1970 is a little sweet

Chapter 3
He Tiantian has been sitting on the ground, in a trance, immersed in the pain in the memory, unable to extricate herself.

"Aunt, why are you sitting on the ground?" Zhou Zhicheng sat looking at his aunt He Tiantian, who was sitting on the ground. "Are you uncomfortable?"

He Tiantian woke up and said, "I...I'm fine...I'm fine..." Taking advantage of her time to speak, He Tiantian quietly put the voice recorder in the pocket of her jacket.

Zhou Zhicheng helped his aunt He Tiantian to rest in the living room, and poured a glass of water by the way: "Auntie, drink a glass of water. If you feel uncomfortable, just tell me and I'll take you to the hospital."

"I may not have slept well last night, but it's not a big problem. You're sweating all over, hurry up and wash up." He Tiantian kept her head down and spoke, not wanting Zhou Zhicheng to see her helpless and resentful expression .

In this family, she is an outsider, and she will not approach her at all.

"Okay then, I'll take a bath. Aunt, if you're not feeling well, just tell me." Zhou Zhicheng grew up in his grandmother's house and was very close to his aunt He Tiantian.

After Zhou Zhicheng left, He Tiantian walked back to her bedroom with trembling legs, and listened to the words in the recorder again.

He Tiantian burst into tears, choked silently, and kept choking, almost out of breath.

She is like a clown all her life, living in lies that others have carefully crafted.

It was only now that she understood why she didn't see her parents, so that they could not rest their eyes and hate Jiuquan.

Now she finally understands that her childhood sweetheart has not abandoned her.

Only now did she understand why the Qi family was harsh to others, but "generous and tolerant" to her, a foreigner who had no children.

God, what a stupid person she is!
He Tiantian was extremely remorseful in her heart, and her eyes unknowingly fell into the dressing mirror beside the bed.The woman inside is not young, her skin is fair, but there are spots and wrinkles on her face.Those bright eyes are no longer as bright and clear as they were when they were young, and there are a few strands of white hair in the hair.

He Tiantian reached out to touch her face and muttered to herself, "I'm already old..."

In the lie, after living for so many years, she suddenly understood the truth of the matter. She hated herself, and even more hated the Qi family who deceived her.

He Tiantian felt that she was here, breathless by the lie, and there was a voice in her head, urging her to escape the cage made of this lie quickly.

He Tiantian put the recorder in her bag and went out of the house with the bag.

With a blank mind, I walked to the train station unknowingly, bought a ticket to Nanshi, and got on the train.

She wants to go to her hometown to see that her parents once lived in the right place to find her childhood memories, because only during that time and place can she have the most authentic experience in her life, and it is also the happiest time in her life.

Nanshi is about four hours away from Huai City. This is the speed of high-speed rail. In the past, it took one day and one night.

He Tiantian sat in the car, lying on the small table in front of her, crying silently.The cell phone in the bag rang again and again.

"Big sister, your phone is ringing!" A middle-aged man next to him reminded, thinking that He Tiantian was asleep, he reminded him aloud.

He Tiantian lowered her head, took out her mobile phone, and saw the two dazzling words "husband" on the phone. She suddenly felt extremely absurd and ridiculous. She didn't answer the phone and just turned it off...
When the middle-aged man on the side saw this, he saw that it was a conflict, pretended not to see it, and continued to talk to another person.

Looking at the black screen, He Tiantian's chest became less depressed.No matter what, she would never forgive the Qi family.

When the train arrived at the station, He Tiantian got off the train with the crowd and left the train station.Nanshi was very different from what she remembered.It has been more than ten years since the last time I came to Nanshi.

Standing on the crowded square, there are business people in a hurry, lovers discussing the itinerary intimately, people sitting on newspapers with their families and waiting for the bus, and there are old people, children and people who are begging everywhere with small bowls. Disabled.

In this big square, you can also see the various forms of life.Some are for survival, some are for living.But no matter who it is, no matter how hard or tired, they are all living in the real world.

He Tiantian used to think that she was more fortunate, but now she finds that she is the saddest, like a shadow puppet, controlled by anyone, without freedom and self.

He Tiantian looked around, and her eyes fell on the oversized LCD sign hanging on the square. A host was interviewing the richest man in Suzhou.

This person is Huo Yingjie.He Tiantian also knew, to be exact, Huo Yingjie when he was young.

This person's appearance has not changed too much, the years seem to love him very much, and he has not left too much wind and frost on his face, the square face is full of heroic spirit, the eyebrows are thick and black, the bridge of the nose is straight, and the eyes are still the same Wisdom, as if he can read people's hearts, inadvertent smiles can always warm people's hearts.

The death of her parents made her very sad.When she needed someone to comfort her the most, she received the letter that Qi Jianguo asked someone to imitate Huo Yingjie's handwriting to write a break. She hated herself for being useless, and hating Huo Yingjie's ruthlessness.

In those days, compared with life, feelings are even more insignificant and humble.She chose to distrust, chose to give up, and completely fell into the trap of lies.

After so many years, when she returned to her dream at midnight, she still hated Huo Yingjie, hated his ruthlessness, hated his broken vows, and changed her mind.

Now she knew she was wrong.

If you miss it, it's a lifetime!

Staggering, walked out of the square, called a taxi, and said a place name in the hometown dialect that had changed: "Master, go to Big Elm Lane!"

The taxi driver was an old driver. From He Tiantian's accent, he could tell that He Tiantian had left his hometown for many years.

"I haven't been back for many years, right? The Big Elm Alley is about to be demolished. Our richest man in Suzhou, Huo Yingjie, will build a villa there."

He Tiantian looked at the regressing buildings, trees, and low-rise buildings in memory, completely different and dizzying.

Even if He Tiantian doesn't speak, the taxi driver is still very chatty.

Listening to the familiar local accent and looking at different environments, the restless and resentful heart also quieted down.

"It's in the front." The taxi driver said, "Big Elm Alley, the most famous are the two big elm trees at the entrance of the alley. It is said that there are hundreds of them, and they have existed since the Ming Dynasty. Now the big elm trees are there. The lane is about to be demolished. When talking about demolition, the local people specifically included these two trees in the negotiated contract, saying that these two trees are hundreds of years old, and they have become fine, and the local people in Fuyin can be demolished. , but you can't cut down these two trees."

The taxi turned in front, and the two tall elm trees, as ever, were luxuriantly growing up.

When I was a child, in summer, many people moved their small dining table under the tree, generally enjoying the shade while eating.

On weekdays, these two big elm trees are also the favorite places for children to play.Little boys roll iron rings and marbles under trees; girls like to throw sandbags, hopscotch, and handkerchiefs.

In the evening, the adults came out to chat, bragging about each other, talking about Dashan, the East's parents, and the West's short, very lively.

Except for the rain, there will be a lot of laughter and laughter under the two big elm trees.

"Sister, we're here, the total is 20 yuan." The taxi driver smiled, "These two elm trees are bigger, right?"

He Tiantian said, "It's very big! Thank you!"

He Tiantian paid and got out of the car.

When I walked under the big elm tree, I looked up at the pavilion-like branches and leaves. The big elm tree was still a strong and vicissitudes of life big elm tree, but people were no longer the people they used to be.

Things are different!

For this word, she now has a more profound experience!
He Tiantian entered the alley from the middle of the two big elm trees. The alley was still so long and narrow, but the bluestone slabs on the road were not as bright as before, and there were layers of dark green moss growing near the wall.

The people in my memory came and went, and the laughter and laughter disappeared. The people on both sides had already moved out, leaving only the old dilapidated houses and the weeds all over the ground.

He Tiantian's eyes were sour, looking around, the loneliness of Big Elm Lane, like her life, lost its luster and vitality.

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(End of this chapter)