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Chapter 9 My Own Daydreams

The third year of senior high school is a period of ups and downs. The more you swim to the second half, the water level will get deeper.Although Su Yunjin's family has undergone tremendous changes, she is also required to focus on her studies and put aside other things for the time being. She can only use the half-day break on Sunday afternoon to go to the hospital to talk to her father.She wanted to tell her father some interesting stories in school, but found that the same content was repeated every day: class, get out of class, school, and class again... It turned out that her life was so boring.But no matter what she said, Dad looked at her so intently, maybe he didn't care what she said at all, as long as he saw her was enough.

After entering April, the weather became warmer day by day, and the atmosphere in the classroom became more dignified day by day.There is relatively less time for teachers to explain in class, and more often students do their own questions and review, and the teacher is only responsible for answering questions.Looking around the classroom full of people, I can only see the heads stuck in the textbooks. The surrounding is very quiet, only the rustling sound of the pen tip, and the laughter from the direction of the playground seems very far away.Time seems to be frozen, like a deep dream, you know it will end, but when you are in it, it seems that it will never change.

"Hey, hello! Let me ask you, did you read the mock test paper I gave you just now?" Cheng Zheng poked the person in front of him lightly with a pen, and seeing that she didn't respond, he stretched out his hand to tug at the tip of her hair.

Su Yunjin's way of responding was just to turn sideways slightly, and said "um" before saying nothing more.

"You really watched it, and finished it?" Cheng Zheng asked suspiciously.

"Ah."

"you sure?"

Facing his persistent questioning, Su Yunjin was silent for a moment, and when she turned around, she was holding the mock test paper he gave her. "Or I'll give it back to you."

Cheng Zheng pushed back the test paper that was handed to him. "Why give it back to me? I've seen it a long time ago."

He felt a little bored, originally thought that the relationship between himself and Su Yunjin was basically normal, but after what happened to her father, something seemed wrong again.It's not appropriate to say that it's back to the original point, she doesn't seem to see him as an enemy anymore, but she definitely doesn't get along with her friends, she's just very... indifferent.Yes, it is absolute indifference.

No matter what Cheng Zheng said, Su Yunjin always dismissed him with "um", "oh" or similar monosyllables, and seldom asked him about his studies. He cares about, let alone get angry.At first Cheng Zheng thought it was because of her father's serious illness, so it was inevitable that he was in a bad mood, but he noticed that her attitude towards other people was the same as before, it seemed that she just alienated him.It wouldn't be because of her father falling in front of him that she would have trouble with him, would she?You must know that he didn't do anything, and he was shocked at the time, the conscience of heaven and earth!Cheng Zheng actually began to miss Su Yunjin who once stared at him hatefully, or argued with him with a blushing face.

This set of mock test papers was brought back by his mother through a friend from out of town. It is said that the question types in it are very representative. Cheng Zheng did it himself with a pencil. I asked Su Yunjin to study it carefully, and specially emphasized that she should read it carefully.

Su Yunjin reluctantly took the test paper back. She had already read more than half of the set of questions, but she really couldn't stand Cheng Zheng's inexplicable persistence.Sure enough, within 5 minutes, he patted her again with his textbook and said, "You should take a closer look."

Su Yunjin had the urge to tear up this test paper out of thin air. This is a good set of test questions, but how to look at it to make him shut up!Distraughtly, she turned over the test paper, but at this moment she suddenly discovered the mystery.

The blank space of a proof question on the lower right is filled with dense problem-solving steps, and the final proof result "∴∠PDE=60. Therefore, the plane angle of the dihedral angle P-AC-B is 60°" unexpectedly has a line behind it The small pencil characters are exactly Cheng Zheng's strong and scribbled handwriting, which read "Friday at 06:30 p.m. at the school football field."

This discovery made Su Yunjin inexplicably nervous. She glanced at her deskmate guiltily. Song Ming was concentrating on solving the problem.Even so, she still felt uncomfortable all over, bit her lower lip and read the simple words several times, and moved her stiff body on the stool.

"Yunjin, don't move around, you'd better finish reading it!" He is really a person who can't hold his breath and can't hide things in his heart. It cannot be engraved on the forehead.

"Oh." Su Yunjin said vaguely.

Cheng Zheng seemed to be a little angry: "I didn't ask you to perfunctory me."

"I've finished reading it!" Su Yunjin couldn't help but return the test paper to him.Cheng Zheng was still about to say something, but suddenly saw her red shell-like ears, hesitated for a while, and said with some embarrassment, "Just read it."

Although there is a make-up class on Saturday, the teacher tacitly allows senior students to "relax on the court occasionally" after school on Friday afternoon.Cheng Zheng and a group of boys with similar interests in the same grade often used this time to play friendly matches on the football field to vent their excess energy.

As soon as school was over that day, Cheng Zheng and Zhou Ziyi immediately went to change their jerseys. He came out of the bathroom and saw Su Yunjin going downstairs. go?"

He tried to say this in a casual tone, but the nervous look around gave him away.

"I still have something to do, I, I want to go back to the dormitory to wash my hair."

"You don't have lice on your head, why do you have to wash it today? Whether you go or not, all the girls in the class go."

He felt that his attitude was sincere enough, but Su Yunjin didn't appreciate it very much.Her voice was as low as a mosquito humming, but it floated clearly into his ears.

"I don't know anything about football, so it's not interesting to go there."

"Just learn if you don't know anything, can't you have some sports hobbies? You're lifeless like an old woman all day." Cheng Zheng's voice started to get louder, and he didn't care about being heard.

Su Yunjin kept walking: "Who says I don't like sports, I play Go."

Cheng Zheng was so annoyed that he stopped following her, and said harshly: "Su Yunjin, don't go if you have the ability, give me a try."

"What are you yelling into the air?" Zhou Ziyi, who had changed his clothes, patted Cheng Zheng curiously.

At this time, Su Yunjin had already descended to the first floor.Cheng Zheng shook his head vigorously: "Didn't say anything." He was vicious on the surface, but in fact he had no idea at all, and he was not sure what he would do to Su Yunjin if she really didn't go, after losing his temper with her, , It seems that the person who is depressed every time is himself.

After washing her hair slowly, Su Yunjin sat on the edge of the bed and put the food into her mouth mouthful.There were very few people in the dormitory today, only she and Mo Yuhua, who was practicing English listening while eating, were left alone. Neither of them spoke, and the noise of the distant stadium could be faintly heard from time to time in the quiet space.

She shouldn't have gone, she has no interest in football at all, and besides... it's useless to go.Su Yunjin's reason was very good, she was not afraid of Cheng Zheng's threat, but that line of pencil writing, which was lighter than other words, always appeared before her eyes, and those words could speak—"Are you coming? Are you coming? ..."

"Aren't you going?"

"Huh?" Su Yunjin almost didn't react, looking at Mo Yuhua who seemed to be concentrating on the sound from the earphones, not sure if she was talking to herself.

Mo Yuhua took off his earphones at this time, stood up and said slowly: "Let's go to the stadium together."

"I'm not very interested in this." Su Yunjin lowered her head, unconsciously poking the leftovers in the bowl with a spoon.She remembered that Mo Yuhua usually didn't pay much attention to these activities.

"Is the ball game really that good?" she asked confused.

Mo Yuhua suddenly smiled: "Who is really going to the football game?" She didn't care if Su Yunjin heard or not, she snatched the bowl from Su Yunjin's hand and put it on the table, "Let's go, don't dawdle Just treat it as accompanying me."

They came to the crowded football field, the game had already started for a while, there were many people standing beside them, many of them were girls, Su Yunjin remembered what Mo Yuhua said, and thought to herself, what are they looking at? Who is the excited expression for?
Mo Yuhua took her to a corner where she could see relatively well. Su Yunjin didn't know football, but only knew that boys in red and white jerseys were running back and forth on the field.Cheng Zheng was wearing a white jersey. He was tall and thin. His running posture was beautiful, and his youthful vigor couldn't be concealed.Su Yunjin easily found him in the wide field, but why did she subconsciously search for this person with her eyes?If she denies this, she has to admit that it is not difficult to spot Cheng Zheng among the boys who keep changing positions, he has always been an outstanding boy.

Cheng Zheng and Zhou Ziyi, a pair of good friends, are very eye-catching.The special thing about Zhou Ziyi is that behind his beautiful face, there seems to be a careless contempt for everything, he likes to laugh and play tricks, some people may think he is glib, but he is indeed better at grasping other people's minds, and also better at Make girls happy.

Cheng Zheng's good looks are "rigid" and bright, as if the world is bright and clear, everything is facing the sunny side, when he is not smiling, he is handsome and dignified, and when he smiles, he is innocent and hearty like a child.He doesn't like Zhou Ziyi who loves to be tired of girls like Zhou Ziyi. In addition to homework, he sees sports, but in the eyes of girls of this age, he is more charming.

After Mo Yuhua stood still, he didn't speak for a while, his eyes focused on following a certain point on the field, Su Yunjin was surprised to find that her roommate's not-so-beautiful face had a flowing radiance at the moment.

"Yu Hua, I didn't know you liked football so much before." Su Yunjin tried to discover the excitement of the game.

"Who said I like football." Mo Yuhua said it logically, Su Yunjin was taken aback, followed her gaze to lock on the figure she was staring at, and was surprised for no reason, the person she had been looking at was actually Zhou Ziyi?Nothing could have been more unexpected.Su Yunjin sneaked a look at Mo Yuhua as if asking for proof. The other party seemed to sense her curiosity, and said with a rare narrow expression: "I found out that I didn't come after someone from your family, so feel relieved."

Su Yunjin's face became hot: "What are you talking about?"

"You are what you think in your heart." Mo Yuhua said with a smile, but that smile was quickly diluted by the self-mockery on her face. He breathed a sigh of relief, and he still didn't forget to hang on to his dying day to dream. You must think it's ridiculous, how could it be possible for me and that person?"

"Actually, there is no..."

"It doesn't matter if you think that way." Mo Yuhua looked at the boy who was also wearing a white jersey frankly, as if the lively crowd around her had nothing to do with her, and there was only her and him in the huge stadium. "I'm not asking for 'possibles.' It's my own daydream, and it's just me."

Su Yunjin stared at the stadium in a daze for a while, and for a long time couldn't recover from the blockbuster Mo Yuhua dropped just now.Speaking of it, although she and Mo Yuhua had relatively more contact in class, they were not talkative people, nor could they talk to each other. She didn't understand why Mo Yuhua wanted to talk about the most private part of a girl's heart. Sharing her thoughts with herself, at least Su Yunjin asked herself that she didn't have the courage, if she was hiding a secret, and this secret was impossible in reality, then the only thing she would do at once was to pinch it thoroughly before it sprouted die in my heart.

"He saw you." Mo Yuhua pursed his lips and smiled.

Su Yunjin continued to pretend to be deaf and dumb.In fact, separated by more than half the distance of the field, they couldn't see the facial features and expressions of the people on the field clearly, and it was even more difficult for the players to identify one of them from the crowd of onlookers, but she also had an illusion that Cheng Zheng It was as if a smiling face appeared in their direction from afar.Perhaps also psychologically, his running has seemed more aggressive since then.

At this time, the game was coming to an end, Su Yunjin didn't know the score, and she had no idea of ​​the situation on the field. Suddenly, she heard a lot of people around her shouting nervously. Then she saw that the ball was at Cheng Zheng's feet, and he was away from one of the goals. very close.

She didn't have time to figure out what happened, she just felt that everything happened in an instant, and Mo Yuhua said in her ear: "I'm going to score." The girl's scream had already been heard, but in the next second, Cheng Zheng didn't He fell down near the goal without warning, disappointed sighs overwhelmed the cheers, someone blew the whistle, the end time was up, many people ran towards the place where Cheng Zheng fell after a brief surprise.

"What happened?" Mo Yuhua tugged on Su Yunjin's sleeve, "Go, go and have a look."

Su Yunjin subconsciously followed Mo Yuhua, and when they approached, Cheng Zheng was already surrounded by people.Through the gap between people, she saw Cheng Zheng sitting on the grass with his hands propped back, his face showing pain.Zhou Ziyi was stretching his leg muscles for him, and it looked like he was having cramps.Meng Xue's face turned pale with anxiety, and she squatted beside Cheng Zheng, asking non-stop.

When Cheng Zheng's eyes met Su Yunjin's inadvertently, he showed a bit of embarrassment. He put away his pained expression, and immediately waved his hands to show that he was fine. Sit back.

"This is not the time to be brave, be careful of muscle strain." Mo Yuhua, who has always been rigid and introverted on weekdays, couldn't stand it any longer. She separated the person in front and said to Zhou Ziyi, "You'd better put his Knee joints are straightened, grab the soles of your feet and press towards his body... no, it's this direction, use force."

Zhou Ziyi gave Mo Yuhua a suspicious look, but his subordinates still followed her instructions.

Probably because of the severe pain, Cheng Zheng didn't make a sound, but beads of sweat appeared on his forehead. Meng Xue searched her whole body in a panic, but couldn't find the handkerchief and tissue, so she just reached out and wiped his sweat with her sleeve.

"Are you sure this method works?" Zhou Ziyi asked Mo Yuhua.

Although Mo Yuhua had no expression on his face, the roots of his ears started to turn red, and his voice was not as calm as usual: "It says so in the book."

Su Yunjin stood behind her roommate, she guessed that Mo Yuhua's eyes must be bright at this moment.According to Mo Yuhua, she and Zhou Ziyi have been in the same class since the first year of high school, but according to their respective personalities, they probably don't have many opportunities to meet each other on weekdays.If we all know that there is no if, is such a short-term joy and palpitation good or bad?

Su Yunjin, who was immersed in her own thoughts, did not realize that Cheng Zheng had been watching her secretly.He tried his best to perform well in front of her, and he was about to become the hero of this competition, but he became a "bear" because of cramps. Although it was a bit embarrassing, she still came .

A kind of complicated joy just surged up in Cheng Zheng's heart, but it was a pity that it was quickly dispelled by Su Yunjin's absent-mindedness. He was a little unhappy, but found that her eyes actually bypassed him at this moment, and looked at Zhou Ziyi beside him.

Cheng Zheng couldn't believe it. Disappointment and reluctance mixed with frustration on the pitch, and confusion caused by her indifference made him frightened and angry. That feeling was worse than falling in front of the goal.Zhou Ziyi's stretching method started to have an effect under Mo Yuhua's suggestion, but Cheng Zheng instinctively wanted to retract his feet.

Meng Xue noticed his strangeness, turned her head and saw Su Yunjin standing outside the human wall.

"Don't move, it's not enough." She reproached in a low voice, helped Zhou Ziyi to press Cheng Zheng's leg, and put her body between Su Yunjin and him without leaving a trace.

Su Yunjin understood, and thought mockingly to herself, there is actually nothing wrong with her here.She didn't disturb Mo Yuhua, and walked away quietly by herself.

"Stop!" The voice came from behind, Su Yunjin's feet froze, but she quickened her pace in panic.

"Su Yunjin, don't tell me you're deaf." This time even her last luck was shattered.Su Yunjin didn't expect Cheng Zheng to have no scruples in front of many people.

"I told you to come and you refused, what do you mean by leaving now?" He gritted his teeth.

If it is said that he started shouting, it has attracted the attention of many people, and now it has attracted the attention of every pair of eyes present.Su Yunjin's neck was burning red, and she wished she could dig a hole in the ground.He really dared to say anything, and he didn't know what others would think when he heard such words.She didn't want to get entangled with him, as it would only add to the conversation of others, so she stopped for a moment, then continued walking without saying a word.

Her silence and avoidance hurt Cheng Zheng even more.He watched her go further and further away, unable to catch her, never knowing what she was thinking, any effort was in vain, no matter how wrong she was.

"Don't go!"

Su Yunjin started trotting while walking, Cheng Zheng angrily grabbed the football beside him and threw it towards her back. "Be careful." Mo Yuhua shouted.

Su Yunjin turned around and subconsciously stretched out her hand to protect her head and face. The ball hit her arm, it didn't hurt very much, but it made her feel double humiliated.She was not so flustered when she was so angry, she looked at Cheng Zheng coldly, as if she had been bitten by a dog, she turned around and walked away.

Zhou Ziyi felt that the spasm in Cheng Zheng's legs had eased, so he let go of his hand, coughed twice, put his hand on Cheng Zheng's shoulder, and said with a smile, "Forget it, why are you so angry? I'll help you up With good intentions, he and Meng Xue supported Cheng Zheng by one arm, but Cheng Zheng ruthlessly shook off their hands and struggled to stand up.Zhou Ziyi touched his nose inexplicably, not knowing why he became cannon fodder.

(End of this chapter)