bad love

For so many years, I have had a strange disease on my body.It's not a mental or physical problem. As long as something touches me, I will have nightmares for several nights in a row, all of which are related to reality.

Perhaps many people will be like this, but strange things, often nightmares will become reality.

When I was a child, I played with children, and friction between children is normal. I accidentally hit a pretty girl with a water bottle on the face.In fact, it was nothing, not even an injury, but she exaggerated this matter invisibly in front of me and everyone else.What do the children know, they will only think that I am too aggressive and a bad boy.

It turns out that she hated me a long time ago, but I like her very much.

Later, I was hated by all the kids, and I don't know why.They always say that I am a vicious child, I can be so naughty and bad without a father or a mother.I thought about it carefully, obviously I didn't do anything wrong, and I sincerely apologized for accidentally hitting the girl's face, why is everyone like this?

So, I was crowned as having no father, no mother, no upbringing, someone who lives and no one to support.Bad kid, naughty, vicious, jealous stuff, they say I'm jealous of a girl who's prettier than me, so I want to smack her in the face.

Sometimes I really don't understand them, how can their imagination be so rich,

I dreamed that I was pushed into the river, and there were many children around the river watching me flinching in the water like a landlubber but unable to get out. They were laughing and laughing happily.So, in the next few days, I was really pushed into the water.The textbooks were drawn in a mess, and the stationery bag was filled with water... These pranks happen to me every day.

Sometimes I feel that I am still quite strong, but fortunately I have not become so withdrawn.My temper was as hot as ever, but later, I learned to fight back.

And these days, I kept dreaming about the scene where Wei came back to life.Although I always feel that it is impossible, a person is dead after death, how can he be resurrected, but the dream is indeed so real.

Occasionally there are mistakes, I must have thought too much.

This summer is extremely hot.Wang Yanxi would post photos of where she and Gu Beicheng traveled on her homepage every day, each time in a different place, her originally snow-white skin was tanned to a wheat-colored color.

At this time, I always comment under her photo: black beauty.

So Wang Yanxi returned a kitchen knife in seconds.

I smiled and closed the notebook.

Although the relationship between Chu Peiran and Wen Jichen is not as rigid as before, it has become a lot more harmonious. Sometimes when they look at the two big men together, they really look like two young couples who are at odds.

This summer vacation, I naturally didn't live as chicly as Wang Yanxi, and I was pressed on the desk by Wen Jichen to study every day.He and Chu Peiran took turns watching over me, and I gradually moved away from the bar.

I think Wei Jingran is the most responsible person for quitting meth. If his death hadn't stimulated me, I wouldn't have quit drugs without suffering a lot.

Summer vacation is long and short.I soaked at home every day, and my skin became whiter than before. Both Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran said that my complexion was much better than before, and my personality gradually became more cheerful.

People always have to experience many hardships, most of which are caused by themselves.Get over it and grow.But obviously, I belong to that category of people who don't know what's good or what's wrong.

The school will start soon, and now there is only Wang Yanxi in the school besides Wang Yanxi.Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran both went to university. Although they are not in the same school, they are both top economics schools.Hearing from his stepfather, he even hired a senior tutor abroad to teach Wen Jichen back home.

Naturally, I would not have such a high-level treatment, a person who can't even learn trigonometric functions, let alone learn financial investment and the like.Therefore, even if my stepfather intends to mention me, I am still an old fritter, and I will pretend to be dead at this time.

My stepfather and mother always looked at me with a look of hatred.

At this time, I would say: "How can you let a liberal arts student learn this! It is a poison to Chinese culture! Now everyone is studying finance, who will support the development of domestic culture!?" When I spoke, I was filled with righteous indignation, Just words.Don't mention how passionate they are, they are just like revolutionary radicals.

Although the logic of the discourse is not logical, it also fully demonstrates the low level of my language organization ability.

So, the stepfather and mother instantly covered their faces and did not speak.

I laughed out loud, although Wen Jichen and Chu Peiran took turns helping me with my lessons during the summer vacation.The two champions who tied for the first place in the college entrance examination, a handsome guy with an extremely smart mind gave me tutoring, and I naturally improved a lot in my homework.

In the first monthly exam, I have already squeezed into the top [-] in the grade.

When distributing the test papers, the voice of the teacher in charge was the loudest since I was his student: "Liu Xiangsi, 140 in Chinese, 1 in English, 56 in mathematics..." When he was talking about mathematics, his voice suddenly became deep .

I went to the podium to get the test paper, and watched him change from ecstasy to disappointment with regret.

Wang Yanxi squeezed my paper and screamed when I came down: "Sure enough, two people are more effective than one person! It's a pity that there is only one Gu Beicheng..."

If it weren't for my excellent grades in the liberal arts, I probably wouldn't have ranked in the grade.On the contrary, An Ruoyi's grades are quite good, ranking first in liberal arts every time, even though she looks like she wants to eat me every time she sees me, I still admire her very much.

In fact, I still feel very guilty towards her. Originally, she and Chu Peiran were almost married, but I disturbed her like this.After thinking about it, am I stupid, my boyfriend, why should I give it up to others.

Baiman and Wen Jichen were admitted to the same school, and she launched a fierce offensive against Wen Jichen as before.But ever since Wen Jichen discovered what she had done, he didn't treat her well at all.

Since Wen Jichen left, I was often the only one left at home.Seeing that I was always at home alone, my stepdad was always worried, so he gradually put aside work and stayed at home with my mother to take care of me.Although I was very moved, my mother's cooking is really not ordinary.

In the end, my stepdad and I had to eat instant noodles at home or order takeaway.

My stepdad said, if I really have no interest in his company's career, he will send me to learn photography and directing.In the future, I can also do advertising and planning, and it would be nice to be able to be a screenwriter in the crew.

I nodded and agreed, so I have a reason to take Chu Peiran's body portrait.

So, in the application form, I filled out art students.

In this way, besides going home after school every day, there is another place to take art class.Chu Peiran is very busy every day, but he will find time to call me every day, just like Wen Jichen.I also miss him very much. Every time I talk on the phone, I will say: "If there is a beautiful woman in your school who seduces you, tell me right away! I will rush to your school and kill her!"

As soon as I finished speaking, Chu Peiran always laughed and said yes.

When I hung up the phone, my heart was always sour, I really wanted to see him.

She was always alone, but two people broke into her life, one was Wen Jichen and the other was Chu Peiran.They are not around now and often feel alone.So I will unceremoniously pull Wang Yanxi, Gu Beicheng is also going to college, he and Wen Jichen are in the same school.Sometimes I really suspect that Wen Jichen and Gu Beicheng are having an affair, and they look like they are inseparable.

Hang out with Wang Yanxi every day, shuttling between school, remedial classes and home.

Time flies, and the summer has passed, and the brief short-sleeved shirt has been replaced with a sweater cardigan.

There is nothing that makes my mood fluctuate greatly in the peaceful days, and the nightmare may not come to my dream for a long time.It is often a dream of me and Chu Peiran, I think, since Chu Peiran left, I must have been hungry and thirsty for too long.

However, when I woke up early in the morning, I found that the screen of my mobile phone was on: "Doudo, I am going to study in the United States. I planned to visit you this month, but I have to wait for a long time. I miss you very much."

It was from Chu Peiran, I frowned, and my sense of loss increased a lot.

God knows how much I look forward to his return.

Going to the United States, it will be a long time... When will we meet again?

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