Xinyiwu: Originally

Chapter 18 Emotion and Reason (1)
At the end of the freshman summer vacation, some activists among high school classmates came forward to organize a class reunion. As one of the organizers, Song Ming somehow managed to contact Su Yunjin and insisted on letting her attend.Su Yunjin didn't intend to go, but she thought in her heart: what are you afraid of? Isn't it because you want to overcome your shyness and introversion before, why not start now.If Shen Ju'an had encountered such a thing, he would definitely not have any psychological burden.

On the day of the party, Su Yunjin went to the provincial capital by car early in the morning.The activity was arranged in a park on the outskirts of the city, and everyone went to barbecue together.When she arrived, there were already many people here. After a year of college life, the students who were used to being suppressed by the college entrance examination seemed to be much more lively. After taking off the bleak school uniform, every face appeared more vivid.Seeing Su Yunjin, a group of boys got together and shouted: "The evil university has tortured dinosaurs into beauties."

Su Yunjin smiled and didn't think she was disobedient.Mo Yuhua didn't come because of family business today, so she chatted with other students about the things in their respective universities.Among the classmates she was more familiar with, Song Ming at the same table was the number one student in science this year, and his college entrance examination score was four points higher than that of Cheng Zheng. It was a pity that he didn't fill out the volunteers, but he was also admitted to a key college in Beijing.Zhou Ziyi, who had heard that he was going to be sent abroad by his family, did not go for some reason, and entered a university in Shanghai through his relationship.

Cheng Zheng was also there, he arrived earlier than Su Yunjin, and she saw him right away.He still has short hair, his facial features are open, and his outline is more striking. Even in his elite university, such a boy will still attract a lot of attention.The two haven't seen each other for a year, but after all, there was a past that was a little bit different from ordinary classmates. Not to mention anything else, without his help, it would be absolutely impossible for her to have the same scores in mathematics and chemistry in the college entrance examination, nor would she There will be today.Su Yunjin hesitated whether she should take the initiative to say hello to him, but he didn't even look at her. The two eyes met inadvertently, and he turned his face away with disgust. It seems that the unpleasant incident a year ago The farewell made him determined to break with her completely.This is not necessarily a bad thing, Su Yunjin is not a person who puts a hot face on a cold ass.The two never made eye contact again.

Meng Xue was next to Cheng Zheng, and kept baking for him, with a very affectionate attitude.She is also more beautiful, dressed in fashion, Su Yunjin noticed that Song Ming was sneaking at her again and again pretending to be casual, but Meng Xue seemed to only see one person in her eyes.She and Cheng Zheng can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, and they are both talented and attractive. If they really get together now, she can be regarded as fulfilling her wish.

Su Yunjin didn't have time to eat breakfast, and was about to find something to fill her stomach.
Chicken wings appeared in front of her eyes, and a pair of beautiful hands were holding the barbecue fork. When she raised her head, she saw Zhou Ziyi's sunny face with a smile.

She didn't have much affection for Zhou Ziyi, but she still thanked him for his kindness.

"Serving beautiful women is my job." He sat down beside her carelessly.

Su Yunjin laughed, and said politely: "Mr. Zhou's praise is so flattering to 'Xiaofang'."

Zhou Ziyi said with a smile: "That's right, you're pretty, and you can joke around. Oh, why didn't I discover your pearl mixed in the eyes of the fish before, what a pity, what a pity."

Su Yunjin half-jokingly said with a smile: "It's not the first time you have done something blind."

"Look at you, you still bring up that old thing." Zhou Ziyi didn't take it seriously, and said with a smile: "You have a good relationship with classmate Xiao Mo, I know. She is very good, the problem is that it doesn't suit me... I also You didn't want to take the initiative to hurt her, did you? Tell you, I am very serious about feelings, believe it or not?"

Su Yunjin smiled and elongated her voice, "I——believe." The letter is just a hell of a thing.

Zhou Ziyi, who had just finished saying that he was "very serious about relationships", didn't care if he was rude or not, his eyes looked at Su Yunjin from head to toe like a scanner, "I used to think that kid Cheng Zheng was obsessed with ghosts, but now I find that he still had foresight at that time. You look much prettier with your hair down."

Although she knew that he was always glib and out of shape, Su Yunjin was still a little embarrassed in the face of such blatant compliments.She used to tie a ponytail casually before, once when she was doing odd jobs in the library, the rubber band on her head broke. She sat down and wanted to tie the cheap rubber band into a knot before continuing to use it. Shen Juan said casually: "You can do this It's pretty good." Su Yunjin was also blushing at the time, but later she gradually became able to accept the appearance of her occasional long hair and shawls.

"Why don't you give me a chance?" Zhou Ziyi raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Good things need to be appreciated by people who understand, right?"

Su Yunjin also smiled, "Are you the only one who knows how to appreciate it?"

"What do you mean—" Zhou Ziyi elongated his voice maliciously, "Did you have a boyfriend in college?"

Su Yunjin happened to look towards Meng Xue, and she tore a piece of roast beef and handed it to Cheng Zheng's mouth. Cheng Zheng looked away first, then lowered his head and ate it.Su Yunjin smiled, and did not comment on Zhou Ziyi's doubts.

Zhou Ziyi is such a clever person, he turned his eyes to that side, and whispered in Su Yunjin's ear mysteriously: "Meng Xue watched him very closely."

Su Yunjin was waiting to answer when she suddenly heard a sneer not far away, and Cheng Zheng said to Zhou Ziyi with a half-smile, "You'll be scared if no one is looking at you for the time being, right? Be careful when you go back, my dear Jiejie is right You practice the 'punishment of love'."

Zhou Ziyi touched his nose in boredom, "Why are you mentioning that fierce woman when you come out to play?"

It turned out that Zhou Ziyi also had a girlfriend, and it seemed that he was eaten to death.When Su Yunjin thought of Mo Yuhua, she couldn't help but feel a little sad for her.It has been more than a year, Mo Yuhua seems to have completely forgotten the existence of Zhou Ziyi, but Su Yunjin knows that she is not a person who forgets easily, some things are still not to be touched even if there is a scar in her heart.

Then, Zhou Ziyi made a few jokes in a rambling manner, seeing that Su Yunjin was absent-minded, he walked away in embarrassment.Cheng Zheng's interest suddenly rose a lot, and he chatted and laughed with Meng Xue. After a while, Zhou Ziyi also sat beside them, and while Meng Xue went to get food, he whispered a few words beside Cheng Zheng.After hearing this, Cheng Zheng's face turned cold.Soon Meng Xue came back with two raw chicken wings and asked Cheng Zheng to hold one of the roasting forks for her. Cheng Zheng accepted it as if nothing had happened, and grilled the chicken wings on the charcoal fire.

Su Yunjin continued chatting with other students. Seeing that she had been out all morning, she was afraid that it would be difficult to find a car to go back late. Just as she thought about going back, she heard Meng Xue call out: "Oh, Cheng Zheng, what did you do? , it’s on fire, it’s all charred and you didn’t even see it!”

Su Yunjin heard the sound and looked, and sure enough, the chicken wing that Cheng Zheng was roasting in his hand had turned into a black ball, and an open flame was still burning on it.Zhou Ziyi clicked his tongue, "It's too wasteful, if you don't like it, you can give it to me!"

Cheng Zheng's previous good mood had long been gone, and he threw the roasting fork into the fire with a cold face, sparks flew, and the whole burnt chicken wing was completely buried in the charcoal ashes, "If it's burnt, it's gone, look at it." It's disgusting."

At this time: Su Yunjin was already saying goodbye to everyone, just in time to hear Zhou Ziyi ignoring Cheng Zheng's stinky face with a smile and saying: "If you're not happy, just say it, what's the point of using chicken wings?"

Until Su Yunjin left, Cheng Zheng didn't take another look at her.

After returning to school after the summer vacation, Su Yunjin had been conflicting about whether she should mention Zhou Ziyi's matter to Mo Yuhua.Finally, the two of them talked on the phone in the dormitory one night, and after talking about unimportant things, she still spoke out.

"I heard that he has a good girlfriend now, and he's quite nervous about her." Su Yunjin said without thinking, and the other end of the phone didn't ask the reason, just kept silent for a few seconds, and then said "oh".Mo Yuhua said lightly: "This is normal. Everyone has the right to choose the person they like, I have it, and he has it too."

"But why did you choose that person to be him?" Such a frivolous boy was actually liked by Mo Yuhua, whose heart was like a mirror.From Su Yunjin's point of view, Mo Yuhua is actually much better than that guy Zhou Ziyi.

Mo Yuhua said: "Sometimes reason tells us to do something sober and correct, but emotion just goes against the road."

The curriculum of the sophomore year was tighter than that of the freshman year, and Su Yunjin was unable to juggle between the library, tutoring and classrooms.She was unable to go home to visit her father's grave on Ching Ming Festival this year. Her mother called and told her to go to the grave alone.

When my mother talked about it again, she could finally stop crying.As time passed, no matter how deep the wound was, it would form a vague scab, grow together with the flesh and blood, and the injured place would become hard.My mother also said that she was introduced to work as a part-time worker in the largest garment factory in the county. She was a little tired, but her income was not bad, and her daughter would not have to work so hard in the future.

(End of this chapter)