Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 182 Maybe We Can Choose Happiness (3)
Her expression was a little embarrassed, she didn't expect to see them, let alone such an intimate scene, she habitually wiped her hands into her pockets, raised a smile, and greeted softly: "Little Tian, ​​it's been a long time not see."

It was just this sound that awakened Tang Xiaotian who was immersed in shock. Since he turned around, his eyes never left her. He looked at her greedily as if he wanted to suck her in. He took a step forward, and suddenly He found that he was still holding Dan Shan in his hand, and for some reason, he flung Shan Shan's hand away in a panic like a man who was caught cheating on his girlfriend behind his back...

Shan Shan stared wide-eyed, looking at her hand that was thrown away in the air. At this moment, she felt as if she was being pulled into the air, and then suddenly dropped down. Endless falling and fear, and then a plop, the whole Her body was smashed to pieces, and she could even clearly hear the sound of her bones and heart shattering. She couldn't breathe for a moment due to the pain.

Just like a drowning person, with red eyes, staring at Tang Xiaotian closely, as if he was using his last bit of strength, shouting his name hoarsely in his heart!I am desperately begging him, please, turn around, look back at me, just one look, just one look, I will forgive you, forgive you for tearing my heart into pieces and throwing it into the wind again.

Really, Tang Xiaotian, I have no bottom line for you, no self-esteem, nothing left.I just want you to turn around and remember to take a look at me when she is there, just one look!Can't do this?
Shan Shan was already in despair, she stared at Tang Xiaotian's back tremblingly, bit her lips that he kissed just now, held her breath tightly, not letting herself cry out, she didn't want to disturb him, she wanted to He turned around himself.As long as he looks at her apologetically, as long as he says sorry.

Well, he doesn't like apologizing, so he doesn't even have to say sorry.

Just turn back, just turn back...

But it was a sad discovery that this little request was a huge extravagant wish. From the moment Shu Yawang appeared, in his eyes, in his world, she had already evaporated in an instant.

who alone?

Does alone still exist?

At this moment, in this compound, on this road, under this plane tree, there are only him and her...

Even Shu Yawang, who was standing opposite them, could see the sadness alone, and saw her grief-stricken eyes, she dragged the box forward very apologetically: "I'm home, my parents are still at home Wait for me."

"I'll take you back." Tang Xiaotian hurriedly stepped forward.

"No need." Shu Yawang hastily refused.

"How did you take such a big box upstairs." Tang Xiaotian said stubbornly.

"No need, my father will pick me up downstairs." Shu Yawang still refused.

"Your father is not in good health..." Tang Xiaotian stubbornly stepped forward and dragged the box.

"Tang Xiaotian!" Shu Yawang hurriedly stopped him, winked at him, and asked him to take a look at the girl behind him.

At this moment, Tang Xiaotian seemed to think of something, and turned around suddenly, only standing behind him, looking at him with a sad face, his beautiful eyes were full of despair and grievance...

Tang Xiaotian slowly let go of Shu Yawang's suitcase, and the suitcase fell on the ground with a dull sound. He just lowered his head and walked past him without saying a word, just left.

Shu Yawang pushed Tang Xiaotian: "Chasing."

Tang Xiaotian lowered his shoulders decadently, shook his head slowly, and said softly, "It's hopeless."

Yes, there is no hope, even he himself knows that there is no hope for a man like him...

It's really hopeless, obviously last moment I was still thinking about being happy, being happy, being with her, and living a good life.

But the moment he saw Shu Yawang, the happiness he had worked so hard to build up in the past few months was instantly wiped out. He hated himself for being like this.

I really hate myself for being like this.

Hate for hurting yourself alone and everyone in this way.

(four)

Shan Shan walked stiffly like this, walked out of the military compound, and sat at the gate of the community not far away. When she turned her head and looked at the name of the community, she seemed to feel very familiar.Ah, by the way, in Longjing District, Tang Ma spent a huge sum of money to buy them a new house, but now she doesn't even have the energy to take a look.

Just hugging her arms tightly, she suddenly felt very cold, really cold, when was it, it was already winter, her birthday was just after her birthday, how could it be so cold so soon?Ah, no, he was so happy, so happy that he forgot the date, the day of the week, what season it was, and even forgot that he had someone he loved so deeply.

Shan Shan trembled, and slowly took out the phone from her pocket. Until now, she still couldn't calm down. Her fingers seemed to be disobedient, and she slid on the phone several times before entering the correct gesture password, and then found Tang Xiaotian's number slowly entered four words: I am not married anymore.

She looked at the four words, deleted them, typed them again, deleted them, typed them again, finally gritted her gums, and pressed the send button tremblingly.

When the button was pressed, Shan Dan felt as if all her strength had been drained, and her whole body softened. She held the phone tightly and bit her fingers. She didn't know what kind of answer she wanted. She only knew that when she After sending this message, she regretted it.

After a while, the text message rang. She just stared at the screen of the phone and dared not open it for a long time. She took a deep breath and finally mustered up the courage to open the text message. Tang Xiaotian only replied: OK.

Okay, those two simple words made Shan Shan feel as cold as ice and snow!

She stared blankly at these two words for more than ten minutes. During these ten minutes, she didn't shed a single tear, she suddenly realized.

(End of this chapter)