Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 59 In this life, if you don't come, I won't grow old (3)
That day, Shu Yawang stood alone in front of the tombstone for a long time, until everyone left, until God finally opened his eyes, and it began to rain lightly.Shu Yawang stood in the rain, looking at the man on the tombstone, quietly lost in thought.After a long time, she realized that someone was holding up an umbrella for her behind her. She turned her head and looked in a daze, only to see Tang Xiaotian standing beside her, standing quietly with her.

Shu Yawang turned her head and asked, "Are you here too?"

Tang Xiaotian looked at Xia Mu's tombstone, his eyes were slightly red: "I'll see him off."

Shu Yawang nodded: "Xia Mu will be happy. He didn't like you before because I liked you. Now I love him. He shouldn't hate you."

Tang Xiaotian smiled bitterly, squatted down, and placed the flowers in his hand in front of Xia Mu. The raindrops hit the transparent wrapping paper, making a dull sound.Looking at Xia Mu, he said, "Your boy finally succeeded in stealing Yawang, are you happy now?"

The handsome man in the photo had his usual indifferent eyes. Tang Xiaotian looked at him, and suddenly lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, Xia Mu."

"I've always wanted to tell you, I'm sorry." Everything was his fault, if he hadn't known Qu Weiran, Xia Mu wouldn't have died, Yawang wouldn't have suffered so much, even Qu Weiran, he wouldn't have died .

Shu Ya looked at his back, raised her hand and patted his shoulder lightly, wanted to say something, but finally didn't say it.

After a while, the sky gradually darkened, Tang Xiaotian stood up and asked, "What are your plans in the future?"

Shu Yawang lowered her head and said, "I will go to America to take care of Grandpa Xia."

Tang Xiaotian asked: "How long will it be?"

"I don't know." Shu Yawang shook her head, looked up and asked with a smile, "You won't wait for me, will you?"

"I won't wait for you, because I know that you will never come back." He knows her too well, her heart has completely left him, and she will never return to him.

"Ah."

Tang Xiaotian rubbed the top of Shu Yawang's head: "Yawang, it's alright, be strong."

"Don't worry." Shu Yawang nodded, "I will."

"Then." Tang Xiaotian paused and continued, "I'll go first."

"Ah."

Tang Xiaotian handed the umbrella to Shu Yawang, she took it, he turned around, and quickly left the cemetery, this time, he didn't look back, and neither did she.

Time flies, another five years, Shu Yawang walked out from the international airport, Uncle Zheng kindly opened the black car door for her, Shu Yawang sat in, Uncle Zheng raised his voice and asked: "Yawang, is the old commander still in good health? "

"Yes. Grandpa is very strong."

"Oh, that's good." Uncle Zheng smiled reassuringly.Uncle Zheng asked many questions, and Shu Yawang answered them one by one. Uncle Zheng also talked about many things in the military compound, one by one, one by one.

Shu Yawang leaned on the car seat and listened quietly, the sun shining on the kissing fish necklace around her neck was very dazzling.

Shu Yawang, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Uncle Zheng, let's drive to Xinghua Park in W City."

She suddenly wanted to visit the park that she designed. At that time, he promised her that he would take her to see it together. Unfortunately, he didn't have the chance to see it, and he himself never went there.

It's May, and it's the season when peach blossoms are in full bloom. Shu Yawang got out of the car, walked into the park, and watched the peach blossoms in full bloom.

She suddenly smiled softly, and suddenly remembered the conversation she had with him many years ago...

She asked, "What kind of flowers do you like?"

He said, "Peach Blossom."

"Uh...but this is Xinghua Park." I remember being very distressed at the time, how to plant peach blossoms in Xinghua Park?Later, in order to surprise him and make him happy, she tried her best to design the park as a peach blossom park.

Shu Yawang strolled in the park, the park was very beautiful, like a paradise, peach blossoms and apricot blossoms bloomed alternately, with the wind blowing from time to time, the petals fell all over the ground.She walked through the fountain square, and the children in the square were chasing white pigeons and smiling brightly. A teenage girl led a seven or eight-year-old beautiful boy and ran past her.She couldn't help but look back at them, beautiful white doves flew up, angel feathers fell from the sky, the corners of the girl's skirt fluttered, and her smile was bright.She stopped, raised her hand to catch the falling feathers, and scratched the little boy's neck maliciously. The little boy covered his neck and glared at her angrily. She continued to scratch him with a smile, and the little boy raised his hand to fight back. The girl turned and ran, and the two chased in the middle of the square. The pure and bright laughter spread far and wide.

Shu Ya looked at them raptly, and suddenly remembered that when she and Xia Mu first met, it was the same way, she always bullied him, and he pounced on her angrily, he was so cute at that time.

Shu Yawang turned her head and silently smiled wryly.

It would be great if we could keep the happiness of childhood and grow up slowly day by day.

There are peach blossoms blooming everywhere in the park, colorful and colorful. She walked slowly along the lake and saw a delicate octagonal pavilion in the distance. She walked over and raised her head.

Sure enough, the plaque on the pavilion reads: There are trees in summer, looking at heaven in elegance.

Shu Yawang looked at the plaque and was speechless for a long time, her heart throbbed tightly.Why?Why can't he take a look at the paradise she designed for him?Why can't he take a look with her... Just one look, he can understand that she really loves him, loves him so much, just like she said herself, she really wants to be with him.

Why can't he take a look?

How can this beautiful paradise be called paradise without him?

"Yawang."

Among the gorgeous peach blossoms, there seemed to be Xia Mu's cold voice.Shu Yawang suddenly turned her head to look, as if she saw him standing among the peach blossoms looking at her with slightly pursed lips, just like before.

Shu Yawang's nose was slightly sour, and tears fell down.

Uncle Zheng stepped forward nervously and asked, "Yawang, what's wrong with you?"

Shu Yawang bit her lip and said softly, "I don't know why, but I miss him so much all of a sudden."

If she could have seen it clearly earlier, if he was willing to believe her back then, if he hadn't left back then...

But, after all, there is no if...

Sometimes, once missed is a lifetime.

Meet again, is there an afterlife?
(End of this chapter)