Xinyiwu: Originally

Chapter 10
When Su Yunjin walked into the classroom at night, she could clearly notice that her presence caused many students to start whispering, with secret smiles on their faces.Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, and things that are slightly tainted with ambiguity quickly become the most boring topic for everyone in the dull third year of high school.In the dormitory not long ago, Zhou Jing tried her best to "praise" her "playing hard to get" trick was really clever, and Su Yunjin didn't argue with her, the more it described, the darker it became.But she couldn't tell whether it was because she was feeling uncomfortable in her heart or her body. After returning to the dormitory, she always felt weak all over, like a puppet whose connections had been pulled out of her body.This strange feeling did not get better with the beginning of the evening self-study. Not long after, she felt a hot current gushing out between her thighs while sitting in the classroom, and her waist and abdomen were in heavy pain.

It was really a leaky house and it rained all night, and all kinds of unpleasant things happened one after another. She almost forgot that it was the "those days" of every month.After finally making it to the halfway break, Su Yunjin dug out a spare sanitary napkin from her schoolbag and wanted to run to the bathroom, but she couldn't find a pocket where the sanitary napkin could be hidden in her underwear, so she grabbed a piece of it wisely. Book, put the sanitary napkin in the book, and hurried to the door of the classroom.

Because she was running with her head down, and was running in a hurry, near the door of the classroom, someone suddenly stood in front of her and refused to leave. Su Yunjin didn't have time to brake, and almost bumped into her.

"Are you rushing to reincarnate?" Upon hearing Cheng Zheng's voice, Su Yunjin felt like her head would explode, why did she encounter this magic star everywhere.

"Tsk tsk, look at you, your face is as pale as a ghost, why, do you feel guilty when you see me?"

Su Yunjin tried to avoid him, and said in a low voice, "It's ridiculous, why should I feel guilty?"

Just as Cheng Zheng was about to speak, his body staggered when he was bumped from behind. He almost fell towards Su Yunjin. Su Yunjin had no way to retreat, so she instinctively retracted her body. Fortunately, he stabilized quickly.I saw Zhou Ziyi running in from the aisle behind Cheng Zheng, and apologized without sincerity for his collision: "I'm sorry." At the end, he blinked at Cheng Zheng as if deliberately asking for credit.Cheng Zheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and when he came back to his senses, he found that Su Yunjin was looking at Zhou Ziyi intentionally or unintentionally, recalling her attitude of avoiding him just now, he felt very uncomfortable, and said, "It's useless for you to see him, who would?" See you?"

Su Yunjin didn't quite understand the meaning of his words, but she could hear the contempt.But just now, after being startled and suddenly, she felt the heat surge in her lower body again, she didn't dare to consume any more, and squeezed out of the gap beside him anxiously.

"Excuse me, I'm going to the bathroom."

"You have a problem, go to the bathroom and read a book?"

Su Yunjin panicked, her face became even uglier, and she unconsciously hid her hand holding the book behind her back.Seeing her strange expression, Cheng Zheng became even more suspicious, and would not give up unless he found out, so he couldn't help but snatch the book from her hand.

"Or this "A Brief Analysis of Classical Chinese"? You..."

Before he finished speaking, Cheng Zheng was taken aback by Su Yunjin who was bullying him to snatch the book, and he subconsciously dodged away by taking advantage of his height.

Speaking of it, Cheng Zheng didn't have to make Su Yunjin angry, but when Su Yunjin was not emotional, it seemed that there was an invisible high wall built around Su Yunjin, on which was written "No visit".He felt that she didn't take him seriously at all, so he angrily repeated the old tricks and made trouble for her.Who knew that today's Su Yunjin didn't respond to his provocations as passively as in the past. She was fanatically obsessed with taking back that "A Brief Analysis of Classical Chinese".The two fought and dodged, and between tugging, the book was still held high in Cheng Zheng's hand, but a small piece of white matter fell off the page, brushed his straight nose, and fell on the floor of the classroom.

Cheng Zheng stared at the thing on the ground in a daze for five seconds. During this period, Su Yunjin suddenly became quiet and stared at him.Shock, shame, anger, suppressed emotions, unbearable grievances, and even the uneasiness caused by her father's serious illness... All the negative emotions in her heart were like floods bursting banks, and they rushed to her face with the force of thousands of troops and swept away. Everything related to reason.She leaned over and slowly picked up the sanitary napkin, lightly dusted the dust on it, then patted it on the bewildered face in front of everyone, and said hysterically: "You If you like this, don’t you, well, I’ll give it to you!”

The entire classroom was suddenly silent, and Cheng Zheng seemed to be able to hear the slight sound of the poor sanitary napkin slipping from his cheek and falling to the floor again.Before he could react, the instigator had already rushed out of the classroom at a speed of [-] meters.

He didn't have time to think about it, he picked up the thing and chased it out.

Su Yunjin didn't go to the bathroom, but ran towards the girls' dormitory. Cheng Zheng caught up with her in the middle of the long path between the teaching building and the dormitory area.He grabbed her arm, forcing her to stop after a brief struggle.She looked up at him panting, her hair disheveled and her face stained with tears.

Cheng Zheng was frightened by Su Yunjin's tears. He had seen Su Yunjin's indifference, seen her suppressed anger, and seen her silence and avoidance more. The only strange thing was her tears, which melted as before under the white streetlights. of ice and snow.She had previously said she would not cry in front of "someone like him".In Su Yunjin's heart, what kind of person is he, or does he exist in her heart?
After chasing her all the way, Cheng Zheng's mind was blank, he didn't know why he followed her, but his intuition couldn't let him run away like this.There is a strange thing in his heart, as eager as breathing, more eager than heartbeat, what is it, he can't say it, but he can't hide it anymore, he wants her to see it! !
However, now Su Yunjin was standing less than ten centimeters away from him, tears streaming down her face, her eyes full of sadness and bewilderment.She has always had a pair of beautiful eyes, dark and beautiful, but these eyes are so close at this moment, but they can't see anything.For the first time, he realized that he was so useless, and he didn't know what to express at all. After holding back for a long time, he finally squeezed out a sentence: "...that... I heard, I heard that you girls have been running violently these days Stomach hurts."

Su Yunjin shook her head in amazement, as if she was looking at a lunatic, tears poured out more rapidly.

"Cheng Zheng, if I offend you somewhere, no matter what the reason is, can I apologize?"

"How am I not as good as him?" In a hurry, he had already forgotten the so-called logic that he was proud of, and said whatever came to his mind, and he couldn't choose what to say.

"Which one, I don't even know what you're talking about?"

"Tell me, you bumped into me in the corridor that day, why did you pretend that you didn't know me afterwards, did you look at me or him when you turned around that day?"

He could never forget that night at the end of his sophomore year of high school, when he was joking with Zhou Ziyi in the corridor, she bumped into him just like that, and finally pushed him away like an obstacle.The companions all used this to make fun of him, and that was all. After a while, when she returned, she even looked back at him provocatively.At first, he just felt baffled, but at that time, her expression was so special, her mouth was tightly pursed, her fair face was flushed with a strange blush, she looked calm and quiet, but her eyes seemed to be burning with two clusters of fire.It was these eyes that scorched him repeatedly, allowing him to have the boy's first secret in a ignorant manner.He has been relying on the instinct in his heart to get close to her, but she just wants to treat him as a stranger.Could it be that she has been wrong all along, from the beginning to the end, the person in Su Yunjin's eyes is not him, but Zhou Ziyi, who has always been by his side and is more attractive to girls than him?
Su Yunjin burst into tears and said, "When did I see you? I didn't know you at all before I was divided into classes."

Cheng Zheng didn't want to believe it, but her appearance in front of him definitely didn't look like she was lying.Why is it like this, you have such a deep memory of a person, but that person can feel nothing.He has never encountered such a thing. The effects of forces are mutual, and chemical formulas are also reciprocal. Shouldn't energy be conserved?Why did she set his world on fire while she remained calm.

"Cheng Zheng, I beg you, I'm nothing, I can't compare to you in anything, and you still think I'm not ridiculous enough? Tell me, what will it take to give up, and tell me so that I can have a good time!" At this moment Su Yunjin no longer had the previous impulse, she burst into tears, and after she said the words, she only felt a tired relief.

Cheng Zheng couldn't get relief, the strange feeling in his heart was about to move, trapped between a heart and a mouth, making him like an ant on a hot pot, only suffering from not being able to take it out of his chest and present it to her. .

Since it was the time for evening self-study, there was no one on this small road except them. The pale street lamps pulled their figures into two entangled shadows. From time to time, a slight night wind passed by, causing the leaves on the side of the road to make a fine sound. , as if asking again and again on behalf of others: "What is going on? What is going on..."

Cheng Zheng also asked himself the same question repeatedly, and even wanted to have a good time more than she did.Before the brain could come up with an answer, his lips unexpectedly landed on Su Yunjin's eyes, cool and bitter, they were her tears.

Su Yunjin was completely stunned, her whole body froze there, only her hands instinctively pressed against his chest to resist.However, the moment her palm was pressed against Cheng Zheng's chest, the strange feeling in Cheng Zheng's heart seemed to have found the answer and the destination, and it suddenly became clear like the sun was shining through the clouds.His lips left her eyes and landed on her lips, rolling jerky, joyful and eager.So... so it is!
It was not until he felt a sharp pain in the tibia of his calf that Cheng Zheng painfully relaxed her.Su Yunjin was able to break free, took two steps back tremblingly, wiped her lips vigorously with her hand, but couldn't erase the shock and embarrassment on her face, she turned around and ran away in a daze.

This time Cheng Zheng didn't chase after her, he turned to her back and said loudly, "Su Yunjin, I...I like you, that's it!"

Cheng Zheng didn't know if she heard it, the depression in his heart was swept away, and the haze of confusion also disappeared.Su Yunjin's people had long been out of sight, and he was still standing there for a while, when suddenly a flashlight shone on his face.

"Which class are you in? Didn't you hear the class bell?" Fox, the teacher on duty on patrol, asked.

"Oh... Teacher, I dropped something just now, so I'll go back now." Cheng Zheng replied, covering the light with one hand.

The teacher on duty muttered: "Why are you laughing when you drop something?"

"Ah?" Cheng Zheng touched his face inexplicably, and was shocked to find that he had been smiling weirdly before, "I picked it up again, so... I'm going back."

(End of this chapter)