There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 275 It's her, but it's still not his!
He tried his best to express his love with a kiss, but when he opened his eyes, he saw her disgusted expression!His self-esteem seemed to be disintegrated at that moment, and he asked her: I let you stay, what else do you want?

How did she answer?
Not only did she not change her mind, she even told him that he was the person she hated the most in her life, and she would hate him for the rest of her life!

— How much do you want me to hate you?you have done it!You are the person I hate the most in my life, and I will hate you forever!
This was the only girl he had ever liked in his life. He had just begun to fall in love and gave her all his first love without giving others a chance, but she gave him a hot slap in the face!

So many people like him, but he only loves her.

So many people like him, but she despises him!
The fact that he liked her rotted in his heart like this, because she hated him!

And just like that, he thwarted...

Just like that, she escaped...

He waited for her at the same spot for a long time, expecting her to return on the next flight, expecting her change of heart...

However, for seven whole days, he stayed at the airport for seven whole days, no matter who tried to persuade him, he refused to leave, but she never came back.

Afterwards, he went abroad with his parents. He couldn't wait for her, and after all he still refused to give up, so he started calling her number, but there, it was never in the service area, and no one answered...

No one answered, no one responded, he was finally sure that he was completely abandoned by her...

He couldn't save her, so he chose to indulge himself.

He has thought countless times, if time goes back, will he let her escape from his world like this for five full years.

During those five years, he kept looking for her shadow in different women, trying to piece together a complete version of her, but in the end he found that there was no way to piece it together.

She is her, no one can replace her!
So, when she came back, it seemed that the deep undercurrent in his heart was ignited like this...

He thought he hated her, but found that he couldn't fall in love with anyone else except her.

His tormenting of her was nothing more than his own punishment.

He finally compromised with her again, compromised with her again and again... But all he got was her disgust...

How frivolous can you be when you are young?If you think you love someone, you must love forever, if you think that you love someone, you must desperately make that person fall in love with you too.

He had thought that she would always fall in love with him, and it was just a matter of time.

However, he didn't understand until he lost it again...

After all, she was just gravel that he couldn't hold in his hands.

She asked him when he fell in love with her, how did she know, the first time he met her, he had already determined that she was the only one in his life.

No matter how much she disdains him, he still can only love her.

When he was able to say that he loved her for the first time, she was still asking about the letter back then. He thought that she didn't love him, it was impossible to love him, and she was reminding him time and time again that she didn't love her. May fall in love with him.

But he still wanted to make this illusion last longer, thinking that she also loved him.

When she nodded in agreement, so reluctantly, he still pretended to turn a blind eye... wanting to give her the best of everything in the world.However, he found that he can't give her anything anymore...

So he finally figured out that maybe letting her go was the best thing for her.While she had just fallen in love with him, while she hadn't loved him deeply, while she could leave his world and forget about him, he decided to let her go...

However, he didn't understand why she kept coming back to him again and again...

She wouldn't know how many times he wanted to hug her tightly and tell her, it's not like this, it's not like this, in fact, he has always liked her...never only liked her...

He finally recovered, but there was no time to tell her what he said.

Maybe she doesn't want to hear it either...

Otherwise, why hide and prevent him from finding it.

Before, he always found her so easily.

But this time, unexpectedly, he couldn't find her no matter what.

Does it mean that before, she had always hoped that he could find her, that's why he could find her so easily.

And now, she doesn't want him to find her anymore...

Why, he is still reluctant to...

So, so reluctant...

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While reminiscing, Mo Nianchen walked through the room full of memories, and then went to the next door.

Open the door next door and walk to the attic step by step.

That's where she used to live, where there was her imprint, her fragrance.

Mo Nianchen came to Li Shengxia's room and touched her used desk and wardrobe with her fingers... It seemed that her smell still lingered in the air.

Light, jasmine-like fragrance.

They say that the flower language of jasmine is 'you are mine'.

Yes, he is hers.Attracted by this unbridled self-confidence, bewitched by this deadly aroma.

But she is still not his...

Mo Nianchen opened a cabinet and found that there were many things in his memory.

A broken toy, a torn piece of clothing...

She still keeps them?

Is it to keep counting the 'crimes' he committed?

He was about to close the cabinet when he saw a music box inside...

He had seen this music box!

He's sure he's seen it!

He remembered that many years ago, there was a time when she seemed to like this music box, and every time she passed the window cabinet, she would stay there for a long time.

Listen to the music box singing over and over again...

'Love you this decision, although very difficult, I do not say sorry. '

Seeing that she liked it very much, he bought it and planned to give it to her, but unexpectedly, she found it in his drawer first.

So he didn't know why he went crazy, probably because he was afraid that if he said he bought it specially, she would definitely not want it, so he casually said that it was given by someone else, and put on a nonchalant expression and said he gave it to her .

Unexpectedly, she didn't want it anyway, so he threw it away in a fit of anger...

Yes, he obviously threw it away, how could it appear here?

Mo Nianchen felt as if something fleeting flashed through his mind...

He didn't know how long it took him to fix the broken music box.

He saw the two dolls on the music box embracing and spinning, dancing, just like the waltz he and she danced back then.

He heard a voice singing inside:

'I try to think of you laughing and crying, let myself love you deeply and then learn to give up, I don't want to forget you, even if I can, I'd rather remember all the sadness. '

"It doesn't matter if I try hard to think of you. I will bravely lose you with blessings and gratitude. I love you. Although it is difficult, I will not say I am sorry..."

This song was played over and over again, and he seemed to see her shadow in the music box...

He put the music box aside, and found that there was a diary-like book in the cabinet——

(End of this chapter)