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Chapter 681 Unable to let go of the pain 5
People are like this, they know all the truths, but they just can't get over the hurdle of emotion.

After Jun Yuan heard the situation at that time, his eyes were dark and gloomy.

It was him who failed to protect them, and it was he who made her face such a cruel choice.

"Baby, you are not wrong, the choice you made is the best choice! You also successfully saved them!" He grabbed her shoulders, looked at her, looked at her so seriously, his black eyes seemed to want to It's like hypnotizing her, making her believe that none of this is her fault, she doesn't have to feel guilty, she has done a great job!

"I wasn't sure at the time, I wasn't 100% sure that Xiao Qingqing could be saved, I..." Bai Youyou choked up.

"I think my decision at the time was cold-blooded and cruel...I..."

Jun Yuan just wanted to say something.

Bai Youyou followed closely and said, "I know, it was a cold-blooded decision, but in fact, it was the most rational decision I made at the time. Whether I want to admit it or not, Xiao Qingqing is indeed an emotional disorder. I was never afraid. Later, I also tentatively asked her about that day. She always felt that it was just an ordinary day, and Little Xingxing had lingering fears about that day. All these prove that my original choice was That's right, the choice I made was the one that would cause the least harm to them all, but even so, it couldn't erase the fact that I chose to give up on her. I made her suffer from childhood and let her become like this. Because she didn't know to be afraid and chose to put her in danger..."

"I..." She thought she should be damned!Really damn it!
"I know, I shouldn't think this way, I'm not a vicious mother, I want her to be good more than anyone else, if I can trade my life for her, I will change it without hesitation, I also know that I You shouldn't be afraid, there is no if at all, we are all fine, but...I..."

She can't control it, really can't control it...

For a mother to make such a cruel decision, the worst thing is not what the child thinks, whether the child can forgive her, but she can't let go of such a decision. Even if the child forgives her and doesn't blame her, she can't forgive herself. Can't help but blame myself.

"If you don't choose Xiao Qingqing to face danger, but you choose Little Xingxing to face danger, and choose Little Xingxing to face danger, will you feel better?" Jun Yuan asked.

Bai Youyou instinctively thought, no, she won't.

"If you choose the little star, you are the same. This shows that you did not choose who to give up, but that you chose the best choice. This is the choice that you are most sure can save them at the same time after your evaluation. This is also your best choice!" Although he said this, he knew that there was a big reason for her choice, because Little Xingxing was not her own, and she loved him too much, and she didn't want Little Xingxing to bear it in the future. , If it wasn't for his own mother, he wouldn't save him from that pain, shadow.

Therefore, with certain certainty, she chose Xiao Qingqing to face that kind of danger.

Because Xiao Qingqing is her own, when people love one party too much, they will choose to suffer themselves.

Even, she should have thought that if she misses, she can leave this world with Xiao Qingqing, so that he can still have Xiao Xingxing by his side.

She made the cruelest decision, not for the child but for herself, and she was the one who was most hurt by such a decision.

(End of this chapter)