The cannon fodder princess wants to do something again

Chapter 889 beam, kill me (3)

"Okay, don't move." Nangong lowered his eyes and replied softly.

He just felt that Xiao Shu was too pitiful.He would do anything for her if he could help her out.

If it was Chu Shisan who caused Xiao Shu pain, then kill Chu Shisan, so what's the matter?

But Thirteen is the one on Xiaoshu's heart. She loves him and hates him even more. This is what makes her suffer.

One day Xiaobang might make it through, but not now.

"If you can, you leave the palace, leave Shisan, and you won't be in pain if you don't see him."

After a while, Nangong broke the silence.

On the other hand, he hopes that Xiao Shu can stay in the palace, so that he can use Xiao Shu to achieve his goals soon.It's just that now, he's not sure if it's the right thing to do.

It's hard to have both in the world, and he has been trapped by Xiao Shu.

"I can't bear to leave him. I'm afraid that if I leave him, he will soon forget me. I'm afraid that he will be his emperor in peace. I'm afraid that I will die alone in the end, but he will be accompanied by a beautiful family like a flower." Han Shu As Shu said, he closed his eyes and fell powerlessly on the couch.

"How could I abandon him? I once wrote a blood letter to him, promising to stay with him for the rest of my life and never separate..."

Han Shushu chattered on and on, and finally, she became quiet, breathing peacefully, and fell asleep.

Nangong looked at her frowning in a daze, he stretched out his hand to caress the center of her brow, trying to smooth the wrinkles on it, but to no avail.

Some time ago, she seemed to be getting better, but now her face turned blue and white again, like a terminally ill patient.

"Is Shisan so good that it's worth your suffering and torturing yourself for him?" Nangong asked silently.

If she didn't care too much, how could she go crazy because of Shisan?

This night, Nangong didn't sleep much, he kept staring at Han Shushu, afraid that she would do something to hurt him.

Thankfully, she slept soundly and didn't wake up once throughout the night.

She woke up the next day, and she was back to normal.

Except for the faint scars on her veins, no one knew that she had raped herself last night.

Maybe one day, the wound in her heart will heal without leaving any traces.At that time, it must be the best time for Xiao Shu to leave the palace, right?

When Han Shushu went to the medicine room, he found that there were many poisons and good medicines in the medicine room.

She was stunned for a while, and went to check. Many medicine names were only seen in books, and many precious medicinal materials were only found in secret books and allusions, but now they are all available.

For a moment, she seemed to see Shisan busy in the medicine room, sorting and putting away the medicinal materials.

She felt that the medicine room was too depressing, so she hurried to the backyard.

There is a large open space in the backyard, where she sometimes grows some vegetables, but later most of them are herbs.

When she went there, she saw a garden full of medicinal herbs, with a full range of varieties and everything that one could expect.

She squatted down and unconsciously pulled out the weeds in the garden.

In the past, she and Shisan often worked in the garden.She used to think that his noble status is not suitable for staying in the garden, but he said that he likes to do it by himself and has enough food and clothing.

It was because everything in the past was so beautiful that she felt even more guilty after losing her child.

She knew that she came here due to a poisonous curse and would not die well, so why would she still be greedy for the love that could not belong to her?
Obviously it was the karma that she had planted, why would her child bear the bitter fruit?

(End of this chapter)