The e-sports life of men's clothing

Chapter 876 It's Like I'm a Monster
Being kissed on the face, if someone else did this kind of thing, Yunxi would definitely break his leg.

But Yu Fan is... quite special.

When his lips accidentally touched her face, Yu Fan seemed to spit it out for a moment.

Yun Xi couldn't say what she felt in her heart, she definitely wouldn't hate it, but after all, she had more pity and helplessness.

It is said that Poppy's personality is a little eccentric. This is because this person has experienced too much and has undertaken too many things that normal people cannot bear.

Therefore, Yun Xi's expression was not unnatural in any way, even to make Yu Fan relax, it seemed very natural.

"I don't mind, let's keep a little distance in the future, and things like this won't..."

"No, no."

Yu Ran pursed his bright red lips, which seemed to be dripping blood, and he was obstructing the screen behind him, his obsession with cleanliness put a piece of paper between him and the screen.

His back was straight, his head was lowered, his eyes were downcast and he couldn't see the expression in his eyes clearly, but the long eyelashes trembled slightly, giving him a feeling of helplessness.

"I don't hate you."

Yu Fan's tone didn't change much, but what he said was somewhat pitiful.

"I have a physical problem, and I can't get close to people. Even when I was in the same team as Gong Yiheng Jinmo and the others, I hated getting too close to them."

"Master Yun, I hate men and women, and I hate myself even more."

People came in one after another in the restaurant, but no one came in the corner of the cubicle where they were staying, and someone sitting next to them could faintly hear the woman's voice.

Yun Xi had no time to take care of this, Yu Fan's quiet voice seemed to overwhelm all other voices.

She tapped her hand on her side, hesitated for a while, but did not become a persuader, but a listener. It was rare for Yu Fan to say such things, so she listened quietly.

Yu Fan clenched his hands into fists by his side.

His skin was too white, a kind of morbid paleness, and the back of his hand burst with blue blood vessels, and the veins were vertical and horizontal.

"When I was a child, I really wanted to be close to my mother. She is my only family member. My biggest wish is that she can hug me. But she doesn't like to touch me. Every time I get close, she looks disgusted. look at me."

"Like I'm some kind of monster."

"I remember very clearly that on my seventh birthday, I made a wish that my mother would hug me, just like other ordinary parents, that she could get closer to me instead of hiding from me, and I would come closer Sometimes I would rather throw away the things in my hand than let me approach her to take them."

"Of course, my wish came true. She didn't come home that night. In fact, she seldom came home. Even when she did, she locked the door. There were always different uncles at home. Sometimes they would look at me with strange eyes. I."

"I stayed at home, my sister was crying, I stared at the candle and didn't know what to say, I seemed to be precocious than my peers, but I didn't want it, I just wanted to... just want my mother to hug me."

"But she doesn't even want to look at me."

"Am I that annoying? I'm really annoying."

Yu Fan lowered his head, his short, thin hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, and the tears under his eyes were like blood. His voice became very soft, so soft that he was about to disappear under the noisy noise of the hotel.

Instead of telling, he is asking himself.

Yunxi had a feeling in her heart, and she couldn't help but comfort her.

"No, she's not like that, it's just that she, like you, hates herself like this."

(End of this chapter)