Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 186 Please Remember Someone Once Loved You Like Life (3)
"I don't want to lie to you." Shu Yawang glanced at Tang Xiaotian apologetically, and still insisted on her answer: "No matter how many times I answer it, it's the same. In my life, I will never betray Xia Mu again."

Tang Xiaotian knew the answer clearly, but he was sad because she said that, and he became angry just because of her stubborn answer: "Why do you do this! Why! Why! Do you want to accompany Xia Mu so much? Okay , then I will fulfill you!"

Shan Shan was really crazy and wanted to push Shu Yawang down, Tang Xiaotian, who was closest to them, endured the pain in his body, stretched out his hand and nimbly turned over, pulled Shu Yawang into the wall, fell down, Shan Shan didn't push it Shu Yawang, but fell forward because of the counter force...

"Ah - ah - Shan Shan!" Mother Tang screamed and rushed forward, Shan Shan looked back at her, tears were flying in the air, and her body fell rapidly. She looked at the ground, as if she saw it from afar. Shan Yi'an got out of the car and seemed to hear Tang's mother's screams, and raised his head to see Shan Shan who fell from the roof and his face was deformed in horror. He didn't even close the car door, and ran forward with all his might Go!

Everything happened in just a few seconds, but it was projected in slow motion in Shan Shan's eyes. The rising air current scratched her cheek deeply, and she had no room for thinking. The only thing she could think of was that she might die soon. Bar.

Her body was pulled down by gravity, and just a second before she was about to fall into a coma, she suddenly felt her body pause in the air, and then was hugged tightly by a strong shoulder. The picture was forced by him to complete a flip in the air.

Flipping from the ground, it turned into a blue sky, ah, what a beautiful cloud...

Just thinking about it like this, then what greeted her was a violent impact, her body seemed to be completely shattered in half, she spit out a mouthful of blood in pain, but her body seemed to fall into a pile of cotton, sunk in, limp Soft, and was popped up again, she heard the person holding him tightly grunt behind him, those big hands, hugging her tightly all the time, protecting her head.

She heard Shan Yi'an anxiously calling her name outside the air mattress, climbed onto the air mattress regardless of her image, patted her cheek nervously and asked, "Single, Shan, answer me."

Shan Shan opened his eyes, looked at him and smiled softly, as if saying nothing, don't worry.

The medical rescue personnel who had been waiting for a long time came up immediately, carried Shan Shan out, and then carried out the person behind her. Only then did Dan Dan have a chance to turn his head and look at that person, who frowned in pain , blood oozed from the bandage on his abdomen, staining his gray coat red, he struggled to stand up, and walked towards her through the crowd, eyes full of concern and anxiety.

Shan Shan just quietly opened his eyes and watched him walk over.

It really is him...

Tang Xiaotian, he is always so kind, so kind, and so heroic.

So let her, time and time again, just can't give up...

She didn't know whether it was because her body hurt too much, or her heart was too tired, she closed her eyes slowly, although, she really wanted to talk to him...

I really want to ask him to forgive her, she shouldn't hurt the woman he loves most.

He must hate her. Such a pestering woman must be very annoying.

"Doctor, doctor! Come here quickly and show her! Is she all right? Is she all right?" Shan Yian dragged the doctor and asked desperately, the emergency doctor hurriedly listened to Shan Shan, and then said: "The heart is still beating Let’s go, it’s all right. Hurry up and send him to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.”

"Okay, okay, send it quickly." Shan Yi'an, who was calm and decisive, followed the doctor's words like all ordinary people who were afraid of losing their loved ones.

Soon Shan Shan was pushed into the ambulance, and the people upstairs also ran down one after another. Tang's mother felt distressed and ran to Shan Shan's side to watch, muttering all the time, Shu Yawang also came down, watching them from afar.

The moment Shan Yi'an saw her, his anger instantly recovered him from the state of panic, he strode towards the injured Tang Xiaotian, and Shu Yawang who was standing aside, his eyes were cold, and he looked at them with sarcasm and said, : "Maybe you think the most terrifying man in your life is called Qu Weiran! But let me tell you, if there is anything wrong with my sister, I will let you know that Qu Weiran is just a child who can't eat candy That's all."

He paused for a second, then continued to look at them with cold and arrogant eyes and said, "What is scary, I will let you understand it slowly."

After finishing speaking, he didn't look at them again, turned around and got into the ambulance, stood by Shan Dan's side, and went to the hospital together.

Tang Xiaotian looked away and went to the ambulance without saying a word for a long time. A nurse came to him and asked him if he needed help. His wound was open, but he shook his head slowly. When he was a special soldier, he was often injured. Such a forced drop and wound didn't make him feel much pain.

What he hurts now is his heart, the girl who was driven crazy by him.

"Aren't you feeling guilty?" Shu Yawang, who had never spoken to him proactively for many years, suddenly walked up slowly, stood beside him and asked softly, "Do you feel that you are terribly hateful?"

Tang Xiaotian turned to look at her.

Shu Yawang frowned slightly, and said softly: "Many years ago, when I watched Xia Mu being taken away by the police car, I must have felt the same way."

Shu Yawang sighed deeply, looked up at Tang Xiaotian who hadn't seen it carefully for a long time, and said in a tone like an old friend: "Xiaotian, we are all the same, we will not choose the right time at the right time. people, so we are doomed to hurt those who love us the most."

"Xiaotian, after so many years, do you really still love me? Are you really attracted to that girl without any hesitation?" Shu Ya looked at Tang Xiaotian who said nothing, "Maybe, I You know yourself better than you, and what you don’t want to betray is just your most beautiful dream when you were young. But Xiaotian, I’ve woken up from that dream long ago, and you should too.”

Tang Xiaotian looked at her, and said with difficulty: "Are you awake? If you are awake, why are you still alone after so many years?"

Shu Yawang shook her head: "No, I've never been alone, Xia Mu has always been in my heart, he loves me deeply, I know, as long as I think of him, my heart is still warm, so I don't feel hard at all, just I miss him often."

After Shu Yawang finished speaking, she looked at Tang Xiaotian sadly: "But Xiaotian, what about you? I don't love you anymore. Every time you think of me, doesn't your heart break?"

Tang Xiaotian just cared a little bit softly because of her problem, and his eyes were reddened with grievance in an instant. Shu Yawang suddenly stepped forward, stretched out his hands, hugged him gently, and whispered in his ear: " Xiaotian, that girl really loves you, don't be like me, you will only realize how precious you are after losing it."

Tang Xiaotian's tears fell slowly, Shu Yawang let go of his hands, took a step back, raised his hand to gently wipe away his tears: "This must be the last time I hurt you."

"Xiaotian, I'm sorry, really." After Shu Yawang finished speaking, she turned and left.

Tang Xiaotian watched her leaving back, he always watched her back, but he couldn't do anything.

That was the last time Shu Yawang appeared in Tang Xiaotian's life. Later, her family moved to another city, and then she disappeared. It was not until four years later that Tang Xiaotian heard from her again.

It was a very simple funeral. I heard that when she was supervising the gardening site, she was injured by scattered engineering materials and died on the spot.

She can finally take her favorite kissing fish necklace, find that delicate and beautiful boy, and go to the long-awaited unbreakable promise.

(four)

After Shan Shan was admitted to the hospital, she had a fever intermittently, and then cried day and night holding Shan Yian. Shan Yian invited the best doctor to see her. After a comprehensive examination, the doctor found that Shan Shan inherited her mother's depression. Excited in the context of chronic grief, it has been severe, even with horrific self-destructive tendencies.

After Tang's mother went to the hospital to see the list, she returned home and remained silent for a long time, not even turning on the lights when it was dark. Finally, when Tang Xiaotian came back, she said deeply: "From now on, I won't force you to get married. Stop looking for Shandan."

Such a good girl, she still remembers the first time she saw her, she had a small face that was more beautiful than the peach blossoms blooming outside the house, a pleasing sweet smile and a soft voice, but only ten years later, She was tortured by her own son like a rotten flower that fell into the mud, exuding a black breath of frequent death.

She is also at fault for all of this, she has always pinned her hopes on being alone, has been cheering her on, giving her strength, giving her illusions, making her sink deeper and deeper, and finally she cannot extricate herself from destruction.

Tang Xiaotian didn't turn on the lights, didn't speak, walked from the dark living room to his room in the dark, sat on the chair, bowed his head in silence for a long time.

After the Lunar New Year, a small southern town that hadn’t snowed for several years unexpectedly began to snow secretly at night. When people opened their eyes, the house was already covered in white snow, so pure that it calmed the soul.

Tang Xiaotian finally returned to the dormitory early in the morning after completing an arrest mission. He turned on his mobile phone, and a dozen reminder text messages of missed calls swarmed in.

(End of this chapter)