This society is not my harem

"Long time no see--Brother Ji Shen."

Her pretty face was slightly red, and she said with a slight smile, showing me an angelic smile.

However, at this time, this hopeful smile is similar to the hypocritical smile of the devil in my opinion.

I admit the truth.

Chu Qing and the eighth person of the Night Maniac Ghost were the same person from the beginning.

The gentle, shy and kind little sister who was threatened; the hypocritical, terrifying and cruel night maniac ghost who threatened the eighth person—from the very beginning, there was only one person.

She was the one who provided information to Aaron and the others, she was the one who repelled the bad boys, she was the one who collected and mailed animal liver eyeballs, and it was herself who invited me to fight to the death on this train.

I have always been deceived by her gentle and hopeful smile, and I never dared to think about it: I have been numb myself.

"Why....."

The brain finally analyzed the situation in front of him, and finally made a sound from his throat.

"Curiosity killed the cat. If brother Ji Shen hadn't opened the closet that day and saw my secret, I wouldn't be here today."

In the distance, "Darkness" wrapped in a black robe, no, Chu Qing sighed and said, with a hint of resentment and desolation in his tone.

"If I hadn't opened that closet, would you have kept playing the role of the gentle and shy little sister?"

I clenched my fists and questioned Chu Qing in a cold voice.

Her acting skills are so perfect, even at this moment, she is standing in front of me in a black robe, I still doubt that this may be a dream.

"It's not pretending..."

She looked into my eyes and said slowly.

"The me who gets along with Brother Ji Shen is the real me. I want to think about my brother from the bottom of my heart, and I feel shy from the bottom of my heart... I feel happy because I get along with my brothers and sisters from the bottom of my heart. ..."

Chu Qing blushed and said with reddish eye circles.

"I don't believe... that the accomplice and visceral lover of the Nightcrawler have that kind of emotion...."

I frowned, curled my lips and said to her.

"Isn't Brother Ji Shen the most able to understand? My mood."

She said.

"Ok?"

What is she saying?Why do I feel the most?

"Shy, gentle, and kind, I exist as the ideal wife of brother Ji Shen, and there is a terrible, cruel, and disgusting second me created to protect my heart, sharing this body..."

Chu Qing said slowly, with a somewhat intoxicated expression on her face.

Shared body?two her?

Could it be that...

is a dual personality.

Like me, the usually gentle, lovely and kind-hearted junior also has a second personality: the personality that exists as a perverted murderer.

"Do you have a...dual personality like me?"

I asked blankly.

"Well, he has the same dual personality as brother Ji Shen, but it's a little different."

She blushed, leaned against the railing again and said.

"It seems that my two personalities can switch quickly, and I can achieve a more advanced "split" than my brother...."

she said slowly.

switch, split?What is she saying.

"I can hear the 'other me' whispering in my ear...she seems to be by my side all the time and we have a great relationship...."

Chu Qing said slowly, then looked at the other end of the railing, showing a playful smile, as if there was someone there.

But I didn't see anything, except for the sound of the train rolling over the rails and the whistling wind outside, there was no special sound.

The so-called "another Chuqing" only exists in her mind, maybe it's because of the loneliness after her parents left, maybe it's related to the agreement with someone seven years ago, maybe it's because of being bullied all the time, she Created a virtual "friend" or even a "sister" role for herself, as her other personality to complete some cruel and terrifying actions for her, and Chu Qing under this personality also has a personality far beyond ordinary people strength.

No wonder, the people of the Ghost of Nightcrazy call her the Ghost of the Shadow...something that exists but does not exist.

Thinking about it this way, it does feel like a "ghost", probably the "ghost" in Hatsuharu's shadow.

"Then... Which personality are you now? I always feel that you are not the gentle and shy school girl I know, but you are not completely strange..."

I said, asking out the question in my heart.

"Whether it is the No.1 personality or the second personality, I love my brother deeply... The current me should be the perfect combination of these two personalities."

She said with a smile, a girlish blush appeared on her face, and her eyes were blurred, but this shy state at this time made me feel trembling from the bottom of my heart.

perfect combination?

In other words, the one standing in front of me at this time is probably Hatsuharu who has a high love for me and can kill people with cruel methods.

Should I say fanaticism or pathology, it feels very uncomfortable.

"Actually, I don't understand one thing. Why do you like me? We've only known each other for a few days..."

I asked her.

"Hmmm... this question... I don't know if Brother Ji Shen still remembers something I told you... seven years ago, a big brother When I was most desperate, it took me 7 minutes to give me hope..."

She blushed, stretched out her jade-like fingers under the black robe, and stroked the railing.

"Remember....."

I said.

"That brother is you."

She said to me, and my clenched fists loosened.

it's me?

Why do I have no memory at all...

"At that time, I just learned that my parents had left me, and my classmates began to alienate me because of this isolation...Desperation, my life was full of despair, and I even thought of death when I was only seven years old... And the appearance of my brother gave me the hope of living to this day..."

Have I met her, Chuqing, before?

Is it because of the memory loss caused by the second personality?

Said that my appearance gave her hope?

I'm not impressed at all.

"At that time, I thought...this is love, this must be love...hehe..."

She sat on the railing, covered her face with her jade hands, looked at me shyly and said, and let out a laugh that made me gasp for it.

"By the way, do you still have any memory of what happened that day?"

Suddenly, she raised her eyes and asked.

"Sorry, I forgot."

I answered truthfully.

"I forgot... such an important agreement, my brother actually forgot..."

She heard my words, lowered her head, and let out a soft whimper from her throat.

I don't know what exactly I forgot, but it must have been quite a shock to her.

Maybe it's because of my slip of the tongue to her, my forgetting, that made her what she is now.

"Hey, Brother Ji Shen, do you know how to make love last forever?"

Just when I was thinking about it with some self-blame, Chuqing asked me suddenly.

"..."

I did not speak.

"It is very difficult for two people to come together, because this world will continue to bring difficulties and despair...Even if you are married, love cannot last forever. In the next few years, maybe it will happen There is deceit, there is betrayal... Assuming that love can go to the end flawlessly, it will also end because of the end of the two lives...."

She said it word by word, and I couldn't refute it.

"Brother Ji Shen's smile seven years ago has remained unchanged in my memory... In fact, I sometimes think that it would be great if time stopped forever at that time... .”

A blush appeared on her pretty face, and her slender fingers stretched into the black robe.

"So... now I also want to stay at this time forever—"

She held the thing in the black robe, and then said the final words——

——"Brother Ji Shen, die with me."

In front of my eyes, Junior Hatsuharu took out a sharp knife——

The silver light of the cold moon is shining on the blade, it is the fruit knife that once cut fruit for me.

A demonic smile appeared on her angelic face, and a sense of despair...a sense of fear rushed towards my brain.