Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 184 Please Remember Someone Once Loved You Like Life (1)
(One)

Unknowingly, it has entered winter, and the weather has turned cold. The trees outside the house seem to have become bare overnight, and the grass in the yard is covered with scorched leaves.

Only wrapped in a shawl, the helper sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looking out of the house is skillfully sweeping the fallen leaves. The cold wind blows through and the leaves are messed up again.

The helper hurriedly pressed the leaves with a broom. At this moment, a middle-aged woman's voice came from outside the courtyard: "Excuse me, do you only live here?"

Shan Shan hurriedly moved away from the French window and hid behind the wall. The middle-aged woman was none other than Tang's mother who had been blasting her cell phone these few days.

Tang's mother's expression seemed to be very anxious. She made sure that she only lived here and immediately rushed in. The maid auntie stopped her several times but was pushed away by her. Tang's mother entered the room, crying Shouted loudly: "Shan Shan, Shan Shan, come out quickly, something happened."

Shan Shan walked down from the second floor silently, looked at her quietly, and did not greet her as affectionately as usual.

Shan Shan hasn't slept well for almost a month. She has deep dark circles under her eyes. Her hair, which has not been combed for several days, is scattered in sadness. Her face is terribly pale. She is thinner than when she left the Tang family last time a lot.

Seeing her like this, Tang's mother immediately took two steps forward with distress, wanting to hold her hand and talk to her as usual, but Shan Shan avoided it.

"You child, how did you make it like this." Tang's mother wiped the corner of her eyes and said, "If Xiaotian bullies you, you can tell auntie, auntie will help you make decisions and clean him up, don't lose your temper, you see Seeing you ignoring Xiaotian for a month, he is in a hurry."

The frozen expression alone shattered immediately after the last sentence, and she hurriedly asked nervously, "What happened to him!"

Tang's mother said sadly: "Last night, when he was on a mission with the team members, he was stabbed by the gangster with a knife. Now he is in the hospital for emergency treatment. Come and see him quickly, he has been calling your name. "

"Really? How could he be stabbed? Isn't he very good?" Hearing Mama Tang say this, she immediately became anxious and worried, and quickly grabbed her hand and said, "Then go, go Look at him."

"Hey. Let's go." Seeing that Shan Shan was still so worried about Tang Xiaotian, Tang's mother couldn't help but let out a reassuring smile.

In fact, when Tang Xiaotian went home that day, he didn't say anything. He just told his father that there was no need to post wedding invitations, and told her that he canceled the hotel reservation.This was simply a blockbuster, which made both her and Old Tang dumbfounded.

She hurriedly called Shan Shan, but the phone on the other end was turned off. She was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, and she was bewildered.In the end, within two days, I heard that Shu Yawang's girl was back, and she hated it so much, that dead girl won't come back sooner or later, but Choi Xiaotian is going to get married and come back!
Do you really want our old Tang family to have no children or grandchildren?She came to the door angrily and made a fuss, Tang Xiaotian dragged her back, she was so angry that she didn't talk to her son for a month, and kicked him out of the house.

As a result, a colleague from his team called in the middle of the night yesterday, saying that Tang Xiaotian was injured and told her to go to the hospital as soon as possible, and she panicked. Looking at Xiaotian on the hospital bed, she was in pain and angry.

Thinking about it again, isn't this a good opportunity, so she came to look for Dan Dan at dawn, hoping to get her daughter-in-law back.

She didn't even change her clothes, she just wore her nightdress at home and a long down jacket, and dragged Mama Tang to the hospital in a hurry. A thing with a short memory.

Why are you here again?

But he was inside, he was hurt, Mama Tang said he called her name in his dream...

How could she control herself not to see him?

Just take a look, take a look and leave, don't have illusions, don't be reluctant, just take a look at him and leave.

Just walking into the ward, the man on the bed tightly closed his eyes, his handsome cheeks seemed to be thinner, his short hair grew a lot, covering his full forehead, and his healthy bronze skin, It's also pale now.

Shan Shan raised his hand distressedly, and touched his cheek lightly. This month, he also seemed to be having a bad time.Is there a little bit because of her?
A little bit because she left, it's not good?
At this moment, Tang Xiaotian's chapped lips slowly opened, his Adam's apple twitched, and he seemed to utter a small sound. She only noticed this detail, she bent down slightly, and put her ears on his lips, listening He called out in a dry and painful voice: "...Wang,...Yawang."

This sound was so clear that even Tang's mother who was standing on the side could hear it clearly, Tang's mother covered her lips, and couldn't help but slap Tang Xiaotian's unconscious body vigorously: "Ah! Injustice! Injustice! "

She was not surprised or sad, her heart seemed to be used to this kind of pain.

She knew that she would have a bad life because of Tang Xiaotian, and Tang Xiaotian would only have a bad life because of Shu Ya...

"Do you love her that much? Love so much that you can't extricate yourself?" Shan Shan asked softly in Tang Xiaotian's ear.

Tang Xiaotian was in a coma, and didn't answer her question, just a heartbreaking "Yawang" and tears from the corners of his eyes, which was already the best answer.

"Do you want to see her? It's painful to not be able to see her even though you're close at hand, isn't it?" Shan Shan raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.With her eyes half down, she whispered softly, she understood the pain too well.

It hurts when you are awake, and even when you are asleep, you will cry from the pain.

She straightened up slowly, raised her hand, and gently rubbed Tang Xiaotian's hair, just like he often did to her, and said softly: "Don't cry, brother Xiaotian, I will let you see her. "

After Shan Shan finished speaking, he slowly straightened up and walked out of the ward step by step.

This time, Mama Tang didn't stop her, she no longer had the face to keep this girl.

(two)

When Shan Shan knocked on the door of Shu Yawang's house, it was a white-haired woman in her 50s who opened the door. She held the doorknob, looked at the beautiful and strange girl outside and asked, "Who are you looking for?"

Shan Shan smiled politely: "Auntie, is Shu Yawang at home? I have something to do with her."

Shu Ma opened the door and said, "Here you are, Yawang, someone is looking for you."

Shu Yawang's voice came from the room: "Who is it?"

After a while, she walked into the living room and saw Dan Dan. She was taken aback for a moment, and then seemed to remember that she was the girl who followed Tang Xiaotian she met in the compound that day: "It's you, what's the matter?"

Shan Shan nodded, stood outside the door, looked at her, and said softly, "I have something I want to talk to you about."

"Come in." Shu Yawang politely invited her in, went in alone, sat on the sofa, Shu Yawang sat next to her, Shu's mother brought a cup of tea over, thanked her and took it.

Shu's mother also sat down, just holding the teacup and looking at Shu's mother, Shu Yawang winked at her mother, telling her to avoid it for a while, Shu's mother quickly smiled and said: "I'm going to cook, you talk, you Let's talk."

Holding the teacup, Shan Shan said after a while, "My name is Shan Shan, we met when we were young, do you remember?"

Shu Yawang looked at her vigorously, then shook her head regretfully: "Sorry, I can't remember."

"Many years ago, you and Xia Mu helped me kidnap my brother." Shan Shan raised his head and reminded him a little more.

Shu Yawang finally remembered that she was the girl with big eyes and two ponytails, and her brother was Xia Mu's classmate.Xia Mu...

When Shu Yawang thought of this name, and thought of those things when she was a teenager, her heart ached uncontrollably. This is a disease that occurs for many years, and there is no cure.

"You helped me at that time. I always remember Tang Xiaotian's kindness to me. Later, I followed my mother to the United States. I thought it would be difficult to meet you again in this life." Shan Shan turned the water glass in his hand and kept his head down. Said: "But six years later, I met Tang Xiaotian again in the United States."

As Shan Shan spoke, she smiled wryly, and suddenly thought, is all of this predestined, if not for the help when she was a child, if not for the reunion later, would her life have been much easier?
However, even if she was asked to choose again, she would still choose to run after him in that narrow alley in that snowy day.

Just like now.

Holding the water glass in his hand, Shan Shan told Shu Yawang about Tang Xiaotian bit by bit in a soft and slow voice. He smuggled to America for her, he found Qu Weiran for her, and ruined her future for her. He took care of his parents for her, and he rejected countless good girls for her, including herself.

When Shan Shan said this, tears fell into the water glass in her hand like pearls with a broken thread, and she said in a crying voice: "Shu Yawang, no one in this world loves you more than Tang Xiaotian."

"Shu Yawang, why do you only see Xia Mu's dedication to you, but not Tang Xiaotian's? Why do you only think about what Xia Mu lost for you? Didn't you think about what Tang Xiaotian lost for you? Why do you only feel sorry for Xia Mu staying here? Six years in prison, but Tang Xiaotian didn’t even look at the waiting for you? He was waiting for you, waiting for you all the time, just waiting for you to look back at him. He doesn’t want you to be embarrassed, he doesn’t want you to be sad, he will always be wronged Myself! Shu Yawang, tell me, did he really pay less for you than Xia Mu?"

Shu Yawang lowered her head and didn't say a word. Shu's mother was at the kitchen door, secretly listening, crying silently, wiping her tears with her old palms. Tang Xiaotian's goodness, no one knows better than her original mother-in-law .

(End of this chapter)