Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 177 The order of appearance in life is so important (1)
(One)

In a French-style restaurant with flashing lights, a beautiful woman in a red evening dress sat quietly with her head bowed. She had been sitting for a long time, and the waiter came to ask three times if the food was served. She kept shaking her head and said softly: " Wait a while."

The lovers in the restaurant, those who came early had already paid their bills and left. One table after another, in the flickering candlelight, the figure of the woman looked so lonely.

The waiter came to ask again, this time, she nodded slightly and said, "Open the red wine for me."

The waiter opened the red wine, filled a glass for her, and just took a sip, one sip, another sip, and it didn't take long for the bottle of red wine to run out.

Shan Shan stood up, checked out and walked out of the restaurant, walking along the road, wearing high heels and dragging a long skirt, in the pedestrian street with bright street lights and people coming and going.

Suddenly, she stopped the script, looked around, tears welled up in her eyes, picked up the phone, dialed the number that she was so familiar with, and it took a long time before she answered.

Shan Shan raised his head, looked at the sky, and said a little dizzily, "Tang Xiaotian, come out, I want to see you."

"Have you been drinking?" Tang Xiaotian on the phone heard the abnormality in her voice.

"Do you care about me too?" Shan Shan asked back here: "Didn't you hide from me as if you were seeing the plague? Didn't you even refuse to have a meal with me! You fucking care Do I drink or not!"

"Tang Xiaotian, let me tell you, I want to see you now, right away! Come out!" Just looking at him on the phone, he was already a little hysterical.

"You wait for me, don't wander around." After Tang Xiaotian finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Just hung up the phone, regardless of the price of the dress on her body, she sat down on the flowerbed by the side of the road, staring at the road, in a daze, thinking about what she had done all these years, but she couldn't remember, what I can't even remember, in my memory, there seems to be nothing except chasing Tang Xiaotian.

There were fewer and fewer people on the street. After waiting for Shan Shan for half an hour, Tang Xiaocai rushed over from the end of the street, stood in front of Shan Dan, pulled Shan Dan nervously and said, "I'll take you back."

Shan Shan shook off his hand, raised his eyes, looked at him dimly and said, "Tang Xiaotian, do you remember where this is?"

Tang Xiaotian looked around, but didn't think of it.Shan Shan smiled wryly, and said softly: "Only I remember, that year, I was tricked by Shan Yi'an back from the United States, with no relatives, no reason, and nowhere to go. It was you who took me home from here."

"It was only then that I realized that I had fallen in love with you in the United States." Shan Shan lowered his head, his voice was very soft: "I like you, do you know? The whole world knows it, and you know it too .”

"Tang Xiaotian, it's been ten years. I've followed you and chased you for ten years. You must not know how confident I was at the beginning. I was so stupid at that time. I just didn't believe it. I didn't believe that I couldn't beat the time." , I can't beat you!"

"I always feel that I am still young, and I can afford it! No matter ten years or 20 years, I will fight with you, and I will not admit defeat." Shan Shan raised his head, stood up slowly, his eyes filled with tears: "But, Xiaotian, I was wrong, I was really wrong! I only know now that even if I use it for ten years, I can't impress you!"

Shan Shan raised his hands and turned around slowly: "Tang Xiaotian, I want to admit my mistake to you at the place where I started: I was wrong, starting today, I admit defeat, I give up, and I will never pester you again." I'm following you."

"In this way, you can be happier." After Shan Shan finished speaking, he turned around and walked forward step by step. Tang Xiaotian followed, grabbed her wrist and said, "I'll take you back."

"Don't worry about it, go away!" Shan Shan shook off his hand.

"Single." Tang Xiaotian didn't let go, took her hand in pain and said, "I keep rejecting you because I don't want you to become like this! I just don't want you to be as sad as you are now!"

"Yes, I'm stupid, I'm stupid!" Shan Shan cried, "I never knew that the order of appearance in life is so important. I just arrived later than her, so I will never have a chance. If there is a next life, I must beat you." Born early, I will block the door of your house, so that you will never meet Shu Yawang in your life!"

"Shan Shan." Tang Xiaotian frowned, feeling very sad.

"Let go." Shan Shan lowered his head, stretched out his hand to break Tang Xiaotian's hand off his wrist, and said weakly: "Since you will never accept me in your life, then leave me alone. People like me are too cheap. If I feel better, I will be reluctant to leave."

Tang Xiaotian struggled for a while, and slowly let go of his hand.

Shan Shan was silent for a while, raised his hand, and took off the pearl earrings that he had carefully put on today from his ears, then took out the ceramic figurine he gave in the United States from his bag, handed it to Tang Xiaotian and said, "I'll give you back these , I don’t want to look at the earrings every morning and guess foolishly, you once had a heart for me, I don’t want to hold this cold ceramic villain every night, thinking that you once said that I am like an angel.”

"These years, I've had enough of thinking about it, and I'm tired of thinking about it." Shan Shan said softly: "Tang Xiaotian, I don't want to fantasize anymore."

After speaking, she stuffed the thing into Tang Xiaotian's hand, then bit her lip, turned and left.

This time, she really decided to give up, really.

Tang Xiaotian didn't speak. Looking at her stubborn and slender back, he suddenly felt a heartache. He really wanted to rush up and hug her, and then...

Then tell her what?

Thinking blankly, Tang Xiaotian followed Shan Shan from a distance, and saw her walking staggeringly. After walking for a while, she suddenly sprained her foot and fell to the ground. Tang Xiaotian hurried forward, wanting to help her, but remembered What she said just now, she slowly withdrew her hand.

Shan Shan prostrated on the ground and sat up slowly. Her bare arm fell through a hole. She touched it. She picked up the mobile phone, sat on the ground, and called someone. After the call was connected, she used a pitiful The voice said: "Shan Yi'an, Shan Yi'an! I can't find my way home, come and pick me up."

"Come and pick me up, come and pick me up and go home." She started crying as she spoke, Tang Xiaotian was behind her, looking at her very sadly.

It was him who made such a lovely girl so sad.

It was him who once again hurt a person who truly loved him.

If it is said that not being able to give Shu Ya hope of happiness is the greatest pain in his life, then making Shan Shan feel so sad is the most guilty thing in his life...

He shouldn't have given her hope then, he should have rejected it more thoroughly.

But at that time, in the name of being weak, he relied on her liking, let her chase, and even asked her to save him.

That silly girl really came, ignorant and fearless, she passed through the thorns, stepped on the mud, and rushed to him all the way, but she failed to pull him out of the mud, instead, she was covered in mud and bruised by him .

They were like this, one sitting on the side of the road crying, the other standing in the dark, protecting her from afar.

When her tears fell one after another, when she was crying and calling, his heart was also sore.

(two)

When Shan Yi'an received the call, the company was holding a high-level meeting to arrange an important acquisition plan for tomorrow. After more than half a year of planning, it finally made people wait until the moment of closing the network.He was in a good mood today, sitting in the meeting room triumphantly, listening to his right-hand assistant Li Chuyao report the progress of the project. There were not many people attending the meeting, and there were seven or eight men in suits and leather shoes sitting in the meeting room. Everyone's expressions are quite excited. After all, after tomorrow, the company will be improved again, and their share dividends at the end of the year can be doubled again.

When the phone was turned on, Shan Yian looked down, and Shan Shan's name appeared on the phone. Without hesitation, Shan Yian got up and picked up the phone, walked out of the meeting room to answer the call, everyone in the meeting room was a little surprised Looking at him, this young chairman took over at the age of 20. It has been nearly ten years now, and this is the first time he ran out to answer the phone during a meeting.

Several high-level executives looked at each other. Although they were silent, their eyes communicated with each other and guessed. The only person who was not surprised was Li Chuyao, the chief executive secretary. Recite all the content and data on the project file.

When Shan Yi'an pushed the door open again and came in, his expression was very bad, his handsome face was full of anxious expression which was rarely seen: "Li Chuyao, come with me."

After speaking, he left an employee in the conference room and rushed away.Everyone looked at me and looked at you. I didn't know what was going on, but no one dared to leave, because he didn't say the word to dismiss the meeting just now.

The elevator descended at a constant speed, and soon arrived at the underground parking lot. Shan Yian opened the door and sat in the driver's seat. Li Chuyao sat on the side. While driving, he instructed her to prepare for tomorrow's acquisition, which should have been It was arranged at the meeting, but now, he can only instruct the secretary first, and then let her pass it on.

Li Chuyao turned on the laptop and entered all the tasks he assigned. Soon, the car had already driven to the city center. Shan Yian stopped to give orders, and looked around the road. After two or three minutes, he was in a Under the streetlight at the corner, I saw the familiar figure sitting on the ground leaning against the newsstand, under the dim light, with his head down, his long hair hanging down, covering his cheeks.

Shan Yi'an hurriedly pulled over and parked the car, opened the car door without even turning off the ignition, and ran over with big strides: "Shan Shan."

(End of this chapter)