The eldest daughter-in-law of the rebirth of a wealthy family is difficult to do

Chapter 985 The End of Happy Love (5)
Yao Beidi really didn't know what Xiao Ye was talking about, but his tone was serious, and his whole body trembled inexplicably at that moment, as if he was really afraid of losing, uneasy about this world.

She nodded, "Yeah."

He solemnly agreed.

How could you let go of such love? !

Yao Beidi felt that it was impossible for him to leave Xiaoye voluntarily, and the scene in his dream would never appear.

"Yao Beidi, love me well." Xiao Ye's deep voice whispered in her ear, "I'm really scared, really scared."

"Xiaoye." Yao Beidi turned over and faced him.

It's because the moonlight is too shallow, he can't see his cheeks clearly, so he can't see what the crystals in his eyes are...

She said, sure, "I love you forever."

"Me too."

A kiss, deeply imprinted.

I don't know who is calming whose mood, and who made the promise to whom.

A good life, it must be a lifetime.

An unpublished letter.

Bei Kun.

I don't know who to send this letter to except you.

It's as if you've always been the best candidate for me to take advantage of.

I'm sorry, Bei Kun.

Sister always disappoints you.

From childhood to adulthood, you looked so mischievous, but in fact, it was always me who made my parents worry about me.

I remember when you were very young, you were only 5 years old, you always followed my ass and wanted to play with me. Once, in order not to let you pester me, I said let’s hide and seek , but if you hide well, I'll go play with my own.Then I remembered that you had already fallen asleep in the cabinet, do you know how guilty I was at that time? !But when you woke up, you said, sister, have you found me yet? !
Such innocent eyes.

I think my debt to you has already begun since then.

Thinking about it now, it's really unfair to you.

Has always occupied the love of parents.My parents would lose their temper at you even if something went wrong, but my parents always protected me in an ivory tower.People before and after, the one my father praised will always be me, but in the end, I left everything that I should be filial to you selfishly.

Bei Kun, take good care of your parents.

My sister is really tired.

If I stay in this world, perhaps what I can bring to you will no longer be joy, only sorrow.

I have contemplated suicide more than once.

I don't know if this is a kind of mental illness that Wang Jianyi mentioned, but the fact is that I really want to leave this world alone and be alone.Picking up the knife many times, thinking of your eyes and putting it down silently, and then imagining that Xiaoxiao is still by my side, Xiaoxiao is still there.When the fantasy fades away, it is an unbearable pain, which makes me feel that my world has actually collapsed long ago.And the world I can see now, the sky I can see, and all the colors I can see.Color, all, insincere.

So in the end, I chose the path of death.

So in the end, it's up to you to take good care of my parents and love them for me.

Bei Kun.

There are some things that you can’t say, you don’t need to tell anyone, and you don’t need to tell anyone, you just want to talk to someone you know.

I always thought that I kept everything about Xiao Ye in my heart, but in fact, you guys see it more thoroughly than I do.

It seems to have been wrong from the beginning.

It is wrong to impose one's own preferences on others.

Thinking about it now, everything that will happen next is also my own fault.

I kept blaming Xiaoye, and kept telling myself that the leaving with a smile was caused by Xiaoye, so I tried my best to get rid of him, so I hated him, and I wanted to rely on my hatred Support yourself to live well.

When we really hurt each other deeply enough, Xiao Ye let go, and then we divorced, I really felt that everything was over.

I choose my own way to end all my pain, but I really don't want to make other people suffer because of me.

So I hope Xiaoye can live a good life.

After utterly despairing of me, after I had hurt him enough, to be able to forget me and live.

I don't want him to take away anything about me and Xiaoxiao. I hope he can give up everything in the past and start over.

Find another woman who I really love, who I have loved from the beginning, to live.

And I let the 7 years that I appeared in his life pass away like the wind, even if I think about it, there is nothing to be particularly nostalgic about, because it hurts deeply, it hurts when I think about it, and I will gradually stop loving, Gradually it will be forgotten.

Bei Kun.

Finally, please help me convey to Guanwan and Guyuan that the only thing I, Yao Beidi, can be proud of in this life is that I have made such two good friends, and at the end of my life, I found that I am not a perfect person. Total loser.I don't have the courage to call them, and I don't have the courage to send them text messages. I can only tell them in this way that I'm tired, don't be sad for me, I just chose a way so that I can no longer suffer. road……

farewell.

This world where I exist.

——Yao Beidi, a must-write.

At the last moment of going to bed with Yin Bin.

He called out.

He said, "Yao Beidi, don't cry, your crying broke my heart."

I do not cry.

I thought I could give myself away properly, but my heart really hurts.

I remembered the feeling in my heart when I endured Xiaoye and Lei Lei's bed, and I just sent a text message to Xiaoye.

Texted him to let him know what I'm doing right now.

"Don't cry, let's not do it, just sleep together, okay?" Yin Bin gently wiped away my tears, and then hugged me in his arms, as if embracing all of him, so caring.

(End of this chapter)