bad love

Chapter 230 Five

Coming out of Donghuang Hotel, I dragged my exhausted body and was just about to go home. After thinking for a while, I still called Lin Haonan.I didn't tell Lin Haonan what happened, but asked him to accompany me to the hospital.

At this moment, I am standing outside the hospital door waiting for him.

Within 10 minutes, Lin Haonan's tall figure was seen getting off the taxi from a distance.He trotted up to me and asked me out of breath, "What's wrong with you?"

I shook my head and said, "It's nothing, let's do a blood test."

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In the end, my blood was found to contain a lot of aphrodisiacs.However, the doctor told me that I didn't have any semen in my body, and I couldn't help but think of the puddle of fluid on my lower abdomen in the morning...

I felt sick for a while.

It's really hard for me to maintain a semblance of calm anymore, but I still haven't told anyone what happened last night.Wen Jichen doesn't know if he has received that video now, if so... I really don't know what kind of reaction he will make, and I don't even know what will happen to me.

I coaxed Lin Haonan back home, stayed outside all day, and lied to my mother: "I've come to Wang Yanxi's house for two days, and I'm not in a good mood."

After hearing this, the mother could only sigh: "Stop doing stupid things, kid, come back quickly if you want to go home."

I hummed and hung up the phone.

At night, I don't want to go anywhere... I feel like my mind is just a mess, there is no sadness, no pain, I just feel muddled.

I went to the bar, sat alone on the bar and kept pouring my own wine, foreign wine, white wine, beer, I mixed the three kinds of drinks... The strong alcohol liquid poured down my throat, and I felt a sore throat.

Houhai is the place where I first discovered that I like Wen Jichen.

The night view of the bar is so weird that people's eyes are blurred. I sat alone in front of the bar and watched the bartender mix drinks. I was surrounded by a group of girls who showed their buttocks and thighs in winter, dancing and swaying with men. He gave himself an obscene look.

I just felt a little vanity in my heart, and I couldn't help laughing when I saw these women.People are the most superficial, nothing is better than showing that people can see through your mind at a glance.I frowned, and directly drank a glass of vodka, these lonely excitement, low-pitched strength...

We helpless people, crowded in this filthy land, echoed in the air, in addition to the deafening music, there are mutual teasing, compliments, flattery, and irony.In the small bar, there are intrigues and rivalries, which are staged alternately.

There are also some men who come to me for a drink, rich or poor, tall or short, all different.

Seeing that I was only focused on drinking without saying a word, they all walked away feeling bored.

I was defiled by Chu Peiran for the second time, I don't blame others, I blame myself for being stupid.Caring makes chaos, he is right, if one day you want me to suffer, then go and hurt Wen Jichen.

When there is a person you love in this world, then he is your weakness.

However, I knew deeply in my heart that if I had to choose again, I would still go back to Chu Peiran.

The spicy taste of wine filled my mouth. This night, I kept smoking and drinking.There are also people with a good drinker who saw me, and finally shook the dice with him to fight for wine, and I was so drunk by me.

He is the king of dice here, the more I drink, the luckier I get, and the bolder I brag.It is often done in one step, and the dice king is taken aback for a while.

I saw him directly drunk on the bar counter, but I was still in the state of being in a daze before drinking.

In fact, his alcohol capacity is quite good, but I'm not in the right shape today, and I can't get drunk no matter what.So, his friends also came to drink with me, and several of them punched and rolled the dice together, and in the end they were all drunk by me one by one.

At this time, I felt that my eyes were a little lax, but my mind was still very clear.

It's all wine is a gut-piercing poison, but it can make people forget all the things they don't want to remember for a short time.But I'm getting drunk, the situation where I was entangled with Chu Peiran last night, the situation where my mother and stepdad found me and Wen Jichen became more and more clear in my mind...

The clearer it is, the more my heart hurts like being stabbed by a knife.

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I stayed until the hotel was about to close at five o'clock in the morning, and then I asked the bartender for two bottles of foreign wine with a very high alcohol content.Staggered out of the bar.

It is early winter, especially in the early morning, when the temperature is the lowest in the whole day.Drinking to warm up, it's so cold, and I'm wearing very thin clothes, but I don't feel the cold at all.

Like those people who have no passion for life and rely on nightlife to numb themselves in a slump, I shake my head and walk drunk on the street, and there is still darkness above my head, as black as my heart.

I couldn't walk anymore, and now there were only half of the two bottles of wine I was holding, and I was finally so drunk that I couldn't remember what happened in the past two days.

I laughed out loud, and the men and women passing by cast strange glances at me.

I poured the last half of the bottle of wine into my mouth as I staggered along.After drinking, I smashed the wine bottle far away, made a squeak, and fell against the wall.

A person fell asleep leaning against the wall by the side of the road...

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It was like a long dream.

All the people who love each other gathered together, and Wen Jichen was always by my side.

Stepfather and mother still live together...

We live a playful and warm life every day...

Dreaming about this, when I fell asleep, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but bend a small arc.This dream is as real as it exists in reality...

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When I woke up, it was early in the morning of the second day, passing by some office workers, high school students and junior high school students who were going to school would look at me once or twice, some even thought I was a beggar and threw two yuan in front of me money coins.

I smiled, picked up the coin and blew it, and put it in my pocket.

The phone vibrated in my pocket, in fact it had already been vibrating, but I was too dizzy to pick it up.I took out my phone and saw that it had been three days, and it still had 50.00% battery.

I frowned and looked at the phone screen, it was Xia Yan's call.

"Hello? Liu Xiangsi? Why didn't you answer the phone these days! Something big happened! Where did you die? Come and see the school today! Hello? Talk to me!" Xia Yan repeatedly bombarded The voice rang in my ears.

There was a buzzing in my head, I cleared my throat and wanted to answer, but found that I couldn't make a sound, and what I wanted to say could only turn into a moan-like whimper coming out of my throat.

My mind went blank at the moment, I opened my mouth and tried to speak.

But I can't say anything!

It's as if the vocal cords have been pulled out of thin air...

i lost my voice...

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