Tsundere President: The sweet little sweet wife!

Chapter 682 Unable to let go of the pain 6
"I know, but I... I still put my child in such danger..." Bai Youyou really knew the truth of everything, but she still couldn't control it.

Jun Yuan hugged her, "I can understand how you feel. It's like, when I found you, I was sure that you were all right, but I was still so scared, so uncontrollably scared."

Because I care, I really care, so I can't bear the loss. I just want to lose like that, and I can't help being afraid, blaming myself, and blaming myself for not protecting them well and letting them encounter such danger.

It's really hard to get out of that kind of emotion.

"Husband... I don't want to do this..." Bai Youyou buried her head in his chest.

Now their family is so happy, their life is so good, the past is long gone, it is meaningless to think about it, it is purely to make things difficult for themselves, but...

It's the same sentence, I obviously don't want to but I can't control it.

"Then don't suppress such feelings. If you just think like this, you feel ashamed of your child, so you love her eccentrically and dote on her." Sometimes, the more you suppress something, the more rebellious the feeling will be. To rush forward, when you suppress it to the extreme, its rebelliousness will also reach the extreme, once it finds a point, it will fight back, leaving you completely powerless to parry.

"Not to suppress?"

"Yes, you let your fear go. You should really blame yourself for your feelings. That's your little baby. You shouldn't choose to give up on her, you should choose to give up on little Xingxing."

Bai Youyou said instinctively, "I shouldn't give up on Little Xingxing either!"

"But you blame yourself for choosing Xiao Qingqing because you are regretting that you should not save Xiao Xingxing first." Jun Yuan persuaded in reverse.

Bai Youyou, "I don't regret it, I just can't forgive myself."

"Did you have any other options at the time?"

"No." Even if there was a way for her to die to keep them both safe, she would definitely choose her to die without hesitation, so that her little baby would not be in any danger.

"So, why don't you forgive?"

"I can't forgive me for not protecting my child. I shouldn't have put her in danger."

"Then I should blame myself more, and I should suffer more, because I didn't protect you well, let you encounter such danger, such a cruel decision, I should even commit seppuku." Jun Yuan said.

"No, it's not your fault, don't think so!" Bai Youyou said hastily, remembering the days when he was so scared.

He's not wrong at all, he can't think like that at all!

"Why is it not my fault, if I can protect you well, how could such a thing happen?"

"How can there be absolute security in this world? Even if a country devotes all its strength to protect a person, it may not be able to protect it! Let alone you were abroad at the time."

The heads of state and leaders have been assassinated a lot. They have such state-level protection that they are not fully protected, let alone they are just ordinary people.

"That cannot be an excuse."

"Jun Yuan, you force yourself to commit crimes like this, it's too stupid and coercive!"

"Then are you as stupid and aggressive as me?" Jun Yuan asked.

"You are so powerful, you are clearly in such a desperate situation, you can still rationally evaluate the best way to survive, and you still do it, but you blame yourself for making the best choice, but you have been afraid of what you don't have at all. If that's the case, are you also forcing yourself to be punished? Isn't it stupid?"

　Thank you for your rewards, babes!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)