bad love

The next morning, I went home.Just opened the door with the key, Wen Jichen should be sleeping at this point.Even I'm on summer vacation, and his college entrance examination is over. I don't know how crazy I was last night, I thought in my heart.Gently opened the door, and tiptoed into the house.

"Where did you go last night?" Just as I was sneaking upstairs like a thief, a leisurely and lazy voice came from the sofa behind me.

When I heard this, an ugly smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, and I turned around smilingly: "Brother... Good morning! I just came back from a run, so I'm really tired!" As soon as I said that, I broke out in a cold sweat.

How did I come up with such a rotten lie... Could it be that I was so stupid because of drug use?

"Do you think I will believe it?" Wen Jichen's voice was very gentle, and if I heard correctly, there was a sweet accent.However, I always have the chill of the ghost door opening in July.

Just in July...

I laughed dryly, flatteringly said: "Don't believe me...hehe."

"Then tell the truth." Wen Jichen's tone suddenly turned 180 degrees, his voice became much colder, and his expression became serious.I was so frightened that my body trembled, and my voice trembled: "I... I was playing last night."

When did I become so cowardly?

Wen Jichen stood up suddenly, his face turned pale, but it didn't affect his handsomeness in the slightest. "With whom? Where?" His words were very short, and his question was very straightforward.

If I told him at this time that I took drugs last night and almost had sex with Chu Peiran, would he have skinned me alive... No, no, I can't tell him.

"Chu Peiran... apologized to me, and then forgave me." My voice seemed particularly lacklustre because of my guilty conscience.

Wen Jichen pursed his lips, looked at me calmly and said, "Wei Jingran."

Wei Jingran.

Hearing these three words from his mouth, my body trembled, and my heart almost jumped out of my throat.He said his name in front of me, that is, he knew everything?

I looked at him in horror, bowed my head and said nothing.

"He's dead." Wen Jichen's calm voice came to my ears.

Wei Jing died?

I lowered my head and couldn't help frowning. "Okay, how did you die?" What I care about now is not whether he knows about my drug use, but the cause of Wei Jingran's death.

"Do you think that I will let the person who takes you to touch that kind of thing live in this world?" I raised my eyes and met Wen Jichen's cold eyes.He must be lying to me, but what he said made me feel a chill that pierced my muscles and bones.

I squinted my eyes and looked at him. The person in front of me was only 19 years old. How could he have such eyes.The killing intent and coldness in his eyes really didn't match what his age should have.Lie to me, what ability does he have to kill Wei Jingran.

Although I have no feelings for Wei Jingran, in my eyes, they are just playmates who take drugs together.But when I first heard about his death, I was really sad.

"Are you joking?" I looked at Wen Jichen in disbelief, with a forced smile on my face.

Wen Jichen sneered: "Do I seem to be joking?"

My smile froze on my face.

"What... what happened to him?" I slowly frowned and asked in a low voice.

Wen Jichen turned his face away and looked out of the window: "It just made him smoke more other things. He is so addicted to that stuff. He has been using drugs for two or three years, and he enjoyed it when he died."

I tried my best to adjust my breathing, and calmly said: "Why do you have to do this? Don't you think it's too much? How can you just kill a person like this!" The more I said, the more emotional I became.

Wen Jichen turned his face, his fair and handsome face faced me, he gently touched my face and said gently: "I just want to protect you, anyone who wants to hurt you, I will not let go."

When he spoke, he was very gentle, but I felt fear, it was a kind of fear for no reason.

I suddenly remembered last night, he was still persuading me not to touch these things again... A sense of guilt welled up in my heart.It was me who indirectly killed him, right?

Thinking of this, I suddenly regretted it.The soreness in my heart became more and more obvious. I looked at Wen Jichen with some resentment, and I pursed my lips tightly and didn't speak. I didn't know what to say at all.

Wen Jichen patted my shoulder: "Hurry up and go to sleep." After speaking, he turned around and went upstairs.

I stood where I was and lowered my head.He is always so calm, as if all changes and power are in his hands, I really want to punch his handsome face.

Wei Jingran died because of me.

I stood there for a long time, suddenly felt the phone vibrate, I lowered my head and took out the phone in my pocket.A picture sent by an anonymous person, I clicked it suspiciously.

When I saw the picture, I was stunned, and when I let go, the phone fell to the ground.

I suddenly felt a thick fog in front of my eyes, and murmured: "Wei Jingran..." Deep self-blame and guilt swept over my whole body, and gradually I felt my legs and feet go weak, and I fell powerlessly to the ground.

Upstairs, Wen Jichen stood at the entrance of the corridor, quietly looking at the people downstairs.

There seems to be some kind of subtle figure formed in the middle, involving pain and chaos.

Wei collapsed neatly on the marble floor next to the bar counter, his face paler than any time I saw him.He stared blankly at the top, surrounded by the crowd of onlookers, his lips were purple, and white foam flowed from the corners of his mouth.

he died.

Thinking of his warm and kind smile to me before, my heart twitched for no reason.Although the time we have known each other is not very long, just two months, I am still very sad.

How to do?

what should I do?

The facts are already in front of my eyes, and it is useless for me to comfort myself.This is a life!

I really never thought that Wen Jichen, who is usually so gentle and refined, would do such a crazy thing.But no matter what I say, he will not pay attention, he has always been like this.

I got up from the ground in a daze, and walked upstairs slowly.

I locked myself in the room all day, and both Wang Yanxi and Chu Peiran called.I was immersed in the shadow of Wei Jingran's death all day long, and no one paid attention to me. Wen Jichen knocked on the door a few times and called me to eat.I watched the knocked door in silence without making any sound.

Wen Jichen told me that if you want to quit methamphetamine, you must first cut off anyone who has contact with it.I laughed, is this the reason why Wei Jingran was killed?

When did I become so important that he killed me?

In a bar, the death of a person is not a big deal, and the body was dragged away before even the police came.It's like nothing happened, not to mention people who overdose and died.

In this way, I confine myself for three or four days.I don't even know how I survived, I don't think about food or tea.During the period, Chu Peiran called me several times, and I stared at the vibrating mobile phone in a daze.

Surprisingly, I didn't think about meth, and I didn't feel the slightest touch.

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