The eldest daughter-in-law of the rebirth of a wealthy family is difficult to do

Chapter 986 The End of Happy Love (6)
I leaned on his chest and cried for a long time.

We cried until we both fell asleep.

At that time, he thought that when I woke up, I would follow him, try to be with him, and start over.

Maybe there is a next life, maybe.

But in this life, I really can't do it.

I don't want to implicate him, and I don't want him to take care of my broken heart with all his heart.

I wasn't asleep, I was just waiting for him to fall asleep.

After he fell asleep, I got up and picked up the mobile phone that was kept by the bed at any time.

102 calls.

It's all Xiaoye's.

He should hate me.

That's enough.

In this life, the last thing I can leave to Xiaoye is so much.

She took a photo with Yin Bin and sent it to him.

At that time, he should not be the only one who was in pain, my heart was also being beaten constantly, constantly being beaten.

Well, for me, it's almost over.

And this is the best way I can think of for Xiao Ye to live well in this world.

I really don't deserve his nostalgia.

I walked into the bathroom step by step and lay down in the bathtub.

There is a razor blade in the palm of my hand, which I bought by the way when I went to the pharmacy to buy medicine.

At that time, I had already made up my mind, or maybe I had thought about it earlier.

In fact, there is no need to take the contraceptive pill again alone, but in the end I am still afraid, really afraid of the existence of some small life, even for a minute, even for a day.

I lie in a luxurious bathtub.

The blade is in my hand, I flip through the photos in my mobile phone, I want to look at everything I have experienced in the past at the last second of my life, from when Xiaoxiao was born to growing up to such a big age, from the silently photographed before , the back view of Xiao Ye, and that somewhat silly wedding photo...

A person's life is like this, like fireworks in the past.

The moment I was about to put down the phone, I thought about it and edited a text message.

For Yin Bin, I feel guilty.

Because I used him, used this man who loves me.

Hope, he can find his true love.

His eyes moved slightly.

The slender fingers are still on the phone screen.

Create a new text message and edit it.

Xiaoye, I'm sorry.

It's not that I hate you so much, but that I love you so much that I don't want to hurt you anymore.

I can't get over the hurdle of losing Xiaoxiao, so I can't really start over with you, even though I know that Xiaoxiao left, I can't blame you, I heard Bei Kun said that you did it for Xiaoxiao at that time something happened.

Did so many things to hurt you, just to make you go.

Don't ruin the rest of your life for a woman like me. I only borrowed you for 7 years, and the other 7 years will be yours.

Love yourself well and live well.

After writing so much, I looked at those sad words vaguely.

I remembered the last time I had a crazy quarrel with Xiao Ye at home, what Xiao Ye said, "From now on, I will pretend that I have never appeared in your world... Live well in the future, find a man who really loves you, and don't let me go. It's really not worth crying for a scumbag like me..."

Xiaoye, at that moment, I really cried for both of us.

Crying for our fate that was extinguished before it was ignited.

After all, at the moment when I cut off my wrist, I chose to delete all the words.

Can't make you feel guilty.

Xiaoye, let's do this.

The eyes have long been blurred, and the strength in the hand is getting weaker and weaker.

I can't see clearly and I don't know how much was deleted in the end, probably, it's all deleted...

Presumably, this is the end.

Seeing the woman in the bathtub with no blood on her face after being soaked in blood, I really broke down at that moment.

At a loss, I casually picked up the phone in Yao Beidi's hand, recorded the last call, and Xiaoye called it.

I spoke quickly and anxiously, I actually didn't know how Xiaoye felt at that time.

The ambulance came from behind.

Xiao Ye also came behind.

Then I seemed to see Xiao Ye's calmness.

He was really calm, looking at Yao Bedi's body calmly, everyone was crying heart-piercingly, only him, standing not too far away, watching Yao Bedi's pale and colorless face so silently, until In the end, he didn't even dare to touch her, didn't even dare to touch her in the end, just to watch her body being carried away.

This is really a pain.

A pain that has no expression at all.

Yao Beidi brought us the most painful memory.

later.

Yao Beidi was buried, and after that, there were no rumors about her in the Shanghai news.

I have been to Yao's villa, and Chairman Yao asked me to go there.

Chairman Yao said, leave the company to me, and he wants to spend more time with his wife.

I agreed.

I don't know if I can take care of it, but because of Yao Beidi, I really agreed.

I don't think she was able to really get over the hurt in her heart. It would be better to help her take care of her family more.

When I left, the sky in Shanghai was particularly dark that day, as if the sky in Shanghai had been like this since Yao Beidi left.

I went to Jianghuang Hotel again, to the room where Yao Beidi committed suicide.

The name of that room had been changed, and the hotel felt that it was unlucky, and although it was decorated luxuriously, it used cheap money.

Sitting on the big bed alone, I can still recall Yao Beidi's charming appearance that day, and occasionally hallucinations appear before my eyes. I think I must be a little sick, mentally ill.

I went to find Wang Jianyi.

I asked him to look at it for me and prescribe some medicine.

Wang Jianyi and I used to have a little friendship. He is also from Yunnan and has a relationship with my father. So that afternoon, when he was helping me with my internal injuries, he talked about Yao Bedi who had just died. He said it with regret.He said that if Yao Beidi could persist for a while, maybe he would not choose to commit suicide.He also said that at that time he suggested to Xiaoye to have a new baby with Yao Bedi, and the person who untied the bell had to tie the bell. Yao Bedi's wound was on the child, so after re-pregnancy, maybe it will be fine.

(End of this chapter)