Bamboo Horse Pianist

Chapter 6 Even if I'm not good enough for you
In the eyes of so many people, she didn't know what to do with her expression, but when she raised her head and saw the slender and straight figure, it was as if she saw the most sincere hope.

In her palest years, she met the most beautiful Mu Liunian, and the intertwined palms froze time.

Part1
The laboratory they are going to is naturally at the medical school. The appearance of the two handsome men and the two beauties undoubtedly dropped an atomic bomb on the medical school. The mobile phone calls the roommates and tells them to come out to see handsome men and beautiful women.

Compared with Ruan Duhuan, Chumo's small face is indeed exquisite, but she is usually too low-key, so people can't see her beauty at all.

There were only a few boys in the class who had pursued her, but they were all blocked by Luo Xi. In her words, not everyone in our family can pursue her!Chu Mo was stunned by the word "Mo Bao" in her mouth, and looked in surprise, only to realize that she just said this name unintentionally, but unintentionally aroused ripples in her long-standing memory.

If Ruan Duhuan is the representative of the tall and slender school belle, then he is the representative of Xiaojia Biyu's school belle at the beginning and the end, and they are equal to each other.

But at the moment Chumo's thoughts are not on this. When she stepped into the gate of the medical school, she remembered what Fleeting Years said before, telling her not to come here.That day, she was a little hurt because of his words, but at this moment, seeing the back of his conversation with Luo Zijia, she felt a kind of speechless anger, and couldn't help raising her little head high, as if she wanted to prove to someone that she could still step on the road. Entering here seems very childish.

When Ruan Duhuan turned his head, he saw her with her neck raised, and she couldn't help asking: "Chu Mo, what's wrong? Is your neck uncomfortable?"

"..."

Chu Mo's neck stiffened, and the two people in front who heard the voice turned around at the same time, Luo Zijia asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"No, no..." Chu Mo hurriedly shook his head: "It's okay." But he didn't want to be too nervous, only heard the "click" of his neck, and couldn't help crying from the bottom of his heart, this time his neck was really uncomfortable.

Sitting in the empty and cool laboratory, Mu Liunian was less than ten centimeters away from her. He had a faint lemon scent, which was the smell she liked since she was a child, and she was very familiar with it.He was wearing a white coat, revealing the collar of his checked shirt.Her eyes could see the fair skin in the unbuttoned collar. Everyone said that a woman's collarbone was beautiful, but she never knew that a man's collarbone could be so sexy.

Chu Mo clenched her hands tightly into a fist, and her body was tense. She never knew that it was so difficult to control her heartbeat.Her eardrums were buzzing, and her ears were filled with the sound of a rapid heartbeat.

Suddenly a hand waved in front of her eyes, she was startled, she looked intently, but saw Ruan Duhuan looking at her playfully: "What are you thinking? I didn't hear Liu Nian talking to you."

Chu Mo was taken aback for a moment, and asked subconsciously, but her voice stuttered: "Say, what are you talking about?"

I wanted to raise my head, but found that my neck still hurt——

"Don't move!" He scolded in a low voice, his handsome brows furrowed.

Chu Mo didn't dare to move anymore, and sat there obediently, with her hands on her lap, with a serious expression like a primary school student attending a class.

Luo Zijia happened to come out with the documents and saw her like that, couldn't help but chuckled: "Although Liu Nian is not an expert in cervical spine, his technique is very good. After rubbing it for you, your neck will be healed." You don’t have to be so stiff, the fleeting years won’t hurt you.” Ruan Duhuan burst out laughing, “This little junior sister is so cute, her sitting posture is exactly the same as when I was in elementary school. Every time I go to the teacher’s class, will sit so dignified."

When Chumo was told this, her face was on fire, and she just wanted to find a hole in the ground to get in and never come out again.

At this moment, the hand that had been rubbing her neck suddenly pulled away. Mu Liunian capped the medicine bottle, turned around and walked to the laboratory table to put the things down.

Chu Mo looked at his back with some anxiety, wondering if she had done something wrong just now, or if she did something wrong to make him angry.

She pursed her lips, her expression a little aggrieved.

Part2
"If you keep your mouth flat, it will become a duckling." When Chumo raised her head, she saw Ruan Duhuan's face suddenly approaching, which shocked her a lot. "You, you, you..." You fell silent, Ruan Duhuan chuckled softly : "What are you? You have rubbed your neck well, why don't you go and say thank you to your Brother Fleeting Years?"

Fleeting brother?Chu Mo stared at Ruan Duhuan, as if she was a dinosaur that broke out of an egg, how did she know that she used to be called Mu Liunian and brother Liunian?

Seeing Chu Mo's widened round eyes and her face full of surprise, Ruan Duhuan couldn't help laughing again, just after laughing twice, a laboratory report was placed in front of her, she was taken aback for a moment, Mu Liunian put the report in her hand expressionlessly, and said two words: "Do things."

Ruan Duhuan stuck out her tongue. Others said that this guy was cold-hearted, but she didn't think so.

After Yang Chumo appeared, she realized that Mu Liunian, who was indifferent and ruthless, actually had times when his mouth was hard and his heart was soft.Just like now, she just teased his Mo Bao a little bit, and he couldn't help but save her.Don't look at him asking her to do things on the surface, but actually helping Chumo relieve the embarrassment without any trace.

"Junior Sister, I'm going to do something, you have fun!" After finishing speaking, she walked to the laboratory to help.

Chumo sat on the chair and looked at the busy backs of Mu Liunian and Ruan Duhuan, feeling a little depressed.In the past, she often heard about the beauty of a man and a woman, talent and beauty, but now she has personally realized how hurtful these words are when they appear on the person she likes or other women.

Luo Zijia took the laptop out, plugged it in, and said to her, "If you're bored, you can go online. The other computers here are not connected to the Internet. They just store data. This is a private computer."

"Yeah." Chu Mo just wanted to find something to do, so she ran over.After Luo Zijia explained that she couldn't touch a few things on her computer, she joined Mu Liunian's team.

Chu Mo swiped through the webpage, then secretly raised her eyes to look at Mu Liunian's back. In fact, she didn't really have nothing to do. If it was someone else, let alone a laboratory, she might not even know how to do it in the Great Hall of the People. stay.But there was him here, and Mu Liunian whom she was thinking of so much, even if she could only look at his back, it was a very lucky thing for her.

In the past, I always felt that life was very tiring, but after walking on such a tiring journey for so long, I have become used to taking off the princess's crown and becoming a commoner, and I am also used to taking off the grinding high heels to walk.Now she is living a mediocre life, neither happy nor sad, but most of the time, she feels that life is only missing that person to be happy.

But, Yang Chumo, in fact, you should have known a long time ago that now, he is no longer the original him.And you are no longer who you used to be.

Chu Mo pursed her lips, turned her eyes back to the computer, and QQ was quickly popped up, all of them were classmates in the class, and there were groups in the class.

She was a little surprised. After opening one by one, the questions inside were basically the same——

"Chumo? Is this person you?"

"Who is the woman next to you?"

"..."

She clicked on the link they posted and saw that it was a blog signed "Not everyone is Cinderella". Then, two familiar faces flashed into her eyes, one was hers, and the other was Mother Yang's. of.It was a photo of Chumo helping her mother spread the things to be sold on the roadside on the weekend.

Part3
"Liu Nian, can you help me find out if I made a mistake?" When Ruan Duhuan was holding the list and asking Mu Liu Nian, he saw him staring at the black computer screen in a daze, his cold eyes seemed to have no waves , but it seems to be meditating.

Ruan Duhuan turned her head, and she captured Chumo's bloodless face clearly, "What's the matter?" She walked up, and just as she asked, she saw a few photos on the screen, and was a little surprised: "Is this you? yes?"

"My mother."

"Uh..." Ruan Duhuan glanced at the blog and the penguin window that kept popping up below, and the more he looked at it, the more he looked wrong, and asked, "Did you post these photos?" Chu Mo shook his head.

"That is to say, someone put your photo on a blog, and then the students of University B knew about it?"

Her voice was too loud, and even Luo Zijia, who was concentrating on the experiment in the next room, was called over. Luo Zijia felt the weird atmosphere in the laboratory and asked, "What's wrong?"

Ruan Duhuan pointed to the computer, beckoned him to come over and take a look, and explained: "It seems that someone secretly took a photo without Chu Mo's consent, and then posted the photo of Chu Mo and her mother on the blog..."

Chu Mo didn't listen to what she said next. She kept her head down, but her mind was blank. She is smart at the top, but she also knows that this blog is aimed at her. There are more than 100 photos of her and her mother laying carpets, selling and bargaining with customers, as if to announce to the world that her mother Yang Chumo It's a stall!
Chu Mo's whole body couldn't stop trembling, Fleeting Years was also surfing the Internet just now, even if he didn't want to be known by him, he must know, right?

The feeling of inferiority gnawed at Chumo's heart layer by layer. She was thinking, what would Fleeting Years think of her after she knew about it?The little princess who was once spoiled in the palm of her hand has fallen to such an ending, if anyone would look down on her, right?Fleeting Nian didn't like her already, so he should hate her even more, right?

Even if he didn't mind, who in this world would like to make friends with poor kids?Even a little relationship will feel ashamed.If others knew that the little sister whom Liu Nian loved when he was a child was just a child who set up a street stall, he would definitely be laughed at, right?
And before that, she still wanted to get in touch with him step by step, and wanted him to turn back into the fleeting brother from before...

Such an excellent him, how could she have the heart to defile him?

Thinking of this, she felt very sad, and stood up from the chair quickly. Even though she held back her emotions, she still couldn't restrain the choking in her throat: "I still have something to do, let's go first."

"At the beginning and end..."

Ruan Duhuan yelled, but she ran fast as if she didn't hear it.

Ruan Duhuan and Luo Zijia looked at each other, each a bit worried.

Luo Zijia reached out and moved the mouse, flipped through the general content, and said: "This blog called 'Not Everyone Is Cinderella' should be newly registered. There is no information in it, only more than 100 Photo. At the same time, the address of this blog also appeared in the school’s post bar. Everyone should click on the address from the post bar. Obviously, someone is targeting the beginning and the end.” He analyzed the matter, then raised his head and asked Ruan Duhuan: “Little girl Have you offended anyone recently?"

Ruan Duhuan shrugged his shoulders, expressing an unknown gesture, then looked worriedly at Mu Liunian, who had been silent from the beginning to the end, and said after a while, "Liu Nian, Chu Mo must be very sad now, do you want to comfort me? "

Part4
Mu Liunian's back was facing them, so Ruan Duhuan couldn't see his expression. His back gave off a sense of aloofness, as if he didn't really care.But she didn't believe it——

Sure enough, a few seconds later, Mu Liunian stood up and walked to the computer, leaned over and typed a few times on the keyboard, and then changed the post bar and typed a few times on the keyboard.

However, within a few minutes, the link to the blog most concerned by the entire University B could not be opened, and then the exclusive post bar of University B popped up "This page cannot be displayed".

Ruan Duhuan and Luo Zijia glanced at each other, and they both understood that Mu Liunian not only hacked the blog, but also hacked the entire school post bar!

Then, various groups of Big B flashed one after another——

Department of Chinese (Chinese language is broad and profound): "Why can't the blog be opened? Does anyone have a photo? Share it?"

Department of Korean (learn Smecta well and beat stick paper): "Ouba! You can't open Smecta even in Post Bar!"

Department of Japanese (learn from Baga to be a spy): "Nani? What happened? Is the flower girl's dick swollen?"

Animation department: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh

The part-time bar owner of the Department of Computer Science: "I'm going to go, who hacked my post! Nima hacking the address post is enough, why is the whole post bar hacked? If I know who it is, Nima, I will hack him file, revoked his student status, abolished his ID card, and let him disappear from the earth completely!"

"... Calm down, Lord."

"Lord calm down..."

"Calm..."

Compared with the chaos in the group, the laboratory seemed extremely quiet.

Ruan Duhuan looked at Mu Liunian's leaving back, and murmured, "Zijia, do you know how I found out that something was wrong?"

Luo Zijia showed a questioning expression.

Ruan Duhuan smiled coldly: "Liu Nian is seldom in a daze, just now he was in a daze staring at the computer screen which was not turned on, and Chu Mo's face was just reflected on the screen..."

The biggest reason for people who suffer in relationships is reluctance. Knowing that there is someone in the other person's heart, they still force themselves to be by their side, praying that maybe there will be a moon to open their eyes, and they will be entwined with red threads.

Chumo, who ran out of medical school, fell on the road. I don't know if it's because she has been particularly unlucky recently, or if God is against her. Both knees are scratched and there is sand on her hands.She limped to the lakeside of the school. At this time, most people were in class, and there were only a few scattered couples by the lakeside.

Chu Mo sat on the chair, letting the blood on his knees flow out continuously, his heart seemed to be dead, staring blankly at the emerald green lake water, and at the occasional circles on the lake surface.Many times, she wondered, would it be less painful if she just jumped down to end her life?
She looked at the cell phone that kept vibrating in her pocket along the way, it was lent to her by Luo Xi, there were many unfamiliar numbers on it, and there were calls from people who had never spoken a word in class, The phone is still vibrating to this day.Her fingers slowly moved to the edge of the phone, and it was turned off directly. The world seemed to quiet down in an instant.

It was so quiet, just like when she heard the news of her father committing suicide in the prison, the surroundings were instantly silent, and she could only hear her heart "thump, thump", breaking out of the cocoon at an incredible speed, until the whole heart was bleeding dripping.

But even if the heart is cracked and hurts so much, she and her mother still have to live strong.

There will always be some painful things in everyone's life, but the world never cares about what you have experienced and how painful it is. When you are going through heart-piercing, there are always other people who are still living happily.

The sun will rise tomorrow, the earth is rotating at the same speed, and time never says it will stand still.So the only thing you can say to yourself is, come on, be strong!If you are not strong, no one can be strong for you.

After handling the funeral affairs for my father, my mother came to a strange small city with her only savings that year.Their homes were all confiscated, and they came to that small city because a good friend of Yang's mother had an abandoned house for them to live in.

Although dilapidated, it was considered lucky for them at that time.The mother told her that from today onwards they had to work hard to live, no matter what she would make money so that Chumo could continue to study, the mother told her: "Chumo, your father's only regret is that he didn't see you go to college with his own eyes, so you must You have to fight, you know?"

Chu Mo wiped away her tears and nodded.

There is no relationship that can help them, so I can only rely on myself.The mother, who has always been well-dressed, started to make a living by paving the sidewalk like the aunt. There is no urban management there, and everyone is friendly, and it is normal to occasionally pave the roadside.What my mother sells are some cheap underwear, socks and silk stockings, just because these are more profitable.Every time I see guests bargaining with my mother when I go home, the obsequious smile on my mother's face is so dazzling.At that time, she was young and ignorant, and she felt that her mother was ashamed of doing this, and she never even helped her mother look after the goods.

But one time, when she got into a fight with her classmates because they made fun of her classmates, and even scratched each other, the mother who was still laying the stalls hurried over and took out all the money in the bag to pay for it. Chu Mo saw her With beads of sweat on her forehead and a pair of callused hands, she realized that the most pitiful person these years was not her, Yang Chumo, but the woman in front of her.

It was only then that she was willing to recognize the facts. She was no longer the Yang Chumo she was back then, so she had no right to be proud.

Until now, she is very clear about her identity. She has been paid for by her mother's blood and sweat. She has never done anything high-profile, and she clearly knows her position. Why don't those people let her go?Want to announce her misery to the world?

Chu Mo rubbed her eyes and wiped away the tears on her face, only to have a pair of red eye sockets that hurt from the sunlight.

Part5
There was a slight sound of footsteps, Chu Mo thought someone was passing by, and got up quickly to leave.When she grew up, she was a little autistic, and she didn't want anyone to see her mood swings. Even if she got hurt, she could lick it alone.

Just as she lowered her head and passed that person, a slender hand held her left arm.Chu Mo was startled by the sudden power, she looked down at the slightly pale slender palms, how could such beautiful hands grab her?That was the scene that only appeared in her dreams...

Raising his head, Chumo looked at Mu Liunian's profile.For a moment, there was nothing in my head, I just wanted to hug him...

And her actions were obviously more honest than her head, when the familiar lemon smell filled her breath, she realized that she was really hugging Mu Liunian tightly.

Is it nervous, or awkward?Or is there another mood?She didn't know either, she just felt her heart beating fast, her head went blank, she let go of her hand in a daze, not daring to look at him, and looked down like a child who had hugged the wrong person.

Mu Liunian looked at her quietly with thoughtful eyes, and said after a while, "Follow me."

After speaking, he walked in the same direction as when he walked back and forth.

Chumo Shensi still couldn't get over the shock of the "hug" just now, and stood there in a daze, as if he didn't hear what he said clearly.

Fleeting Nian walked a few steps and found that she didn't keep up. When he looked over, he saw her standing there in a daze.

Frowning, he stepped forward and pulled the beginning and the end back without any explanation.

So that morning, Chu Mo was dragged away by Mu Liunian with his head bowed and blushing, facing the envious and jealous eyes of passers-by.

In the eyes of so many people, she didn't know what to do with her expression, but when she raised her head and saw the slender and straight figure, it was as if she saw the most sincere hope.

In her palest years, she met the most beautiful Mu Liunian, and the intertwined palms froze time.

Fleeting new home.

This is Chu Mo's first time here, she was a little hesitant when she entered the door, afraid of seeing her mother and father whom she hadn't seen for a long time.But it seems that she was worrying too much, Mu Fu and Mu Mu returned to Los Angeles very early to accompany her fleeting grandfather.In other words, Mu Liunian is the only one in China now.

After closing the door, Mu Liunian looked at Chu Mo standing in the entrance, shifted his eyes to her knees, and ordered: "Go to the bathroom and clean up."

Chu Mo obediently said "Oh", and walked to the bathroom.

"Go straight and turn right, remember not to touch the water."

His faint voice reminded him from behind that he had carefully memorized the beginning and the end, but——

When she was standing in the bathroom, she realized, um... She is not familiar with this place at all, what should she use to clean it?Towels hanging on the wall?She didn't want to get them dirty.

Fleeting Year's towel was as simple as his bathroom, pure white without any embellishments.But it was such a white color that made Chumo feel like she was just standing in a small corner of the bathroom, like a clean white towel stained with dust.

When Liu Nian passed by the bathroom, he saw her standing there in a daze, "Why are you still standing here?"

Chu Mo heard the voice and hurriedly turned around, "I, I, I..." I didn't say a word for a long time.

Liu Nian is so smart, he naturally saw her strangeness and embarrassment to this place, walked in, picked her up and put her on the glass sink, went out and brought in the medicine box that he had just prepared.

There was still a lot of sand on Chumo's knees, Liunian took a towel from the hook and was about to wipe it off for her, Chumo subconsciously covered his hands, "Is it fine to use paper towels? If I use towels, I will use them in the future unusable."

He didn't answer, just glanced at her with a pair of calm eyes, and his hands didn't move half a bit because of her refusal.

Chu Mo could only retract her hand awkwardly, looked down at him trying not to touch her wound, and wiped off the mud and sand on her knee with a slightly damp towel.

Part6
Chu Mo looked at Fleeting Nian's drooping brows and eyes, with a serious look, a little less cold than usual, making people seem to be able to get close.

Chumo suddenly felt warm in his heart. No matter what, even though he was angry with her and indifferent to her, at least he didn't treat her as a stranger. This is her only luck, isn't it?

At this time, Fleeting Nian was looking down at her wound.After wiping off all the sand, I realized that the wound on the knee was too large. An ordinary girl would have yelled and yelled in pain, but she had endured it for so long without making a sound.

His dark eyes deepened, and he took a cotton swab soaked in alcohol to disinfect her first. The irritation of the alcohol on the skin made Chu Mo, no matter how strong she was, couldn't help shrinking down.

"Be patient." He said lightly.

Is this consolation?I don't know at the beginning and the end, but hearing his words made her heart calm down inexplicably. Even though her knee still hurts, she endured it.

After wrapping the wound on her knee with white gauze, Liu Nian looked up and saw her biting her pale lip, with cold sweat sliding down her forehead.

Reaching out to wipe the sweat off her forehead, she saw her staring at him as if she had seen a ghost.

Withdrawing his hand, he asked, "Why doesn't the pain scream?"

But she shook her head: "This kind of pain is nothing compared to the previous ones." The pain in the flesh will always heal, so it will never compare to the pain in the heart.But she couldn't say these words anyway.

Neither of them spoke, and there was only the smell of potions in the air.

Chumo glanced at the white towel stained with her blood and sighed.

Fleeting Nian was packing the medicine box aside.That serious look of arranging things meticulously always makes her heart so easy.

He has been used to it since he was a child. He divides what should be placed where and what should not be placed. He divides it very carefully.Unlike her, who always loses things, her parents often talk about her, only he occasionally understates: "Girls should develop a good habit of tidying up things, otherwise they will not be able to marry in the future."

She would take the opportunity to pull his arm and act coquettishly: "It's best if you don't get married, so I can stick to you all the time, and you can't marry someone else as your wife."

At that time, when I was young, falling in love with him seemed to be in a daze.

But losing him is so clear.

Even when he was packing his things, Mu Liunian could easily feel that Chu Mo was looking at him, and this feeling made him feel ignorant and irritable.

The next moment, a faint fragrance of hair enveloped him, and Chu Mo felt that he must have eaten the heart of a bear, otherwise how could he be so courageous and hug Mu Liunian without warning.

The whole bathroom is full of strange feelings, just like the feeling it gives people. A man and a woman stand there, and the reflection of the woman hugging the man in the mirror, with a faint sweetness, is like It is to get the treasure that I have always wanted, so carefully.

When everything is bad, nothing beats a hug.

"Fleeting Years, please forgive me?" Finally she said.

Part7
Chu Mo didn't know how he got back to the dormitory. The first time he came back to the dormitory, he didn't want to do anything. He just wanted to lie on the bed, staring at the ceiling, in a daze.

In fact, she has maintained this action for half an hour.During the period, the twins who sat below and played the game looked at each other N times, and wanted to talk N times, but in the end, no one ran over impulsively to ask the reason for the abnormality at the beginning and the end.

Just when they looked at each other for the last time and told each other that they were not gossip but just for the purpose of friendship, and cared about what happened at the beginning and the end, suddenly, the phone rang to save them.

Chu Mo was also taken aback by the ringtone. Her cell phone vibrated all the time, and it was for this reason that she couldn't always answer the call.Later, Boss Luo Xi became unhappy, so he secretly turned his back on Chumo and set the ringtone for her alone. As long as it was a call from Luo Xi, there would be a noisy ringtone.

Chu Mo took out the phone and picked it up, her voice was a little hoarse due to the silence for nearly half an hour, and Luo Xi heard inexplicably sad: "Mo, are you crying?"

Chu Mo, who was still a little sad at first, couldn't help chuckling when she heard this: "No, you heard it wrong."

Hearing her laughter, Luo Xi let go of his hanging heart: "Then are you in a better mood?" The tacit understanding of a good friend is that the other end knows what happened, and will not bring it up again on the phone. It only takes a phone call to make the other party feel the heart.

"Well, it's better." She said, "Xiao Xi, when are you coming back?"

"Hurry up, my mother has been dragging me to stay at home these days and won't let me go out. I'm about to get sick from boredom. You wait for me for a few more days, and I'll go back to accompany you!" She thought Liao thought: "I will give you my brother's phone number later? If you are bored, you can talk to him. If you stay with him for a long time, you will be full of hope for the world!"

Chumo was amused by her words: "Your brother is like a savior."

"Isn't it? When I was young, my brother guided me when I couldn't think about anything. He will chat with you patiently, not like the kind of big reason, just let you relax in the unconscious chat..."

Speaking of this, it seemed that someone was calling Luo Xi's name on the other end of the phone, but after hearing Luo Xi's reply, he said, "Okay. Mo, do you want to know it by yourself? I'll give your number to my brother , let him find you!" After finishing speaking, Chu Mo directly hung up the phone without giving Chu Mo any room to refuse.

Chumo looked at the phone and laughed.Luo Xi always has such a hot-tempered personality, sometimes she is really envious of Luo Xi, if she likes someone, she can say she likes it if she likes it, and if she says she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it.Reminds me of the words I said at Fleeting House——

"If I can, I don't want to leave without saying a word. I have liked you so much since I was a child. When I am alone, I always force myself to take this feeling lightly, but the more I force it, the more I treat it in the end. Unbearably persistent. Because, even if I am not good enough for you, I still only want you to be my Mu Liunian."

(End of this chapter)