Tsundere President: The sweet little sweet wife!

Chapter 680 Unable to let go of the pain 4
Jun Yuan, "..."

"No, Mommy just didn't get enough sleep, so she's not energetic today." Bai Youyou said casually.

little stars,"……"

Should he tell Mommy that he is more than five years old this year, so he is not a three-year-old kid?

Jun Yuan didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to rub Little Xingxing's head.

Little Xingxing didn't ask this question anymore, and he started to talk about the interesting things that happened between him and his sister at school today.

After the two children went back, they played with their aunt and grandma.

Bai Youyou went upstairs to change clothes.

Jun Yuan followed.

After she changed her clothes, he reached out and hugged her into his arms, "I'll take a look at what video I received."

Bai Youyou was startled for a moment, then, "Sister Weiwei told you?"

"Ah."

Bai Youyou was silent for a while and then said, "I deleted that video."

That video was on her mobile phone, and she always felt as if there was a devil following her, so she deleted it.

She thought that after deleting it, she could stop thinking about it, but...

So far, that's not the case at all.

In fact, she knew that it wasn't because of the video, but because the fear that had been deep in her heart was that she couldn't forgive her choice, that she couldn't overcome this hurdle in her heart, and this video was just a tipping point.

The fear and guilt that suppressed her exploded, causing them to explode uncontrollably.

If the other party showed her such a video to make her suffer, then the other party succeeded completely.

"What video?"

"It's okay, this is my own problem, I just adjust my mood." She understands all the truths, what she needs is to figure it out and let go.

"Baby, sometimes, the more you have your own problems, the more you have to speak out, otherwise, you will always be stuck in a dead end, and you will never be able to get out."

Bai Youyou was silent for a long time before telling the situation, "It was me when the children were kidnapped..."

If it was the original situation, only Xiao Qingqing was suitable to do this, and Bai Youyou would not be so guilty and painful, because this is the only way to save two children at the same time, but...

At that time, the structure of the place where Xiao Qingqing and Xiao Xing were bound was the same, that is to say, she could choose to save Xiao Qingqing first, so that Xiao Xing would face such danger.

However, she chose to let Xiao Qingqing face such danger.

At that time, she thought cold-bloodedly that Xiao Qingqing had an emotional disorder, she would not be very afraid of such a situation, but Xiao Xingxing would be.

Also, she thought of it, if something happened to Xiao Qingqing, she could go with her, as long as Xiao Xingxing and Jun Yuan can get along well.

She... At that time, she was not 100% sure of herself. When she made such a decision, she knew that there would be a possibility of failure, but she still did it.

Even if it succeeds in the end, it can't erase the fact that she gambled with her daughter's life.

Therefore, whenever she looks at Xiao Qingqing's cute little face, she feels very guilty. She can live such a beautiful life, but she almost...

It's just that she suppressed all those emotions so hard that no one could see it.

Until today, when I saw such a video, the suppressed emotions suddenly erupted. I knew that I shouldn’t have erupted, and I shouldn’t do what the enemy wished. I knew that the matter was over, so the so-called if it didn’t exist, they would be fine. of.

Can……

She still couldn't control it.

(End of this chapter)