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Chapter 52 So You Are Still Here

When Su Yunjin returned to her hometown, her mother's affairs went smoothly. Their family didn't have many relatives and friends, but since they're gone, it doesn't make any difference.

The uncle said that Su Yunjin's health was not good, and told her to rest well, and let him take care of other things.He was right, she was really tired.The day before the funeral, she remembered that she needed to discuss something with her uncle. Uncle was on the phone in the kitchen. Su Yunjin was wearing soft-soled slippers and walked to the door of the kitchen without him noticing.

Lao Zhou is a simple and straightforward person, usually he talks on the phone in the living room, Su Yunjin can hear [-]% of it in the living room, now he lowers his voice and hides in the corner, Su Yunjin has to feel strange.

"...Yes, basically everything is ready...well, I still want to thank you...the hospital...thanks to you...she is fine...she doesn't know...the money is enough, she has that kind of temper, always One day I will understand your hard work..." Su Yunjin quietly retreated to her room.She knew who was calling. For so many years, she always seemed to be in the role of needing his assistance. He helped her, but he didn't dare to let her know.

She poured herself a cup of tea and took a sip, the sweetness mixed with a touch of bitterness.She won't tell Cheng Zheng, but that day in the hospital, she had accidentally seen him rushing past the tumor ward, and that afternoon, the chief doctor brought the news that he could move into a single ward, and he pretended to be nonchalant, She didn't mention it either.

Before her death, her mother told her that after the breakup, uncle cared about her feelings and left Zhang Jinyin's company, but his small restaurant was still opened with Cheng Zheng's help.Cheng Zheng asked them to promise that they would never reveal anything in front of Su Yunjin.

It turns out that having a shoulder to lean on is such a feeling.She used to think that she could not need anyone, but now she understands that the longer a woman lasts, the more exhausted she will be, so why give up the care she deserves for unnecessary pride.He is not giving her alms, he is loving her, she does not need to be strong in front of some people.

She can finally relax.

In the evening, her uncle called her into the living room. When her mother was there, although their stepfather and daughter were polite, there was always a layer of film between them.Uncle pushed a small box in front of her and said, "Yunjin, I know you never thought of me as your father in your heart, but I always wanted you to be my daughter. I'm a rough person, and I don't know that I was It's not that you did something you shouldn't do to make you sad. But I, like your mother, hope you have a good life. Now that your mother is gone, these are some relics left by her during her lifetime, which should be handed over to you for safekeeping. Your mother has never been willing to sell the school's "housing reform" house when your father was there. A few years ago, she transferred the house to your name, and it is yours, so it is your parents I'll leave you a little thought." Su Yunjin opened the box silently, and inside were some deed-like paper pages, a pair of earrings that her mother wore every day, two passbooks, and there was not much money in it, a total of several thousand yuan.Most of them are old photos, including group photos of her father when he was alive, and photos of her from childhood to adulthood. Most of those photos have turned yellow and have rough edges after being rubbed. These are all of my mother.Su Yunjin didn't cry, she stroked those old photos with her hands, as if the warmth of her mother's palm was still on them.

"You know, I blamed you before. I knew that it was the right choice for my mother to stay with you, but I couldn't forget my father. I blamed you for taking away the love that belonged to me and my father. I also started to deliberately neglect my mother. ...I am not a good daughter, and I may not be able to really call you Dad, but I still have to say one thing, all these years, thanks to you. Whether Mom is here or not, you are my relatives. "

After Su Yunjin finished speaking, the man who was over fifty years old burst into tears in front of her.

After finishing her mother's funeral, Su Yunjin went to her hometown in the countryside, which is also the place where her father met and fell in love with her mother when she jumped in line.Su Yunjin walked through every inch of land here, imagining that her father and mother had also passed by here.At this moment, they were finally reunited in heaven.

There are also relatives on her matrilineal side in the village.This time Su Yunjin lives in her cousin's house. Although she is a distant relative, the whole family including Tang's aunt is very warm to her, and there is no taboo against her being filial.Su Yunjin stayed for a few days and slept late every day.After Tang Shu came back from the field, he played a few tricks with her on the chessboard. In my impression, she rarely enjoyed such a leisurely and comfortable life.The only regret is that Mo Yuhua finally made up his mind to go to Dublin, and on the day of leaving, Su Yunjin didn't make it in time to see him off.Zhou Ziyi and Chen Jiejie remarried again. They have separated and reunited in the past few years, but they still can't do without each other.Zhou Ziyi looks like a playful and sophisticated person, who knows that there will be such a long-term love in his bones, it is gratifying to reunite after a broken mirror, but after so many years of wasting in Mo Yuhua, letting this man get tired, wake up and walk, in the end he became their steadfast The spectators of love, the same drama, know each other's sorrows and joys.

If Mo Yuhua abandons her principles and just sticks to each other with all her heart, will she be able to keep Zhou Ziyi?The answer is unknown.However, Mo Yuhua told Su Yunjin that she didn't want to do that, more because she knew too well that even if she gave everything and waited hard, in the end, she still couldn't compare to the erratic Chen Jiejie who turned her head occasionally.The success or failure of a relationship has never had much to do with giving. She only lost to Zhou Ziyi who loved Chen Jiejie more. Based on this alone, she would never be able to win this round.

Su Yunjin was sad for Mo Yuhua, but thinking that she was able to get away in time and leave a person who never belonged to her, it was a kind of luck.Perhaps in faraway Dublin she can rediscover true happiness.

On the last day of the holiday, Su Yunjin moved a reclining chair to the sun-drying field. The winter sun made her whole body feel comfortable. Just after reading half of the romance novel she found on the bed of her cousin who came back from Guangdong, a trace of tiredness crept up .Su Yunjin covered the novel on her belly, and closed her eyes lazily.In the novel, the rich hero has a mean mother who pushes a check in front of the pregnant heroine and says, "Isn't that what you want? I'll give you the money and let my son go."

That day she got up from Cheng Zheng, tidied up herself and the messy bedroom and kitchen, and just walked out of the door not far away when she ran into Zhang Jinyin who had returned.Somewhat similar to the plot in the novel, Zhang Jinyin invited her to his car to "chat" for a few words.She said at the beginning: "Yunjin, I'm not afraid of your anger. When Cheng Zheng first liked you, I didn't approve of it. I hoped that he would find a bright and simple girl, so that my son might be happier. I also know that I can only respect his choice. I used to think that you would be my daughter-in-law... In fact, I, a mother, feel distressed when I see Cheng Zheng's appearance a few years ago."

During the entire conversation, Su Yunjin remained silent, and Zhang Jinyin was not aggressive. Her good upbringing allowed her to stop talking about some topics, fully taking into account Su Yunjin's feelings.But Su Yunjin knew that the other party was fully aware of the past between her and Cheng Zheng, as well as her physical condition.It is not surprising that she did so. Which parent does not care about their children?What's more, Zhang Jinyin is such a strong person.

"I'm just an ordinary mother, I hope you understand." Zhang Jinyin sighed.

Su Yunjin just smiled, "You have nothing to forgive me, because these are facts, and I understand what you mean." She even thanked Zhang Jinyin for not giving her money, otherwise she would be even more embarrassed.

"Actually, I'm not forcing you to leave Cheng Zheng. I know the son I gave birth to. He is a stupid child. He will never look back on what he believes in. But Yunjin, even if we don't mind the matter of the child, you have seen it. We lived together, but we didn't make each other happy. I hope my son has a good life, so I just ask you, can you guarantee to give him happiness? "

Su Yunjin pondered, then raised her head, "Sorry, I can't..."

When Su Yunjin was about to fall asleep under the sun, someone picked up the novel she had put on her stomach.He read the title of the book in a strange tone: ""The Sweetheart of the Evil Younger", Yun Jin, what do you want me to say about you? You came here just to study this kind of 'health and nutrition' reading material?"

Su Yunjin was not surprised that he found this place, reached out to snatch her book back, and continued to sleep with her eyes closed.Cheng Zheng slapped her face viciously, "Just pretend, tell me quickly, what are you doing in this hellish place?"

Su Yunjin pushed his hand away, "Then why are you here again?"

"I... I'm here to get my things back, give me back the necklace!" He said confidently.

"But, those are obviously the earrings you gave me." Su Yunjin reminded him.

"I don't care!" It's his style to start playing tricks when he's wronged, "You still owe me what you owe me."

Su Yunjin raised her head to look at him, and did this again.After the last breakup, she had saved for two years before returning the 11 owed to his account.

Cheng Zheng guessed what she was thinking. For him, when he received the money back from her, that feeling was definitely not good.It was even more impossible for him to mention that he had already used the money intact to open a restaurant for her stepfather.

He hurriedly said, "I mean, what do you mean you just walked away after putting me to sleep?"

Su Yunjin sat up from the recliner, "Then how much do you want, your service is not worth much."

Cheng Zheng felt "insulted", "Anyway, you have to give me an explanation."

Su Yunjin thought for a while, then walked back to the main room behind the sun-dried field without saying a word, and came out with a set of Go in her hand.She laid the chessboard on the grain drying field, and said, "Cheng Zheng, let's use this to decide some things."

Cheng Zheng looked at her with a "you're crazy" look, and found that she didn't look like she was joking, and then discussed with her: "Why don't we change the way, such as running a race... I always have Right to choose."

"You can choose to play, or not to play." Su Yunjin said calmly.

Cheng Zheng hesitated for a while, as if he was struggling in his heart, "Okay, I'll stick to the sunspot." Since you can't avoid it, try not to suffer.

"Whatever. Let's start." Su Yunjin sat down on the ground.

Cheng Zheng's chess style is the same as his style, open and close, fierce but not late, Su Yunjin is relatively calm, and it is not easy to distinguish the situation from top to bottom. At the time of 'Black 65', it was already dominant.Seeing Su Yunjin frowned slightly, Cheng Zheng secretly rejoiced, how did she know that she had been immersed in the breeze for the past few years, and her chess skills had improved a lot.So in the stab of 'White 67'
Next, he didn't rush, and when the 'Black 73' was interrupted, Su Yunjin seemed to show a look of appreciation.With the winning ticket in his hands, Cheng Zheng tried his best to control his complacent expression. This woman still wanted to use this trick to bully him. Let's see what she has to say after losing.Su Yunjin thought for a while, and the next '74' and '76' rushed first, the white chess in the center suddenly thickened, and the black chess showed four breakpoints, the scene took a sharp turn, Cheng Zheng's forehead was sweating, the more urgent the more he couldn't hold back. When Su Yunjin's 'White 94' came back, White's advantage was already unshakable. Even Cheng Zheng knew that as long as 'White 96' fell, black's large pieces would not survive.So when Su Yunjin picked up the 96th son, he grabbed her hand, "The one just now doesn't count, I made a wrong step."

Su Yunjin smiled lightly and said, "You have no regrets, man."

"I'm not going to be a real man, I'll start over." At this point, he decided to be foolish to the end.

Su Yunjin didn't care about him, and took his hand away with the other hand, and Bai Zi fell steadily, "You lost. Cheng Zheng, you stinky chess basket."

Cheng Zheng swept the chess and cards into chaos, and said ruthlessly, "So what if I lose, just kidding, how can my happiness be determined by this game of chess?"

"I would like to admit defeat. I said, some things have to be decided by this game of chess, and you didn't refuse. Therefore, from now on, you will mainly do the housework, because I will have a good rest in the next period of time. "

Cheng Zheng looked at her stupidly, what did she say?Did he hear wrong?

"What are you resting for?"

"I promise your mother will not give up the treatment and take care of her body so that... she won't let them down." She was still thin-skinned and couldn't say anything about giving birth to him.

After a long time, Su Yunjin heard a strange voice answer her: "I'm not very good at doing housework, but I can learn."

The moment Su Yunjin leaned into his arms along his hand, she remembered the last words she said to Zhang Jinyin that day: "I'm sorry, I can't... No one can guarantee whether two people will be happy together, but we What I can tell you is that if Cheng Zheng is unhappy, I will feel sorry for you more than you."

She heard Cheng Zheng say slowly: "I have never regretted being separated from you, because no matter how far we go, I always believe that one day I will find you back. Su Yunjin, I finally found you. That day you I said I was afraid that we would go the same way as four years ago, but there is nothing to be afraid of, as long as you are still there, I can find you every time."

Cheng Zheng didn't know how long he had hugged her, but the laughter of children came from not far away. He looked over and saw a few half-grown children covered in mud looking at them, smiling while shaving. Children in the countryside are bound to be surprised by this The scene feels novel.

"Yunjin, can we get up first, my feet are a little numb." He still maintained the posture of playing chess.Su Yunjin stood up and gave him another hand, "Go, I'll take you to meet someone."

In front of Su Yunjin's other cousin's house, Cheng Zheng saw his grandmother whom he hadn't seen for many years. The grandmother was over 90 years old, and she looked the same as before, except that her eyes were completely blind, and she was sitting on a small stool in front of the main room. Fumbled to choose dishes.Cheng Zheng suddenly remembered that many years ago, when he pretended to be Su Yunjin's boyfriend to attend her mother's wedding, he had promised his grandmother that if they got married in the future, he would definitely tell the old man himself. Thinking of this, he silently squeezed Su Yunjin tightly. hands.

Su Yunjin pulled him to squat down beside Grandma's knee.

"Grandma, I'm Yunjin, and I've come to see you with Cheng Zheng."

Grandma stopped what she was doing, opened her toothless mouth and smiled and said, "Yunjin, you are here, it seems that your mother came here a while ago."

"Grandma, I'm Cheng Zheng. Do you remember me? The one who beat the Japanese?" Cheng Zheng asked earnestly with his hands on Granny's lap.

Grandma raised her head and thought for a long time, "You hit Japan, oh... you are Yunjin's little boyfriend."

"Yes, yes." Cheng Zheng nodded desperately, regardless of whether Grandma could see it or not.

Su Yunjin glanced at Cheng Zheng with a smile, and said to Grandma, "Grandma, Cheng Zheng and I are together again."

Grandma continued to choose dishes, she didn't think it was strange, "Haven't you been together all the time?"

Cheng Zheng and Su Yunjin were both taken aback for a moment, then silently squeezed each other's hands, "Yes, grandma, you are right..."

"I think of your grandpa and I being noisy when we were young. Fifty years have passed in a blink of an eye. Now, no one is fighting against me anymore..."

Grandma was still rambling, the warmth of the sun made Su Yunjin feel sleepy, she rested her head on Cheng Zheng's shoulder with confidence.When we were young, we were lost too. Fortunately, after going around, it turns out that you are still here.

(End of this chapter)