bad love

"This matter is very complicated, I will explain it to you slowly later. Just trust me..." Chu Peiran took my hand and placed it on his heart.

Wang Yanxi, Bai Man, An Ruoyi.I counted the names of these people in my heart, and I couldn't help showing a wry smile, how can I trust you?

"Doudou, stay with me. I beg you..." He rubbed my hair and said these words in an almost earnest tone.

I frowned slightly.

After a long time, he nodded slightly.

Once a woman encounters love, she will be dazzled by it.No reason, no ability to think.I always remember its sweetness very clearly, but forget the pain caused by love.Well, this is the reason why the scars forget the pain, and I am such a person.I am greedy for Chu Peiran's tenderness at this moment.

I don't care about his faults, I don't care about the harm he caused me directly and indirectly during this period, as long as he says "I love you", all my grievances and resentments will disappear into nothingness.

I closed my eyes deeply, hoping that nothing will hinder us in the future...

However, there is one more thing that bothers me the most.My eyes are always dull, without the brilliance of the past, and everything I look at is dull, empty and lifeless.Chu Peiran looked at me like this, and was in a daze.I looked at him silently, and I knew how ugly and haggard I was at the moment.

No man would like such a woman.

what do I do?Quit?

This is a question that both he and I are thinking about, "You are not allowed to touch it again." Chu Peiran held my hand suddenly, pulling my thoughts back.I looked up at him in a daze, I can't quit... the willpower is very weak.

Chu Peiran can always see the thoughts in my heart at a glance, even if my face is expressionless and my eyes are dull. "I'll help you. I really didn't expect that it's just over a month... You've become like this." He blamed himself a bit, and said in a daze.

I am really worried about myself, and I am also worried that the warmth at this moment will become a dream, and I am even more worried that such beauty will disappear.

"Doudou, I swear to you this time, I will never leave you behind." He hugged me a little harder and whispered in my ear.

Ears and temples rubbing together, ****, that's it, our fire hasn't burned yet.

He said: "I have to wait for you to be completely willing, and wait for you to want to be with me not because of insanity or drugs. Respecting you is the best way to love you. I will never leave you from now on... "What he said to me is undoubtedly the most gratifying thing for me over the years.

As long as you ask, as long as I'm here.

There was bursts of warmth in my heart, and the corners of my mouth inadvertently raised a beautiful arc.The empty eyes gradually became colored. I looked at him with a smile, climbed up to his chest, and kissed his fair face lightly.

"Then you also have to explain to me why you broke up with me." I leaned on his broad and warm chest again, and said with a pout.

Chu Peiran played with my hair with his fingers, thought for a moment, and then said: "At first, you were angry, but you didn't look for me for more than two months. Every time you passed by me, you pretended not to see me. When you met me at the bar, You are still entangled with a foreigner. You actually made such an intimate move with that man in front of me. " There was a little jealousy in his tone.

I couldn't help laughing.

"Later, I thought about looking for you, but you blocked me on WeChat. I also changed my mobile phone number, and I couldn't go directly to your house to look for you. And An Ruoyi, you really misunderstood. She came to look for you I said about the photo, I want to come to my place, I thought about it and agreed. But I swear, I have nothing to do with her." Chu Peiran's voice was very soft and low.

I rubbed against his chest and looked up at him.

That white and delicate face had a serious expression, he looked ahead, and I didn't know what he was looking at.He said: "It was really a coincidence that you saw me and her at the bar that night. Things were not what you imagined. I didn't believe that I would be threatened by photos. Later, she took the initiative to find me, and she and I We came together purely to annoy you. But you didn't react at all..." When he talked about me, his face was a bit disappointed.

It turns out that this is how the misunderstanding came about. They didn't trust each other, and they wanted each other's face. What's the use of asking for that worthless dignity?

"I thought you had a good life, at least better than me. Until that day, I saw you in school. Your appearance... really shocked me. The pale and bloodless face was haggard to my heart. It was uncomfortable. At first I suspected that it was caused by you sneaking out to play in the middle of the night and not eating well on time. But as time passed, your face became more and more ugly, and your lips turned purple. I began to realize the seriousness of the matter... ...I know what the ice sucker looks like, so I probably guessed something." Chu Peiran frowned slightly, with a sad face.

I pursed my lips, trying not to cry.

Chu Peiran continued: "And every night I would go to the bar to look for you, but there are so many bars in Beijing. I can only look for one by one. When I saw you in the bar in Beijing. You are holding a curling bottle, you know huh? I was going crazy seeing you smoking that thing."

"I saw the man next to you at a glance. I knew he must have messed up. His face was very similar to yours, and he was addicted to drugs. I was so angry that I beat him up without hesitation. How dare he Taking you to do such a thing, I really want to kill him!" Chu Peiran was still frowning, his eyes were covered with a layer of frost.

I shivered for a while, and suddenly remembered that night in the abandoned factory, he swung the iron bar and tried to invade my man's limbs, the fierce appearance really scared me.

Seeing that I was a little scared, Chu Peiran hugged me a little tighter. "Doudou, don't be afraid of anything. I will help you through this difficulty." He looked down at my haggard face, touched my face and said seriously.

I shook my head and sighed, "I don't think I can."

"You haven't been in contact for a long time, and it hasn't completely damaged your body. But you are not as energetic as before. You haven't become addicted yet, and there is still time for everything." He comforted me with his arms around me.

I didn't look at his expression, but I knew he was serious, and I believed his words.I've always believed everything he said.But I wasn't completely confused. In just one month, I had already started to think wildly, and sometimes even thought that Wen Jichen was trying to kill me.

Wang Yanxi and I talked less and less because I had more and more prejudice against her, and I even kept the old things in my heart.

Ice can make people depressed, painful, and even commit suicide.

Before, I wanted to forget Chu Peiran.Now that Chu Peiran is back, I have every reason to leave it.I can do it, the most important person is already by my side, what else can I do...

Note to readers:

The second one is delivered~