Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 155 I Don’t Believe, I Can’t Fight Time, I Can’t Fight You (5)
The small restaurant next to the Public Security Bureau is where Tang Xiaotian often eats, and many colleagues in the bureau also like to eat here. Colleagues who know Tang Xiaotian saw that he brought a little girl in, and couldn't help but tease him: "Yo, Tang Xiaotian, what's going on!"

A female traffic policeman gossiped and asked, "Girlfriend?"

A male policeman had particularly poisonous eyes: "This girl looks so small, is she an adult?"

A person who looked like a leader pretended to raise his face and said, "Tang Xiaotian, I'm going to criticize you, you are making a mistake."

"Hahahaha." Everyone laughed.

"No, no, it's my sister." Tang Xiaotian quickly denied it.

The gossip female traffic policeman asked sharply, "Are you a relative?"

"No, I admit it." Tang Xiaotian was honest.

"Hehehehe." There was tacit laughter in the restaurant, everyone looked at the two of them ambiguously, Shan Dan said calmly, looked at everyone with a sweet smile on his face, and greeted everyone politely: Hello everyone.

Tang Xiaotian regretted it to death, he should have taken her to a farther place to eat hot pot.

After this time, Shan Shan often ran to Tang Xiaotian's team, sometimes giving him things, sometimes looking for him to eat, sometimes passing by after school to see him, and soon, Shan Shan became one with the criminal policemen in Tang Xiaotian's team. The police are all good people, so how could they fail to see the little girl's thoughts, they always called Shan Shan Tang Xiaotian's little girlfriend half in jest and half in harmony.

"Tang Xiaotian, your little girlfriend is here to bring you something again."

"Tang Xiaotian, your little girlfriend is waiting for you outside."

"Tang Xiaotian, your little girlfriend came here just now, and you are not here to leave a note for you."

"Tang Xiaotian, your little girlfriend..."

"That's enough! She's not my little girlfriend. If anyone calls me that again, I'll turn against anyone else!" Tang Xiaotian was really angry. He slapped the table hard, stood up, and looked around seriously. Colleagues, this is the first time he got angry when he came to the police force.The colleagues all fell silent, and they all put away their joking smiles, feeling a little self-defeating.

Tang Xiaotian himself didn't know why he was so angry, but he really didn't like it. He didn't like that his girlfriend was called another girl, even if that girl was such a kind and simple person. When I heard this title, I felt ashamed and flustered, as if I had done something wrong to Shu Yawang!He can't take it anymore!

(Seven)

Tang Xiaotian turned around and was about to leave. When he raised his eyes, he saw Shan Shan standing outside the office. She stared at him blankly. When he walked towards her, there was a trace of fear and nervousness in her eyes. Tang Xiaotian walked up to her Beside him, he said in a deep voice, "Come with me."

"Oh." Dan Shan followed Tang Xiaotian forward like a little daughter-in-law. After a while, he arrived at the police training ground. There was no one around. Come to my unit."

"Why?" Shan Shan asked in a low voice.

Tang Xiaotian went straight to the point without concealing it: "I don't like it, and I don't want to be misunderstood."

Shan Shan squeezed her hands tightly, and argued in a very low voice: "Auntie always asks me to bring things..."

Tang Xiaotian sighed and said: "I will tell my mother, tell her not to let you bring things over."

Shan Shan lowered his head, feeling as if he had been poured with a basin of cold water, it was icy cold.

"Single." Tang Xiaotian said softly, his voice was so crisp and decisive: "Don't fall in love with me."

Shan Shan suddenly raised his head and stared at him!Feeling ashamed and angry!She wants to deny it for the first time, wants to shout who is in love with you for the first time!Smug!opinionated!But, she couldn't yell out...

Yes, she couldn't deny that her inexplicable behavior was not because she fell in love with him!She knew that if she confessed, she would definitely be rejected, and he didn't even give her the qualification to like her!Not allowed!
Shan Shan really felt ashamed and anxious, she bit her lips tightly, with tears of grievance in her eyes, and stared at Tang Xiaotian stubbornly: "You are so ridiculous, do I need your consent to love you? If you don't agree, I can't love anymore? Did you love Shu Yawang with her consent? If she disagrees, do you stop loving? You said you can! I can! "

Tang Xiaotian looked at her and said seriously: "If that's what she wants, I will do it, at least, I will do it. In her eyes, I don't love her anymore."

Shan Dan didn't speak for a while, turned his head vigorously, and asked in a cold voice: "Your subtext is that I should be like you, and silently roll aside, so that I don't appear in your line of sight, right?"

Seeing her sad look, Tang Xiaotian softened his tone: "No, I just don't want to see you get hurt."

Shan Shan sneered: "You really think too much! Am I hurt? I don't feel hurt at all! Who do you think you are? This level of hurt is like being bitten by a mosquito to me! I don't feel hurt at all. It hurts! Even if you don't love me all your life, I don't feel the pain! Tang Xiaotian, I love you! I just love you! Even if you don't allow it, I don't plan to change it!"

Tang Xiaotian looked at her and frowned slightly. He remembered that when he was young, all the girls who confessed to him were blushing, shy and timid. Only this girl, with almost With all the strength in his body, he confessed to him so fiercely and with tears in his eyes. At this moment, he suddenly missed Shu Yawang very much, because every time someone confessed to him, she would rush out to stop him and help him refuse.

But this time, she wasn't here, so he had to reject it himself, rejecting this straightforward and lovely girl.

Tang Xiaotian raised his eyes, looked at Shan Shan and said softly, "I'm sorry Shan Shan, I never intended to love others in the past."

Shan Shan said stubbornly: "I know, I can wait."

Tang Xiaotian shook his head: "But ten years is too short, I can't forget it."

Just staring at him, without giving in at all: "That's 20 years."

Tang Xiaotian stepped forward and patted Shan Shan lightly on the top of his head, just like he had done countless times before, his movements were still gentle, but what he said made Shan Shan feel so cold: "Shan Shan, go back, go back to the United States , don’t live in my house anymore.”

Shan Shan was stunned, looking at Tang Xiaotian stupidly, he drove her away, the only person in the world who gave her a safe haven, drove her away?
The tears alone are like a faucet that has been turned on. They can no longer be controlled, and they flow out. The pain in my heart can no longer be suppressed, and small tears rush out of his throat. Tang Xiaotian turned his head, unwilling Looking at her, Shan Shan didn't speak, just held her breath like this, shed tears, turned around and walked out with difficulty, wiped the tears with the back of her hand when her vision blurred, and continued walking.

Tang Xiaotian slowly raised his head and looked at her back. He didn't want to hurt her like this, but he was even more afraid that she would be so obsessed with her, and she would spend ten years and twenty years of youth in vain.He felt that for a cute girl like her, she should find a sunny and handsome boy and have a happy relationship, instead of crying heartbroken for a man who won't look back.

(End of this chapter)