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Chapter 39 Love Makes Us Hurt Each Other (2)
"It's all my fault. It wouldn't be better if I don't come back, and I won't delay your great future." Cheng Zheng threw her hand away.

Su Yunjin slowly withdrew her hand and said, "Cheng Zheng, be reasonable. It was my fault that I kept you waiting for a long time when I came back. But I didn't do it on purpose. I didn't hear the noise, and I didn't think you forgot to bring the key, so why don't I apologize to you?"

"The ghost wants you to apologize. What job? It's just drinking with a group of perverts. Your boss surnamed Xu asked you to go? You have only been in the marketing department for how long, and there is such a big pie in the sky falling on your head. Do you think you are the only one who performs well at work?" "I don't want to argue with you about this, I do my job, but I want to be worthy of my heart."

"Of course you have no regrets. I was afraid that the crabs would taste bad after being left for a long time, so I hurried back, but I waited for you at the door for two hours, two hours! You didn't drink a drop of water. You only have your work in your eyes , have you asked me how my legs are? I seem to you to be someone who will only cause you trouble and drag you down?"

"Why would I think that? You also have your career. I never blamed you for this. Why can't you show some consideration for me?"

"I don't understand people, and I don't care about people—of course, I'm not the gentle and considerate Shen Ju'an, nor your Vice President Xu who puts a bright future in front of you."

Su Yunjin clenched her teeth, and then let go.When he was angry, his words were already ugly, but now it was even worse, making people want to slap him, but rationality reminded her that they were all angry, so why add fuel to the flames.That's the kind of person he is, just let him go.She controlled her emotions, "I'll get you a glass of water."

Cheng Zheng watched coldly as she handed him a glass of boiled water.

"Okay, I know you're thirsty, don't be angry, okay?"

In the past, as long as she said a few words to soften and coax him, he would lose all anger, but now she looks like she is dealing with an ignorant little boy.What he needs is her care, not perfunctory.

"I won't drink!" He pushed her hand away distractedly. Unexpectedly, Su Yunjin's hand holding the cup was swung to one side, and most of the water splashed out, right on the folder she put on the dining table. , which contained the crystallization of her hard work during this period of time, and this printed planning book was used in the summary meeting for her to decide the final plan for tomorrow.

Su Yunjin was afraid that the paper in the folder would get wet, so she let out a low cry, and immediately put down the cup in her hand and rushed over to check it.Cheng Zheng didn't expect to make her miss at first, but she was so nervous when facing the folder, she pushed him away without hesitation. Almost fell, but she didn't even look at him.Cheng Zheng was burning with anger. He hated Su Yunjin's gesture of pushing him away, disgusted and despised him, just like how she pushed him away when they bumped into each other when they first met. The negligence has never changed, and it has always been his own shaving head.

Su Yunjin took out the planning book and looked it over and over again. Some water seeped into the folder, and the corners of the first few pages were wet, but luckily it was not completely destroyed. Just after he breathed a sigh of relief, the paper in his hand was suddenly Pulling it away, only two "hisses" were heard, and right in front of her, Cheng Zheng tore the good plan book into four parts, and threw it forcefully on the dripping dining table.

Su Yunjin stared at him for a few seconds, then looked at the unrecognizable proposal, her first reaction was to splash the half glass of water left on the table on his face, and then pour the empty glass The glass fell heavily on the floor, and the clear cracking sound was as shocking as jade shattering.

"So you're happy?" There seemed to be something breaking in her voice.

Everyone is crazy, so what's the point of being rational?
Water dripped down Cheng Zheng's cheeks, he couldn't believe it, and instead of wiping off the water marks on his face, he pointed in the direction of the gate, "Go, I don't want to see you!"

Su Yunjin picked up her bag and left without saying a word. Cheng Zheng's movements were faster than hers. He stood in front of her. Su Yunjin bumped into him and took a step back. Her thighs touched the edge of the dining table, and she leaned back. Looking up, Cheng Zheng pressed her down on the dining table.Su Yunjin raised her legs and kicked away desperately, struggled to straighten up, but was pulled back by Cheng Zheng's backhand grabbing the ends of her hair.

"Oh!" The tearing pain on the scalp caused Su Yunjin to shed tears, and she scratched at whatever was in front of her, almost catching Cheng Zheng's eyes, leaving several bloodstains on his browbones.Cheng Zheng was aroused to the most primitive ferocity like a leopard smelling blood, Su Yunjin's lower body hit the dining table again, this time she couldn't move, only felt that the clothes under her body were soon wet by the water marks on the table, The coldness penetrated into the skin, and after Cheng Zheng restrained her, he began to tear the clothes on himself and her.

Of course Su Yunjin knew what he wanted to do. The desire she felt in this situation was no different from that of a beast. It was not love, but possessiveness. She was willing to go all out, knowing that she was in a weak position, but she still desperately resisted.The two tore and panted in silence, like wounded beasts in hand-to-hand combat, Cheng Zheng quickly gained the upper hand, Su Yunjin's every bone hurt as if it had been crushed during the struggle, but when it came to the head, it was still the same. A cry of pain came from deep in the throat.Cheng Zheng has never been very gentle in this regard. It's not like she didn't complain about pain in the past, but this sound made his heart shudder, like a wail before dying.He turned away from her face, only to see that her eyes were tightly closed and her face was covered with tears, but she completely gave up struggling and let him manipulate her.

How can two people's souls drift away when their bodies are so closely intertwined?Cheng Zheng knew that he was making a big mistake, but he couldn't stop. He felt that something was being lost, and he desperately wanted to grab it, but it was like a puff of smoke at his fingertips. Only the feeling under his body was real.

Cheng Zheng bent down and wiped the tears on her cheeks with his forehead.

"I've always loved you so much."

When he calmed down and let go of his strength, Su Yunjin didn't move.

She said, "Of course you love me like you love a cat or a dog."

Cheng Zheng hugged her, and said in a daze, "No matter what, I won't let go." In fact, he was already panicked to the extreme. At this moment, Su Yunjin seemed to be disheartened. He was afraid that if he let go, this person would die again He won't stay in his arms anymore, he tried every possible way, but what he said was the most stupid thing: "You can't go, you still owe me."

"I know, I owe you 11."

Su Yunjin didn't leave.But once some things are broken, even if they are repaired in every possible way, they will never return to their original appearance.They couldn't bear to part, but being together was nothing but torment.After that night, Cheng Zheng and Su Yunjin never mentioned what happened.Since then, getting along has been like walking on eggshells.They wanted to stay together, but they didn't know what to do, so they began to be cautious, afraid that a word or a look would hurt each other, and gradually became relatively silent, each licking their own wounds.The small apartment was originally a square-inch paradise for two people, but now they feel that the small space is inevitable and almost suffocating.

The planning book that Cheng Zheng tore up was just one of the printed text versions. As long as she wanted, she could print out thousands of copies, but what they cared about was actually not something that could be seen.At the summary meeting, Xu Zhiheng said that her team's plan was excellent, but the company finally chose another one, and she had nothing to say.

After Cheng Zheng went to work, the nanny stopped coming. As long as she was free, Su Yunjin still prepared meals for the two of them, and there was nothing he didn't like to eat.As for whether he will come back or not, and whether he will eat or not, she doesn't care.

When the unhappiness happened, Cheng Zheng had a few days left on his sick leave, but he returned to the company to report the next day.In the following days, he "worked overtime" more and more times, and it was usually midnight when he came back.He never touched Su Yunjin again, just like he didn't dare to touch the future that the two of them least wanted to talk about, as if if he stretched out his hand, it would disappear in thin air.

Su Yunjin could also smell the smell of tobacco and alcohol on his body, which was getting stronger day by day, sometimes mixed with the ambiguous smell of perfume, she became more and more silent.

It didn't take long to catch up with the National Day holiday.On the eleventh morning, Su Yunjin woke up and hadn't seen Cheng Zheng. He didn't come back until midnight last night, when she had already fallen asleep, and was woken up in a daze, with a strong smell of alcohol around her.In the past, Su Yunjin would forcefully push him to the bathroom to clean up before allowing him to go to bed, but now it is common practice, she has lost even the thought of speaking, and just rolled up the quilt and kept her body away from him as much as possible.Cheng Zheng also fell asleep with his head covered. Before dawn, he turned over and hugged Su Yunjin, with his hands and feet on her body. Through the quilt, Su Yunjin's body after waking up showed obvious stiffness and tightness. stretch.After a while, he turned to the other side again, keeping his back to her until morning.

The two of them didn't say a word last night, and Su Yunjin didn't know where Cheng Zheng went early in the morning, and only later saw the note he had left on the refrigerator. There were only a few words, saying that she went to "take a break" with her friends during the holidays. ".In the laundry basket were the dirty clothes he changed in the morning, Su Yunjin picked them out one by one to wash them, and saw the most obvious traces of makeup on the chest of his shirt.She stared at it for a long time, then slowly let go.

(End of this chapter)