bad love

I picked up my mobile phone to swipe Weibo, and after the page was loaded and updated.The dynamics of An Ruoyi appeared on the screen of the mobile phone. She was facing the camera with scissors upright, with a happy smile on her face, and the blurry place behind him was like a kitchen.Next to the kitchen is the back of a tall and handsome man, with chestnut brown hair under the yellowish light...

Very much like someone.

What I want to comment below, I typed out the three words "Chu Peiran?" plus a question mark.I stopped when I pressed the send button, I let out a sigh of relief, shook the phone, and the word "Cancel" appeared on the screen.I decisively clicked cancel, and the content I wanted to comment instantly disappeared into nothingness.

I smiled slightly, it's impossible, isn't the most important thing for two people to be together is trust?

Liu Xiangsi, what you have to do now is to take the college entrance examination and wait for Chu Peiran to come back.I thought this silently in my heart. As for An Ruoyi, I lowered my head and my eyes fell on An Ruoyi's ID number.

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When I think about it in the future, I laugh at myself.Rather than saying it was his trust in Chu Peiran, it was better to say that he wanted to evade the truth. By canceling his attention on An Ruoyi, he gave up the idea of ​​getting to the bottom of it.

Out of sight is pure, this is the truth.

The next day, I went to school as usual.Carrying her schoolbag and walking towards her classroom, she turned her head and found An Ruoyi's class passing by.I reached out to check my watch, there were still 10 minutes to class.

I pursed my lips, stepped forward and knocked on the window of that class.

Sitting inside the window was a girl wearing thick glasses, who had made the lenses of her glasses look like wine bottle caps.She was gnawing her fingers and frowning to do a question, and my actions startled her.

She looked up, I smiled at her friendly, and pointed to the lock on the window.

The girl with glasses was stunned when she saw it, I was a little embarrassed, my reputation in school is great, of course it's not good.Seeing my friendly attitude, she got up and unlocked the window.

"Are you... Liu Xiangsi?" Before I could speak, she asked first, with a little worry and fear in her eyes.

I scolded myself in my heart, Liu Xiangsi, how hateful you were before!

I smiled awkwardly and said softly, "Yes."

"What's the matter with you?"

I scratched my head, pointed to An Ruoyi's vacant seat and asked, "That... An Ruoyi is in your class, right?"

The girl with glasses glanced at the direction of my finger, then turned her head and nodded: "Yeah, what's the matter? Are you looking for her?"

I nodded.

"That probably won't work. She hasn't come to school for a week. I heard that it seems that she has asked for leave to visit relatives abroad. I don't know. How about this, when she comes back, I will tell her and let her contact you when the time comes ?” The girl with glasses looked at me in a low voice and said.

Go abroad?

I squinted my eyes, although I knew my face must be ugly.But I still smiled and asked her: "Which country...is it?"

"U.S."

My breathing froze for a moment, and my heart seemed to be entangled by an invisible thread, tightening inch by inch.

I thanked the girl and walked back to my class with a look of pig liver.What the girl said just now kept echoing in my mind, and I saw An Ruoyi's post on Weibo last night. It so happens that both of them are in the United States?

That is, for nearly a week, when Chu Peiran and I talked on the phone, the tone was not quite right.

I must be thinking too much.

I am such a person who is easily influenced by people and things around me. I just chatted with this girl for a few words, but it made me restless all day. I was ordered n times by the head teacher and the teacher. Wang Yanxi kept pounding my arm with her elbow to remind me at the end of the day.

I was completely out of shape, and my mind was always drawn by Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi.

In the evening, I returned home dejectedly.Seeing that I was so depressed, my mother became cautious when she spoke: "What's wrong with you? Were you bullied at school?"

I looked at her, worried, shook my head feebly and walked upstairs.

Not in the mood to study at all, I fell into the big bed at once.

The class teacher won't sue Wen Jichen again, will he?A question suddenly popped into my mind.

Not long after this question came to my mind, Wen Jichen opened the door and walked in with a serious expression.I lay on the bed and glanced at him, let's fight, I'm not in a good mood anyway.

Seeing the disappointment on my face, Wen Jichen was silent for a while.I thought he was going to punish me again, so I consciously lay down on the bed.As a result, Wen Jichen looked at it, but still remained silent, there was clearly a smile in the corner of his eyes that he wanted to hide on purpose.

"Listen to the class carefully, don't think about what you have." He left a sentence, then opened the door and walked out.

The sun comes out from the west?

I stared at his leaving back in a daze, and then I was full of Chu Peiran again.I stared at the phone in a daze for a long time, and finally couldn't help pressing the dial button.

With the mechanical beeping sound in the mobile phone, my heart speeded up slowly like a drum.

"Hello?" The other end of the phone finally answered, but what I was waiting for was a nice female voice, which was extremely familiar.

"Who are you looking for?" Another voice came from the other end of the phone.

At this moment, my heart was beating like thunder, and the hand holding the phone couldn't help trembling while secretly exerting force.I tried my best to calm down my emotions: "I'm looking for Chu Peiran."

"Are you... Liu Xiangsi?" The female voice hesitated for a while.

I hummed. "That's it... I'm An Ruoyi." Her voice was up and down, and every word was like a dagger, piercing into my heart unceremoniously.

I oh, and hung up the phone.

How did she get Chu Peiran's phone?I frowned and thought, and suddenly picked up the phone to find An Ruoyi's ID, opened her Weibo, and found the photo.

I couldn't help sneering in my heart, this height, this hair color, this cooking figure, who else is it if it's not Chu Peiran?

That is to say, when I miss him every day, when I worry about him.He's been flirting with another woman?Cooking for women other than me?

I have to admit that apart from being angry and sad, there is more jealousy.

I always do some useless things when I am sad but unable to solve the problem. I deleted all the call records with Chu Peiran, and deleted the text messages he sent me every day with strong thoughts and love.Even though it's useless, I still want to make myself feel better.

How happy is An Ruoyi now?

Not only being with Chu Peiran, but also succeeding in making me sad.

I thought about breaking up.

I still remember the last time we quarreled, it was also because of An Ruoyi, he broke up with me first.So I went crazy, drinking day and night, venting my sadness and pain crazily in bars.I even met that dubious person, and even took the initiative to touch things that could destroy me.

This time, am I going to humiliate myself like this?

I am waiting, waiting for Chu Peiran to give me an explanation.

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