bad love

It was not too late for such a day, Chu Peiran called me the next day.

"Did you talk to An Ruoyi last night?" Chu Peiran's voice was still so gentle, as if what happened yesterday was nothing to him at all.The more he is like this, the more resentful I become.

I hummed coldly.

Chu Peiran sighed, and his tone was full of sincerity: "You didn't think too much, did you?" As soon as he finished speaking, I sneered: "What do you think? If I spend the night in another city at night, you call me and answer the question." What would you do if the caller was a man or your deadly enemy?" I asked in a questioning tone without being polite.

Yes, the main reason for my anger is not that he is with a woman, but that he is with An Ruoyi.

"I... well, she is indeed in the United States these days. But we are not together every day. She had an argument with her family last night, and she came to me in a bad mood." Chu Peiran's voice seemed weak, and he was also Great explanation.

Although this explanation is so pale, I still want to believe it.

However, the words he said pierced my ears deeply, passing through the eardrum and pointing directly to the heart.

"You?" I couldn't restrain the sourness in my heart, and laughed out loud. "Chu Peiran, enough is enough for you, really enough. It's the second time, I don't care if anything happened between you and her. If you still want to be with me, just fuck me like a man." It's clean!" I yelled into the phone.

There was no sound on the phone, and after a long time, Chu Peiran said slowly: "Things are really not what you think..."

I almost died laughing, my tears came out from laughing, how could this man tell me this so confidently?I cried and laughed and said, "Then what else? You forgot the last time you broke up with me? How dare you say that you have nothing to do with her? I don't want to listen to you for any reason. You know, what do you say? They will all believe it. Now I just ask you one thing, either break up with her completely, or we break up." My voice was very cold.

But the heart is colder.

After a long time, Chu Peiran replied: "Doudo, I know exactly what I want. I love you... I won't contact her again in the future, don't be angry, okay?"

I pursed my lips, I was really angry.But I don't know why, no matter how chilling, no matter how sad.In his sentence, I love you, all the anxiety will disappear.

Even so, even though I have seen and heard it with my own eyes, I still want to believe him.

But the relationship between me and Chu Peiran is already like a kite that is about to be disconnected, swaying.As long as there is a gust of wind that doesn't need to be too strong, the thread will break when it blows.And it's the one who clings to it and refuses to let go.

That night I cried and talked to him a lot, told him how I missed day and night, told him that I had been studying hard to get into college and waited for him to come back, and told him that when I saw An Ruoyi's photo, I felt so sad. how sad...

Chu Peiran was on the other end of the phone, his tone seemed very distressed, he kept saying sorry, sorry, and kept repeating "I love you, I miss you".

So, I was very cheap, and the resentment towards him in my heart turned into love again.

Even miss him more than before.

Before hanging up the phone, Chu Peiran told me that he would never contact An Ruoyi again.He promised otherwise he would lose me forever.He told me how many times he misses me, and I cried while listening to it.

He really didn't know that after studying so hard every day, he stayed up late at night before falling asleep.Even if I only sleep for a short two or three hours a day, I can always dream of him, dreaming of him smiling at me, dreaming of his beautiful eyebrows and eyes.

He is like this, so far away from me, as if walking into my old dream in a trance.Dare I say, I love him more than he loves me.

In the days to come, I will recall every detail of me and Chu Peiran in my spare time.

After a long relationship, it is not love, but dependence.And when you lose it, it's not pain, but reluctance.I have tried the pain of losing him, as if the world was collapsing in front of me.

But what I have learned recently is that there is not much dependence on Chu Peiran.Rather, it's like some kind of obsession with nostalgia like a medicine for leaving the soul.

The life of the third year of high school passed quite quickly, and I experienced the last exam of this semester.It was already severe winter, and on this severe winter morning, the glass windows were covered with thick frost.The heavy snow comes in the cold winter, and the streets of Beijing seem to be made of silver at this moment, very bright and splendid.As I walked on campus, my breath turned into wisps of white smoke.

After my phone call with Chu Peiran, Wen Jichen went back to school.The stepdad said that Wen Jichen was not idle during the period when he came back. During the day when I went to school, the tutor that the stepdad hired for him also came.

Wen Jichen is very smart, it can be said that his IQ is immeasurably high.In just a few months, he has mastered all the theoretical knowledge of his major.The tutor left on his own initiative, he said that there was nothing left to teach Wen Jichen.

When I heard my stepdad say this, I couldn't help curling my lips, thinking: God is fair after all, and gave him such a good skin, with a stunning face, a stunning height, and such a high IQ... Could it be him? What hidden disease?If Wen Jichen is so healthy, I must point God's nose and curse after I die.

Compared with Wen Jichen, I am mentally handicapped.

It wasn't until later that I learned from the conversation between my stepfather and my mother that Wen Jichen might take over his stepfather's Beijing branch when he was in college.Because the head office still needs someone to sit in charge, and it is still in New York, USA, it is difficult to separate for a while.My stepfather stayed with me at home for my mother.

After listening to their words, I was really moved to death.I looked at my stepfather and mother with tears in my eyes, it was really difficult for them!Such a big stall was set aside for me, and I said impassionedly to them: "If you can't get into college, I'll see you later!"

From that day on, I study more seriously every day.Although the old head teacher had a lot of prejudice against me before, in view of my good performance recently, I study hard and conscientiously.In the last exam, even mathematics has made great progress, and finally got rid of the wandering between fifty and sixty points, and rose to one hundred points.

Every time I call Chu Peiran, I must talk about my math results, not to mention how proud I am.

Then Chu Peiran would laugh and say, "My daughter-in-law is amazing! Of course, I have contributed the most. If my high IQ hadn't been passed on to you, you probably still scored [-] in math."

I laughed and cursed back, "Where's your face?"

"Doudou, wait a few more months, and I'll be back." Chu Peiran said softly on the phone.

I heard waves of warmth in my heart. Some people don't need to be too kind to you at all, just a few words can move your heart to the point of melting.

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