemptuously with the corners of his mouth: "Liu Xiangsi, you are nothing more than that..."

Andy was detained at the police station for three days, and Chu Peiran took me away that night.

I'm so sick of myself.

I hate myself for being too stupid, as stupid as a pig.But I can't find any other way to save Andy. It's like those hypocritical plots in the TV series I hate the most. The heroine has a great spirit of sacrifice and succumbs to a man.

I hate this plot the most.

I still remember that every time I watched it, I would say, if I were the heroine, I would not be so useless.

The corners of my mouth curved in pain inadvertently.

This life is not as good as a pig or a dog...

Chu Peiran drove for a long time, I sat in the co-pilot, my eyes kept looking out of the car window, or I was trying to avoid something, I didn't want to see Chu Peiran, and I didn't want to see it out of the corner of my eye.

He quietly drove the car all the way to the parking lot of Nancheng Park.I looked out the window, there was no one in the open space surrounded by trees.

What did he bring me here for?

I frowned, and just about to turn my head, I found that the light in the car was gradually dimming, and the curtain on the window automatically and slowly lowered, covering the glass window.

This is a sealed space, the inside cannot see the outside, and the outside cannot see the inside.

"You..." I frowned and hesitated.As soon as the words fell, Chu Peiran pressed the button, and the darkness in the car was instantly replaced by yellowish lights, rippling with an ambiguous atmosphere...

"I didn't force you this time. Although it was fun last time, I still like women who are more obedient." Chu Peiran leaned closer to me, breathing directly on my ears.

I felt my ears go numb, and I felt a strong sense of disgust in my heart.

Chu Peiran stretched out his hand and put down the passenger seat, and I lay down slowly... Chu Peiran immediately pressed himself up, and his hands dishonestly wandered around my body through the clothes.

I squeezed my pale lips tightly.

Countless faces of Wen Jichen suddenly popped up in his mind...

Angry, happy, sad, painful, angry... I deeply disgusted myself, and agreed to Chu Peiran's request...

Are you fearless?

Are you selfless?

Sacrifice yourself to help others?

To me, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like something about Gao Shang Dexin... only endless disgust and nausea.Wen Jichen's smiling face kept popping up in my mind, "I love you, Doudou..." "I miss you, Doudou..." "Doudou... If you do this again, I will spank your ass..." Wen Jichen's velvety voice It kept ringing in my ears.

"Wen Jichen, I miss you too..." I said the words inadvertently.

Chu Peiran's hand to unbutton my clothes suddenly stopped.

"You're still thinking about him!" Suddenly, he stretched out his hand to pinch my neck, and said coldly.

I opened my eyes and looked at Chu Peiran in fear.I felt my face was wet, and in just a few minutes, the tears kept falling from the sockets and down the corners of the eyes...

I felt a sharp pain in my neck, and it was difficult to breathe...

"Hmm..." I frowned tightly, sobbing in pain.

After Chu Peiran heard my words, the unknown anger burned the sperm in his head, and his eyes looked a little red with anger. "Now you are waiting under me to be fucked, are you still thinking about him?" Chu Peiran looked at me viciously, her handsome face seemed a little distorted at this moment.

My neck was almost broken by his hand...

The blood was not flowing, and my face was slowly turning red. I couldn't breathe and felt extremely uncomfortable... "You... this... poor thing..." I was crying, and I struggled to squeeze out these words from between my teeth.

"What did you say!" Chu Peiran yelled furiously, letting go of me.

"Cough, cough, cough..." As soon as he let go of me, air was poured into my mouth, and I coughed violently.

"Who do you call a poor man!" He grabbed my collar before I coughed, and asked in a low voice mixed with anger.I know what he is enduring, he probably wants to crush me to death right now...

It was still difficult for me to speak, and I still gritted my teeth and said: "I said you are a poor wretch...Chu Peiran. The first time you violated me was by force, and the second time was by threatening...You only have so little ability, you Are you still a man? Compared with Wen Jichen, you are really far behind..."

I looked at him with a sneer and said word by word.

When Chu Peiran mentioned Wen Jichen, he couldn't calm down.He was trembling slightly with anger, and even I could feel his anger burning like a bombardment in his body.

Snapped--

There was a sudden burning pain on my face.There was a faint salty smell in his mouth, and warm liquid flowed out from the corner of his mouth.My face was almost immobile from his beating.

Anger rises rapidly in my heart...

Resentment, sadness, unwillingness, anger... these complex emotions poured into me one by one.

"Why the hell did you hit me!" I pushed him away from me, tears streaming down my face, and shouted at Chu Peiran.

Chu Peiran's palm was still in the air, and he was also frightened by his actions just now.

Tears kept overflowing from my eyes, and I looked at Chu Peiran's stunned face angrily, "Chu Peiran...you are a scum." I said bitterly.

Chu Peiran came back to his senses, a hint of distress and regret suddenly appeared in his usually frivolous eyes. "I'm sorry... I just..." As he said that, he reached out and was about to touch my face.

I opened his hand and said, "Stop being hypocritical, I don't know what kind of person you are? I violated my conscience and made this kind of dirty deal with you. I was disgusted by myself Here, now I have changed my mind, if you want to sue, you can sue! If you are punched a few times, you will be a rogue, you will be sued and you will be imprisoned, Chu Peiran, how can you be so ridiculous?" I said with a sneer .

Chu Peiran stared at me blankly, without saying a word.

After a long while, he was discouraged as if his whole body was loose. "Forget it... I have done so much, but I just want you to come back... Doudou, I really love you... As long as you are willing to come back, I will treat you better than Wen Jichen. I can be with you I swear, I will never mess with women again..."

"You're dreaming! Even if Wen Jichen and I break up, it won't be your turn." I said coldly.

Chu Peiran frowned slightly, and sighed: "I knew it would be like this... I didn't intend to sue him at first, I will send you home first."