bad love

Chapter 230 Six

"Hello? Liu Xiangsi? Why didn't you answer the phone these days! Something big happened! Where did you die? Come and see the school today! Hello? You talk quickly!" Xia Yan repeated bombardment-like voices It rang in my ears.

I rubbed my injured ear, and just wanted to say: "What are you doing..." I cleared my throat, but found that I couldn't make a sound, and what I wanted to say could only turn into words like words coming out of my throat. To moaning whimpers.

My mind went blank, I opened my mouth and continued trying to speak.

Could it be because I caught a cold?

So lose your voice?

No...it's not hoarseness, and I don't have any signs of a cold.I opened my mouth and wanted to shout out loud, but it was as if my vocal cords were pulled out of thin air...

All I could do was make an ugly groan...

My heart was beating like thunder, and my eyes were dull looking at the busy traffic in front of me.Xia Yan's voice still echoed in my ears, probably because I have to go to school today, otherwise I will be expelled...

I can't listen anymore, I can't make a sound myself, but listening to other people's voices is extraordinarily deafening.I hung up Xia Yan's phone and sat there for half an hour.

The sky is getting brighter and the smog in Beijing is starting to thicken.

Some kindergarten children walked past me holding the young mother's hand, and asked in a childish voice: "Mom, what's the matter with this sister?"

"Ah... this... she is crazy... Niuniu can't be like her in the future..." The young mother whispered in the child's ear.

The child said obediently, holding his mother's hand and leaving...

But I can hear it clearly, the way I am now...is it considered a mental illness?

I frowned tightly and comforted myself that I would be fine in two days...it will be fine after I go to the hospital after school...the voice will definitely come back.

I got in the taxi, and subconsciously wanted to say to the driver: "Go to University C..." But there was another humming sound in my throat, and I closed my eyes deeply, calming myself down and jumping wildly beyond panic A heart that is out of breath.

Finger tapped twice quickly on the phone screen.

The three words "Go to C University" were displayed on the whiteboard, and I showed it to the driver.

The driver saw the words on the phone, looked at me again, sighed at me with sympathy and regret, turned his head and drove away.

Along the way, the car was very quiet, and I felt very embarrassed...

I want to tell him that I'm not dumb...

I'm really not dumb...

I tried my best to talk to the driver, but I found that I couldn't make a normal sound in my throat...

"Okay, okay girl...don't be too anxious...no one will prejudice you!" The master said to me in a comforting tone.

"Woooo... um..." I frowned, and almost exhausted all my strength to make a sound from my vocal cords, but there was still an unpleasant moan in my throat.

"Oh...it's okay if you can't speak. Many people in this world are disabled like you. We will sympathize with you..." The driver thought that what he said was comforting me.

But when the word "disabled" poured into my ears like the wind.

I covered my face with my hands in an instant, as if a blood hole had been opened in my heart, I was about to be driven crazy, tears slipped out of my eyes easily...

I never thought that being anxious can make people cry.

I'm really going crazy……

Tears fell out of my eyes one by one. I didn't dry them, and I didn't stop crying, but wept silently.Soon, my light-colored jeans were soaked.

I looked at the shades of color with some kind of dark irony, smiling at me with a grin.

……

"Girl, we're here." The car was parked on the side of the road opposite C University, and the driver turned to me kindly and said.

I nodded, paid the money, opened the door and got out of the car.

I looked up and looked at the campus of C University from the outside.Strange and familiar atmosphere, how long has it been since I came to school...it seems to be a long time.

The whole school is like a huge cave, with countless dark air currents swishing towards the underground abyss, I am on the edge of this cave, crumbling.

Depression enveloped my heart, which made me temporarily forget about my original heartache.

I was suddenly a little afraid to step into the school, but at this moment, Xia Yan called again: "Liu Xiangsi? Have you come to school? Oh my god, I don't know whether I should let you come back..."

Xia Yan murmured something, but I couldn't hear the rest clearly.

I took a deep breath and walked into University C.

I found that there were almost no people on the campus, in the pavilions, in the corridors... there was no one, and the thinness of the population was scary.

I looked around, trying to find someone.

However, I failed.

This campus seems to have been hollowed out by someone. All the facilities are still intact, but there is no one there.

A trace of fear began to spread in my heart... The feeling of depression is getting heavier...

Finally, I walked to the fast terminal of the campus, next to the bulletin board, almost all the students of the whole school, freshmen, sophomores, juniors, seniors... all gathered beside the bulletin board to discuss something What.

I walked through the crowd in confusion, frowning and looking at the bulletin board in doubt.

But someone spotted me: "Ah! It's her! Here she comes!"

I gasped, and everyone's faces turned around in an instant, looking at me differently.Disgusting, obscene, ambiguous, sneering, mocking...

They gave way to a passage, my lips turned white, and I walked to the bulletin board step by step...

When I saw the above, I almost passed out...

I stared incredulously at these photos that were publicly displayed on the bulletin board. It was about Chu Peiran and I at the Donghuang Hotel that night... In the photos, I was covered in obscene liquid. Under the light, it looked crystal clear, my face was flushed, and expressions of a little bit of enjoyment and a little bit of pain bloomed on my face...

"Hahaha, I don't even have a mosaic, and my figure is quite seductive..." A boy behind me gloated at another boy, staring straight at the photo, with a slight **.

"Look at her expression, she's really shameless!" A girl's voice sounded from behind me.

……

Everyone was talking and pointing at me, my face was pale, and I stood in front of people trembling slightly.Is this the feeling that Qianfu refers to... Is this the feeling of being ruined...

I scanned the crowd, and I saw Ling Huanhuan and Zhao Yi, they are all gentle and lovely girls in my eyes, but at this moment, they are using an extremely cold look, with mockery and the pleasure of revenge look at me……

At this moment, another passage was suddenly opened in the crowd.

Baiman and An Ruoyi came out, they looked at me condescendingly, and walked in front of me with arms folded.The corner of Baiman's mouth curved into a sneer: "How is it? Painful? Shameful? This is the price you pay for being with him!"

I felt dizzy in my brain, and I was carrying everyone's scolding on my back.

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