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Chapter 11 The Secret of Beauty

Cheng Zheng muddled through and returned to the classroom smoothly. The self-study had already started for a few minutes, but luckily the teacher was not there.He walked back to his seat calmly, and the sympathetic eyes in the classroom did not affect his good mood at all.As soon as he sat down, several boys who had a good relationship with him around him winked and asked about what happened in a low voice. Cheng Zheng flicked them away like chasing flies, and pulled out the math homework due tomorrow.

"Don't pretend to me." Zhou Ziyi didn't have a good time this time, he pressed Cheng Zheng's shoulder down curiously, and whispered: "Brother, to be honest, you didn't beat her up just now, did you? "

"Tch!" Cheng Zheng pushed his hands off his shoulders, disdainful to answer such a silly question... But what Zhou Ziyi said was right, he was indeed "pretending".It seems that there are flaws in the inspection work, but in fact the soul is still dangling on the path just now.What is the taste of her lips? Why can't I remember it now? I just remember that when I put it on, a white light exploded in my head. Other than that, there was nothing else. The pain on my calf at this moment was even worse Really, it's really frustrating.

Zhou Ziyi laughed dryly and said, "If you want me to tell you, don't take it too seriously, even though it's a great shame for any man..."

Cheng Zheng smiled and said, "Get out, don't bother me."

Zhou Ziyi said puzzledly: "Hey, just tell me what's wrong, don't hold back. You smile so radiantly, brother, I'm scared when I see it, will you be used by 'Xiaofang'? What... You must be stupid for taking sanitary napkins."

"Fuck you." Cheng Zheng gave him a warning look, "Don't keep calling her 'Xiaofang', what do you mean!"

"Hi!" Zhou Ziyi became even more excited when he heard that, "He's defending her now, tsk tsk! Cheng Zheng, Cheng Zheng, you are either over-stimulated, or..."

"What is it?" Cheng Zheng smiled.

"Hey, maybe you really like 'Xiaofang'... No no, you like Su Yunjin?"

"What's the use of me having a crush on her, and they don't necessarily have a crush on me." Cheng Zheng looked depressed.

Zhou Ziyi carefully observed Cheng Zheng's expression to make sure that he was not joking or sarcasm. "You really admit it?"

"So what, no way!" Cheng Zheng said boldly.

No matter how low the voice was, it could not conceal Zhou Ziyi's astonishment and excitement. "Okay, you. I found out that something is wrong with you. Let me tell you, you won't let Meng Xue sit in front of you. She's here, and you're out of your mind. You're begging for trouble all day long, lest others don't know who you are. She Passing by, the ball under your feet will not be sent to the goal, and even the ball will rush to others while kicking and kicking.

She has something to do at home, and you donated all of my breakfast money.You are so mean! "

When Cheng Zheng was pointed out by him, he couldn't help becoming a little annoyed: "Stop talking nonsense, don't you agree?" He seemed to have suddenly remembered something, squinted his eyes at Zhou Ziyi, and said in a low voice, "You shouldn't...she was on the court that day What are you looking at you for? I warn you..."

"Damn it!" Zhou Ziyi almost jumped up, and seeing sideways glances, he lowered his voice and said, "I died unjustly in the blue sky. Not everyone's vision is as 'unique' as yours. But... Then again, maybe she looks at me because she thinks I'm more handsome than you...does she really look at me?"

Cheng Zheng wished he could kick this narcissist onto the blackboard.But he actually has no grudges against Zhou Ziyi in his heart, because he is too aware of his friend's aesthetic level, Su Yunjin's type is really not Zhou Ziyi's good taste.Besides, even if the person Su Yunjin was looking at was really Zhou Ziyi, he was not worried now, he was afraid that she would be hard-hearted, if she would be tempted by others, then he would be sure to "turn her gaze back".What does Zhou Ziyi know? Has he ever seen her cry?Has he tasted her tears?Did he... kiss her on the mouth?Had he been kicked in the shin by her?Thinking of this, he felt complacent again that was not humane.It seemed that since then, there really was some kind of special connection between him and her than others.

Seeing that he ignored him, Zhou Ziyi sighed, "Look at you smiling like a high official of Ximen. Pan Jinlian is like a flower and jade, what does Su Yunjin have? You actually fell in love with her. If Meng Xue knew, she wouldn't die of anger." You have to suffocate to death."

Cheng Zheng didn't bother to answer, he just pretended he didn't hear.Zhou Ziyi got bored with it, so he stopped chattering.Cheng Zheng checked his homework again, and was lost in a daze again.Some things are just so subtle. After she turned her head and walked away in the aisle that day, he was restless all night. He didn't even remember what Zhou Ziyi and the others said later, his mind was full of those eyes.He guessed that she must be from the class next door, but he had never discovered the existence of this person before.From that day on, no matter whether he was sitting in the classroom or in the corridor, he consciously or unconsciously tried to search for her shadow among the girls wearing the same school uniform, and even turned around to ask Zhou Ziyi about this person, but even the so-called Zhou Ziyi of "Girl's Friends" has no impression of her.

Indeed, as Zhou Ziyi said, what's so special about her?It's just one of the "village girl Xiaofang" that Ziyi and the others call her. She's rustic, not particularly beautiful, and has a very boring personality. She can't be found by throwing it on the street with a magnifying glass.There were so many people in the aisle that day, why did everyone turn a blind eye, but he was the only one who was electrocuted?What kind of strange magnetic field is this?Is it just because it was him who she bumped into, because she brushed him away as contemptuously as a puppy, and because of her bright eyes when she looked back?These are not reasons.

But he just remembered her.There are so many girls passing by every day, some he knows, some he doesn't know, some taller or shorter than her, as long as he takes a look, he can clearly know that it's not her.On the first day of the third year of high school, when he saw her walk into the classroom he was in, he almost reached out and pinched his thigh. He seemed happy, but soon he said hello to her and Meng Xue, and walked away expressionlessly. Open, didn't even look at myself and was unhappy.

When adjusting the seat, when Su Yunjin hesitantly walked towards the seat in front of him with her schoolbag in her arms, Cheng Zheng's heartbeat was so fast that he felt ashamed, and he was so nervous that he could only pretend to bury his head in the pile of books, scribbling with the tip of his pen on the draft After drawing for a long time, it was full of unconscious lines, messy and entangled. He didn't even dare to raise his head or breathe too quickly, for fear that his eagerness would scare her away.He didn't like girls sitting next to him, because most of them were noisy and troublesome, and even Meng Xue who wanted to occupy that seat was chased away by him with a vicious voice, but she was different from anyone else.When Zhou Ziyi said intentionally or unintentionally that girls were not allowed to sit in that seat, he was so embarrassed that he said ugly words without thinking.At that time, Su Yunjin looked back at him angrily, and while he was flustered, he actually had a kind of joy that was close to masochistic.Only then would she notice his presence, and only then would she focus on him.That's why he kept finding faults again and again, and would rather be hated by her than be ignored by her.

He mocked her for being stupid, but he just hoped that she would ask: "Can you teach me?"

Calling her stupid is because she can't bear to see her being bullied by other girls.

Shaking her stool, poking her back with a pen, deliberately throwing sweat on her body, all in order to make her turn around and talk red-faced. She leaned hard against his desk, turning the auxiliary line in his geometry textbook into a parabola , but at that time he only noticed the ends of her hair hanging on his desk.A few bad words are just to drive away the strange turmoil in my heart.In physical education class, when the boys were taking a break, they formed a group to comment on the "Eight Great Dinosaurs" in the class. Someone casually mentioned: "Actually, I think Su Yunjin should look good if she dresses up." Almost immediately he said, "Mom! A pig can become Chang'e by just dressing up." Others only said that he didn't like Su Yunjin, but he knew that he just didn't like other boys commenting on her, just like he didn't like his private treasure being watched by others, he was selfish He hoped that only he could see her benefits.

There was an accident at her family, and he was more anxious than anyone else. He bought bread, dropped money on purpose, secretly stuffed meal tickets into her desk, and donated all his pocket money to make her life better.She had strong self-esteem, and he couldn't hold back his face to speak softly. No matter how good his intentions were, his mouth became harsh. Afterwards, he often wanted to slap his mouth with the sole of his shoe, but the next time there was still no improvement.

Cheng Zheng tried every means to get Su Yunjin to notice him, but Su Yunjin always shrinks herself into a light gray shadow, others can easily ignore her existence, and she doesn't care much about others, sadly, this "other" Cheng Zheng is often included.She never took the initiative to appear on the stadium where girls cheered for him, and did not participate in the "discussion" around him. Sometimes he would rather be patient and listen to the girls who didn't even understand the most basic rules of the game talking about football. Wished she'd glanced over at the buzzing scene here, but she never had.He walked past her countless times, and she didn't even shake the ends of her hair for him.

Cheng Zheng wants to save face, and refuses to admit that he has a special affection for her. Every day in the classroom, he forces himself to ignore her while expecting her attention.He didn't dare to think about the deep meaning in it.Zhou Ziyi and the others were holding the magazine and looking at those protruding bikini girls, they couldn't stop smacking their tongues, but Cheng Zheng felt that Su Yunjin's thin back, straight waist, and faintly protruding from under the thinly washed blue school uniform The thin white shoulder straps make people blush and feel thirsty.He didn't dare to mention to anyone that this scene and her eyes when looking back appeared in his dreams more than once, and after waking up, his clothes next to his body were in a mess. The more so, when he was sitting behind Su Yunjin and secretly watching her, The more there is a kind of private and sweet bewilderment.

All this finally came to light today, and it turned out that it was only because he liked her, and it had always been like this.It's so simple, it's so obvious that it took him more than half a year and doing so many stupid things to figure it out.While Cheng Zheng was suddenly enlightened, he also had to doubt his IQ for the first time.But it's all right now, and he won't have to play hide-and-seek anymore.To like is to like, it should be clear and upright.This is the way he is used to.

Cheng Zheng just flipped through his homework book, with a cloudy expression on his face, and ignored Zhou Ziyi, who was snickering maliciously.Halfway through a self-study period, the teacher in charge of the class sat on the podium. She found that there was an empty seat in the classroom, so she asked the monitor where Su Yunjin was.This time it was good, the squad leader hadn't said a word yet, and the eyes of the whole class all looked at Cheng Zheng in unison.Cheng Zheng scratched his head, still trying to figure out how to prevaricate. At this time, Mo Yuhua, who was sitting in the front row, took the initiative to hand a leave slip to the teacher, and explained a few words in the teacher's ear.Both being female, the chemistry teacher on duty nodded and didn't ask any further questions.

Cheng Zheng was relieved, and on the way home, Meng Xue kept arguing for him, saying that Su Yunjin's behavior was too insulting, and asked what happened after Cheng Zheng followed him out.Cheng Zheng also didn't want to talk to her too much, so he dismissed it in a few words. When he got home, he didn't feel like eating the supper specially cooked by his mother. Hot and salty tears, mouth slightly opened after being stunned.He seemed to use too much force when he rushed over, and it hurt his lower lip.Did she close her eyes? Although she kicked herself, she didn't say anything. She should, shouldn't hate him too much.Did she hear what he said at the end... He suddenly felt like a woman, he threw the pillow on the ground impetuously and mended it again.After hastily washing up, she was looking forward to tomorrow's early arrival, she would never stay in the dormitory any longer.When the two met, she would give him a slap or two, or call him a "rogue". This at least proved that the kiss really existed, and it wasn't just an empty dream he imagined.

In the early morning of the next day, Cheng Zheng couldn't wait to go to school. He waited and waited. The morning reading started, but the seat in front of him was still empty.It wasn't until the afternoon that Zhou Ziyi told him the news he had heard from elsewhere: Someone came from Su Yunjin's house and asked for a leave of absence for something, and Lao Sun agreed.I heard that her father's illness may be more ominous than good.

(End of this chapter)