Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 183 Maybe We Can Choose Happiness (4)
At this second, at this very second, she began to hate someone from the bottom of her heart. It turns out that it really only takes one second to go from extreme love and irreplaceable to sincere hatred.

It turned out that the love she had insisted on for so many years turned into hatred in just a second!
Yes!She hates it!She hates his heartlessness!His capriciousness!His bad faith!He actually replied with two words!Even if you ask, why, even if you say one, think again!Even if there is only a little bit of intention to stay, that's fine!But he only replied two words!
So straightforward and decisive!So calm and cruel!
Tang Xiaotian, why are you so cruel to me, is it just because I love you deeply?Yes, I am stupid, I am stupid, I am cheap!I always come to my door to be hurt by you, but you also said that you want to marry me, you also gave me a ring, and you also longed to hug me.

Why, why did she just come back and appear for a while, shattering all my ten years of hard work, and turning my ten years of youth into as thin as a piece of paper?
Is she too strong, or am I too small?

Are you too heartless, or am I too serious?

Yes, I always take it too seriously, love seriously, hate seriously.Tang Xiaotian, are you ready?Such crazy hatred will drag you to hell together, and you will never be able to live in heaven and see her you love the most.

When Shan Yian came home from work, he opened the door and raised his eyebrows in astonishment, but all the glass was broken, and all the things on the table were thrown on the ground, and the pillows on the sofa were also thrown all over the place. The financial newspapers he put on the dining table were torn into pieces and scattered on the ground, and the room was in chaos as if it had been blown by a tornado.

The maid at home came out, with a look of being frightened, pointed to the upstairs and stammered, "Yes... yes..."

Shan Yi'an waved his hand, indicating that she already knew who made it. With long legs, he stepped over pieces of furniture corpses and went upstairs. The condition of the second floor was also very bad. The returned antique vase was broken on the ground, the freshly cut roses were scattered all over the floor in the morning, and several famous paintings hanging on the wall were also lifted off and thrown on the ground like garbage.

Shan Yi'an shook his head, helped up several paintings with some distress, and hung them up one by one, patting away the dust on his hands, so he continued to move forward. He walked to the door of Shan Shan's room without knocking, and directly pushed After entering the door, the room was also in a mess, plush toys and books all over the floor, the culprit curled up in the center of the storm, she leaned against the edge of the bed, sat silently on the floor, hugged her legs tightly, Burying her face on her knees, her silky long hair fell down, covering her entire face.

Shan Yi'an walked over, kicked away the rubbish around her, and sat on the floor leaning on the bed like her, took her into his arms with one hand, rubbed her hair with his slender fingers, and asked softly: "Tang Xiaotian again?" Bullied you?"

"No." Shan Shan lowered his head and said forcefully.

"Did you smash the house?" Shan Yi'an narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked with a hint of cold anger: "Has he regretted the marriage?"

"No." Shan Shan paused for a moment, and then said in a very cold voice: "I regret the marriage."

"Are you going to regret the marriage?" Shan Yi'an frowned, completely disbelieving that this person who loves Tang Xiaotian to the point of madness would take the initiative to regret the marriage: "Why? Why did you regret the marriage? Is it because Shu Yawang came back?"

Hearing this name alone, it was as if a dying person had undergone electric shock surgery. He opened Shan Yi'an's hand suddenly, stood up, and stared at him with red eyes full of hatred and jealousy. , stomping his feet and screaming frantically: "Don't tell me Shu Yawang! The three words Shu Yawang don't say together, even if they are separated for me to see, I can't wait to dig it out, chew it, and spit it out. Step into the mud!"

Shan Yi'an was taken aback by her sudden madness, he frowned tightly, there was no need to ask any more questions, her behavior explained everything, she must have been heartbroken now, to show such hatred eyes.

Just like when she met him for the first time, her eyes were full of disgust and anger, and the extreme hatred made her pretend to be so fierce, but no matter how she pretended, the sadness and grievances, fear and fragility all over her body could not be hidden. I can't help it, like a person standing on the edge of a cliff, if you push her a little, she will fall, her body will be smashed to pieces, and she will be vulnerable.

Now she is so fragile that people can't help but want to hug her and tell her not to be afraid.

Shan Yi'an thought like this, and did the same. He stood up, pulled Shan Shan into his arms, hugged her tightly, and used his generous embrace to warm her bloody heart. He whispered in her ear He said, "Little sister, I'm telling you, like the kind of man who has made it a habit to love someone, just give up."

This is the first time that Shan Yi'an evaluates and advises Shan Shan's feelings as an older brother. He is so thorough, so gentle, and so soft-spoken about the facts that Shan Shan already understands deeply.

At this moment, Shan Shan finally cried. She didn't cry when she walked in front of Tang Xiaotian, and she didn't cry when she received the text message, but at this moment, she really couldn't bear it anymore. Tears came out of her eyes like spring water. Holding Shan Yi'an tightly, crying hoarsely.

Yeah, this time, it's really over.

Just like what Shan Yi'an said, Tang Xiaotian loves Shu Yawang, just like he needs to eat, sleep and breathe, it has already become a habit, and no one can change it.

no one.

She should have known earlier that Tang Xiaotian who doesn't love Shu Yawang is not Tang Xiaotian.

After that, I just locked myself in the room and couldn't sleep all night.

She would think every day, what is the luckiest thing to be alive alone?Nothing is better than meeting the person you love the most in your best years, and is that person also loving you deeply?

But this kind of luck seems to be met only after accumulating a lot of merit in the previous life.

And I, who was mediocre in my previous life, have exhausted all my energy and squandered all my youth in this life, but I still can't get the person I love the most.

(End of this chapter)