If you can love like this

Chapter 16

Back at the hotel, Ah Qing and the others haven't come back yet, I'm glad I didn't let them see my red and swollen eyes.I took a hot shower and wrapped myself in the blanket.But I couldn't fall asleep at all. As soon as I closed my eyes, it was like a movie was playing in my mind. Fragmented past events flashed one after another, and I started crying again, intermittently, crying and slowly falling asleep.Maybe it's because I'm too tired, I don't know when Ah Qing will come back.

When I woke up in the morning, Ah Qing looked into my eyes and shook his head, "Last night I heard you crying all the time, and you didn't respond when I called you. Are you dreaming? Kao'er, I'm really worried about you. Don't blame me for talking too much. ..." Ah Qing sighed, and began to chatter, "I know you have always had someone in your heart, but look at the past two years, what kind of life have you lived? This man, but let me remind you, let go of what you can, and don't make yourself too hard. You are still young and so beautiful, what can you not overcome? "

I went into the bathroom without saying a word, and the moment I closed the door, I started crying again.

For a long time, I seem to be used to waiting, even in my dreams, I keep performing unexpected encounters with him.In fact, waiting itself is an absurd mistake. The happiness I look forward to will not come because of waiting, but will become more and more blurred with the passage of time.In fact, there is no fairness in the emotional world. I try to forget him just to show that I only have him in my heart, and there is no corner of my existence in his heart, so he can be so calm when he sees me. Free, as if I was just a passerby.So I have to believe that whoever cares more about the competition between men and women will lose more miserably. When I quit two years ago, I had already lost miserably. I not only lost him, but also lost myself.I'm utterly defeated.

That being the case, why do I cry here, no amount of tears can turn back time.If I go back in time, I will definitely not wait for him in long thoughts, nor will I be as lost as I am now and have no claim.Thinking about it this way, I finally calmed down, and smiled at the mirror with all my pain, "It's nothing, if you lose, you lose. I'm willing to bet and admit defeat, isn't it?"

The pain will pass, and life must go on.

I quickly washed my face, tidied my hair, and put some powder on my face, then opened the bathroom door and walked out.Ah Qing has packed everything up and is waiting for me to go downstairs for breakfast. She is very careful, she finds out a pair of sunglasses from somewhere and hands them to me, "Here, put them on, how can you look good like this."

I put on my sunglasses silently, "Thank you."

"Thank you, I'm here too, it's not a big deal, just grit your teeth and go." He helped me pick up the bag, "Let's go, Funk and the others are waiting downstairs."

When I went downstairs, Feng Ke and other colleagues were sitting on the sofa in the hotel lobby. He waved to me and Ah Qing, "Come here, and have a short meeting for a few minutes."

Ah Qing yelled: "Is there any mistake? How can there be a meeting in the hotel lobby?"

"Save time and save time." Feng Ke is the kind of master who stays up all night and gets more energetic. We all stay up like ghosts, but he is the only one who is hale and hearty. His small eyes are very bright. He stared at me immediately, " Yo, Kao'er, you're really stylish today, even wearing sunglasses."

"Cool?"

"Cool!" The recording is about to wrap up, Feng Ke looks in a good mood, and looks at our female colleagues with a smile, "How about it, ladies, did you get a lot out of shopping yesterday? Did you have an affair?"

"It's enough to show off your size in one afternoon." Ah Qing complained.

The short meeting is to explain the schedule and matters to be paid attention to in the past two days, a few words, because people keep interrupting, Feng Ke said the last sentence and forgot the next sentence, scratching my head and scratching my head anxiously, just in time my mobile phone rang, I went to the side to answer the phone. It was my mother who asked me if I would be back at the end of the month, and it was my father's birthday...

"Mom, I'm in Shanghai now. I'll definitely be there for Dad's birthday. My work here will end in two days." I'm afraid that my mother will chat with me on the phone. I won't hang up the phone when I'm out of town. Mobile phone roaming charges are very expensive.I dismissed the old lady with a few words, and when I turned around, I was startled, and a certain man whom I had just whipped in my heart fell from the sky and stood next to me, grinning at me, "What a coincidence."

When he appeared, I had no clue.

"you……"

"I'm meeting a friend here, and I just saw you here." His expression was very natural, as if everything was really a coincidence.Of course I don't believe his nonsense, I just wondered how he knew where I lived so quickly, and I couldn't react for a while.But when he arrived in Shanghai, it was his territory, and there was always a way to know what he wanted to know.So I laughed dryly, "Yeah, what a coincidence, Mr. Geng came alone?"

"You look a little weird wearing sunglasses." He didn't answer my words at all, and looked at me leisurely, rambling, "These sunglasses don't suit you, I'll give you a good pair some other day."

"Sorry, I'm very busy and I'm going to work soon." I kept calm and walked towards Funke and the others as I spoke.He pulled me off and reached out to me, "Lend me your mobile phone."

I looked at him suspiciously.

He shrugged, "I don't seem to have brought mine."

If I don't give it, it seems stingy, so I have to hesitate to hand him the phone.He took my mobile phone and dialed a number without haste, but suddenly a familiar nursery rhyme came from him, "Two tigers, two tigers, run fast, run fast. One has no ears, one has no ears. Only no tail. How strange, how strange..."

I was wondering, but he calmly took out the latest mobile phone of a certain brand from his jacket pocket.

"Look, it's on me, why didn't I expect it to be put in it." He looked at the display screen without redness, and confirmed that my number had been displayed on his mobile phone, then pressed the ringtone, and Handed me my phone back, "Thank you."

I really want to smoke him!
At the same time, there was a burst of laughter from the teahouse next to the lobby.I followed the prestige and saw three well-dressed men looking at me and laughing. I recognized one of them, and it was Wei Minglun who I met at the piano store yesterday.He got up first, and walked towards this side while smiling, "I said Mochi, you called me before dawn and said that you would invite us to have morning tea, but you took us halfway around the city. Come here, when you come here, it’s already past the morning tea, and you let us drink coffee on an empty stomach, and give us a lot of nonsense, dare you drag us to accompany you to sit on the sidelines, you are too unkind, beforehand Don't even say hello."

"Yeah, my stomach hurts from drinking." The other two also got up and walked over. They were not ordinary people at first glance. One of them was probably the youngest among them, but he was the tallest and very handsome. Looking at Geng Mochi Zhile, he showed his white teeth, "I said your way of chasing women is too old-fashioned, and you have no creativity at all."

If it wasn't for the fact that there are colleagues over there, I really want to kick him, "You're so boring!"

"Don't listen to their nonsense, it's really a coincidence, and I didn't know you lived here." The man was still talking nonsense with his eyes open, probably because he didn't sleep well, his eyes were bloodshot.

"Cough, cough, cough..." The people next to me suppressed their laughter and coughed desperately.One of the very gentle men in a blue suit said: "Okay, you don't make it up, let's introduce it quickly."

Geng Mochi pointed at me, "Bai Kaoer." He introduced them to me one by one, "Wei Minglun, you met yesterday. This is Huang Zhong, and this is Sam, both of whom are my friends."

……

The situation after that was a bit chaotic. Seeing that I was accosting these few people, Feng Ke and the others ran over to say hello. Geng Mochi was also very enthusiastic, shaking hands with this one and that one, showing his gentlemanly demeanor to the extreme.And as far as I know about him, he has always been very indifferent to strangers... and the three people he brought seemed to be mixed people on the scene, and they greeted Feng Ke in a decent manner.The people on both sides made the originally quiet lobby very lively, and the guests entering and leaving the lobby all looked sideways, because not only was there a lot of people here, but mainly because Geng Mochi and the others were enough to stand out among the crowd, all of them were well-dressed and had a strong aura. The numerous Feng Ke also became curious about Geng Mochi's identity, handed over the cigarette case and asked, "Mr. Geng, what do you do?"

"Music." Under normal circumstances, Geng Mochi was unwilling to reveal his identity, so he usually only gave his surname and did not sign up.But I forgot that Ah Qing next to me is famous for her keen sense of smell. After observing for a while, she suddenly asked: "May I ask if this gentleman is Geng Mochi who played the LOVE series?"

I screamed in my heart that it was not good, and Geng Mochi was also very surprised. There was no time to react, and the noisy Ah Qing immediately brightened his eyes, "You must be Teacher Geng, right? Oh, I am your music fan, you are in our Hunan side I have a lot of fans, it's a great honor to meet you today!" As he spoke, he reached out to shake hands with Geng Mochi (obviously, he had already shaken them just now), and shouted while shaking hands, "You are younger than the photo, I have admired you for a long time... ..."

Geng Mochi was passively shaken and smiled awkwardly.

"Yo, so it's Teacher Geng?" Ah Qing hadn't let go yet, and Feng Ke also yelled from the side, "I said Kaoer, you are hiding too much, so you and Teacher Geng are friends, why not?" Should I say it earlier? Mr. Geng, you don’t know that your music is very popular in Hunan.”

"Really?" Geng Mochi was lukewarm, and it was obvious that he was perfunctory.

"Yeah, many people like your music," Feng Ke pointed at me, "Of course, this is thanks to our anchor Bai who spared no effort to promote it. Every song of yours has been featured by her more than once. Used in the show..."

"Oh?" He looked at me, his eyebrows raised strangely.

I can't wait to dig a hole in the ground.

"Yes, yes," Ah Qing rushed to say, "She is your loyal fan. She not only plays your music on the show, but also puts your photo under the glass of the desk, looking at it when she has nothing to do. The photo is in a daze, otherwise I see Mr. Geng so familiar, next time I go to Hunan, I must go to our station to do a show!" Geng Mochi, who was barely coping with it just now, suddenly became in a good mood, and said repeatedly, "Okay, if there is a chance, I will definitely Go, is it anchor Bai's show?"

"Of course, you will be on her show then."

"OK, that's it." Geng Mochi nodded again and again, looking at me from time to time, his eyes were soft, and he was clearly a little smug.

I was extremely embarrassed, standing beside this radiant man, I felt breathless for no reason.

I greeted Feng Ke: "Director Feng, it's time for us to go to the recording studio."

Only then did Feng Ke think about the business, "Oh, yes, we have to go to the studio to record, everyone excuse me." He bowed again and again, calling for a group of colleagues to leave quickly.Geng Mochi sent us out of the hotel gate, and said to Feng Ke: "You will finish your work some other day, please have dinner."

He glanced at me as he said this.

Feng Ke naturally agreed again and again. At this time, the van we rented had already arrived. While they were getting on the car one after another, I asked him coldly: "What do you want to do?"

He stood at the door with his hands behind his back, staring at me for a while, his voice hoarse: "Kaoer, I thought I would never see you again. You must still love me, right?"

I cursed in a low voice: "Shameless."

"Sorry, I still love you."

(End of this chapter)