There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 274

Mo Nianchen drove all the way around the entire city of Y, lap after lap, everything that was familiar seemed to have her imprint on it.I don't know how long I drove before I parked the car aside.

He started to walk for a long time, walking through every street that he walked with her, thinking of her smiling expression, her sad expression, her disgusted expression, her angry expression, many, many...

But every time he tried to reach out and grab her, she would burst like a bubble before his eyes...

Gradually, he stopped trying to touch this beautiful bubble. Such a phantom, reflected in his eyes, even if it was a mirage, could accompany him for a long, long time.

Recently, he would often go to the street where they walked since they were young, and feel the feeling of passing her by countless times...

Time flies by bit by bit, and it turns out that this is the feeling of time passing by...

He always thought that there was still a long time, but every happiness is so short, fleeting...

This person, whom he has always loved but never loved him, is finally going to leave his world completely?
While walking, Mo Nianchen carried his memory and felt her breath, and unknowingly came to the place where he used to live.

At that time, he lived alone next door to Li's house, so he would often go to her house to play.

At this time, no one lived here, and the courtyard was locked.

He took a key and opened the previous home.

The memories rushing to his face seemed to suffocate him...

Eight-year-old him, five-year-old her.

16-year-old him, 13-year-old her.

Him, 15-year-old her.

19-year-old him, 16-year-old her.

20-year-old him, 17-year-old her...

The memory stops at the year when she was 17 years old.All the good and bad things were all tied into a knot, stuffed deep in his memory, he thought he would never touch it, nor would he untie it.

But at this moment, the overwhelming memories, so, so clear, brought him back to those years, the time he spent with her...

When he was eight years old, his life was hanging by a thread. In order to save him, she was drenched in rain and fell seriously ill. He remembered her, but she forgot him.

From then on, he started a long journey to create a sense of presence in her life.

He destroyed her beloved toys, tore off her favorite clothes, and drove away all the opposite sex around her. He was always trying to get close to her, but she always pushed her away.

I don't know when he became the person she hates the most...

He thought that after a long time, she would change her mind one day, but after many years, she hated her more and more.

When he was 20 years old, she actually sent him a special letter of resignation, tearing up all the past between him and her, and then flew away!

He will never forget the scene at that time...

Ouyang and the others didn't understand why when he received a confession letter, he asked her to forget the content of the letter and keep it by his side.

Because... that was simply a letter of resignation!

His self righteous confession letter!
Back then, his parents came to him and said they would pick him up to go abroad. On that day, he received a letter from her. He thought it was delivered by her for someone else, and he was about to throw it away, but it fell at his feet. , only to find that it was her handwriting.

He thought that she suddenly became enlightened and wrote him a love letter. He happily told his parents that he wanted to protect what he wanted to protect, and excitedly called Ouyang to say that he had finally received the love letter!
Unexpectedly, when I opened it, I found that it was actually a letter of resignation!She is leaving!So I specially wrote a letter to stimulate him!

Even though he always wanted to forget the content of that letter, but that letter often appeared in his mind, and he played the five years of losing her whereabouts over and over again.

She writes:

'Mo Nianchen, you are the best devil in my life!As long as I like something, you will always want to destroy it.You snatch the toy I like and smash it in front of my eyes. '

'The clothes I like, you buy them and burn them in front of my eyes. '

'The boy I like, you catch it and destroy it in front of my eyes. '

'Meeting you is the nightmare of my life. From childhood to adulthood, you seem to live only to humiliate me. '

'What you say most often is that you hate me! '

'...I...why...you...'

'...studying abroad...filling out the application form for studying abroad. '

'If you... don't see...today. '

'Tomorrow I will leave, and I will completely forget you. '

……

Although some of the handwriting in the middle was soaked by rain, he still found it so dazzling! !No matter how narcissistic he is, he will no longer be so confident that these words are confessing to him!

All his hopes were gone, and there was nothing but unbelievable pain in his smile.

He, who was so arrogant back then, was blown away by her letter and his self-esteem was wiped out.

study abroad?She is going to study abroad? !So you came here to write him a letter of resignation?
He thought that he would be very angry and break up with her at worst, but at that moment he realized that he really couldn't bear to part with her.

He saw the letter saying that she would leave the country soon, so he got up and chased her out, and even used a helicopter to rush to the airport...

He wanted to confess to her before she left...No matter what, he wanted to keep her...

result--

He caught up!

How he congratulated himself on his luck, that everything wasn't too bad, and that he wasn't too late.

He told her that as long as she forgot the letter, he could let the past go and let her stay by his side.

He felt that this was almost a confession, and he didn't care about the letter of resignation she sent him before she left!As long as she stays!

He has kept her so lowly, but what did she say?
—You know how much I hate you, you ruined my whole childhood!Now I'm finally free from you!From now on, I will never have your participation in my life!do not worry!I will forget that letter!There is no need to stay by your side!So farewell!
He was more touched when he heard what she said than when he saw the letter. How much did she hate him to be able to do this?
Does she hate him that much?Before leaving, I gave him a letter of severance, saying how glad I was to leave him. He said he wanted her to stay, but she actually said she hated him! !
But he couldn't fucking let her go.

Thinking that everything he did would not be responded to or recognized, he immediately became anxious, dragged her to him, and kissed her forcefully!

He thought that his efforts might be responded to, and he could express his love for her in the most direct way...

Who knew that not only did she not take back her dislike for her, but she hated him even more! ! ——
[ps: The matter of the confession letter five years ago will be revealed soon, dear friends, give me the monthly pass! ~~】

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