If you can love like this

Chapter 73

Milan sneered, with a hideous face like a witch.Her face is really well maintained, and her makeup is also exquisite. The colors of eye shadow, lip gloss, and blush are very layered and meticulous. With her white DIOR dress, she looks like a lady.I sat opposite her, looking sadly at this desperate woman, I couldn't believe that I had a friendship with her for more than ten years, if she really loved Geng Mochi, maybe I would give in, just like three years ago.But does she love him?

"If he can't die well, can you live well?" I tried my best to lower my tone, not wanting to get stiff at the beginning of the conversation.

The resentment in Milan's eyes was not concealed, "I haven't lived a good life since the day I married him!"

"That was your choice, who is to blame?"

"I just blame him! It's a mistake to marry him, but he doesn't give me any love. After three years of marriage, he treats me as transparent, and I will be with you until I die. How can I chase you from Nagoya to Seattle? Can swallow this breath!"

"If you want to get love, first learn how to give love. You blame him for how he treated you, and how did you treat him? Did you take care of him when he was sick? Did you give him a word of comfort? Milan, Don't blame others at every turn, as if the whole world owes you, you should know what you have done, even if he is not a good husband, but he is your husband after all, and he also has status Man, of course he is disgusted by the bad influence you have brought on him."

My words were very light, but also very serious. Milan immediately changed his face, slammed the table and shouted in a high voice: "Bai Kaoer, there is no need for you to comment on the matter between our husband and wife! Don't think you got it His love is terrific, you can only sleep with him at best, you will never want to have him justifiably..."

"I can't justifiably have him, but can you justifiably sleep with your Japanese lover?"

It was this sentence that drove Milan completely crazy. She picked up a coffee cup and splashed it on my face.Fortunately, the coffee is already cold, if it is boiling hot, I'm afraid I will be disfigured.

Of course, I am not a fuel-efficient lamp, so I picked up my coffee cup and threw it at Milan.

The expensive white dress was immediately stained with brown stains. Milan yelled, and rushed towards me around the table, wanting to fight with me. Why didn't she ask, when did I lose?
The two women were fighting together, it was definitely a scene, she pulled my hair, I grabbed her collar, and tore the lace of her collar to pieces, the cafe immediately became a mess, the boss yelled to call the police.

Before the police came, Milan couldn't stand it any longer. I pushed her to the ground, and her sharp nails scratched my face. I slapped her twice with a blunt hand. We were fighting. How could she be mine? opponent?

When I raised my hand a second time, my wrist was caught.

I thought it was the police coming, but when I looked up, it was Qi Shuli. Without any explanation, he pulled me up and dragged me behind him. When Milan got up from the ground and rushed towards me, he stopped me, "If you have something to say, talk about it. What are you doing?!"

Milan recognized him with disheveled hair, and was furious, "What's the matter with you? Get out!" As he said that, he wanted to rush towards me again.At this moment, the police came, Qi Shuli's negotiations with the police were useless, Milan and I were taken into the police car, and I heard Qi Shuli calling from behind: "Steven, come quickly, your wife and your girlfriend are fighting. "

Qi Shuli later said that he was having coffee upstairs with his friends, and when he heard someone fighting downstairs, he ran down to watch, and this was what he saw.We had already come out of the police station and he took us into a restaurant for dinner.He asked Geng Mochi who was going to release us on bail, "Aren't you going to New Zealand? Why haven't you left yet?"

Geng Mochi's face was dark and he didn't say a word.

With Milan here, we might not be able to go anywhere.

"Kao'er, it's Christmas the day after tomorrow, what gift do you want?" Qi Shuli looked at me with a pleasant smile, quite flattering.

"Gift? Thank you, I have already received it!" I raised my right hand and showed him the diamond ring between my fingers, "Here, the ring Mochi gave me, isn't it pretty?"

Qi Shuli's smile froze, and he looked at my ring fixedly, because the ring is worn on the ring finger, and foreigners are very particular about it.Qi Shuli has lived abroad for many years, so naturally he also minds. He also gave me a ring before, but I only wear it on my middle finger.To be honest, I didn't show it to him, I showed it to Milan!Sure enough, Milan's complexion suddenly changed, and he said fiercely: "How shameless, he has a wife, and you still put the ring he gave you on your ring finger!"

"Shut up! I put it on her hand." Geng Mochi spoke for me.

Now it was Qi Shuli's turn to change his face, he looked at me and then at Geng Mochi, his gaze came over unceremoniously.Geng Mochi glared at me, and only then did I realize that it was too ostentatious, even if Milan was ignored, Qi Shuli was still here.I bowed my head guiltily and didn't speak.Milan would not give up, and immediately questioned Geng Mochi: "What do you mean by wearing a ring for her?"

"It's just a formality and has no legal significance."

"Form? Alright, Geng Mochi, listen carefully, as long as I, Milan, have breath, I will not let this ring have legal significance! Just wait and see!"

After she finished speaking, she stood up abruptly and walked out of the restaurant quickly without looking back.

Qi Shuli was quite gracious, and he didn’t say goodbye to us until after dinner, I couldn’t eat anything at all, I felt something in my stomach turning up, I don’t know what happened, I felt very unwell these days, Dizziness, nausea and nausea, a familiar impression frighteningly revived in my consciousness, and at this moment, it was even more frightening...

When Geng Mochi was going to the bathroom, Qi Shuli and I were standing at the door of the restaurant blowing a breeze, he didn't have a smile on his face, and he didn't look at me, he walked straight to the black Mercedes parked on the side of the road.

"Frank!..." I called him.

"What's the matter?" He stopped, but didn't look back.

"...Be careful when driving." I said something insincere, but I swallowed hard what I wanted to say.He turned around, eyes colder than this night, "Cathy, don't make me hate you!"

After saying this, he resolutely drove away.

I had already prepared for the worst, when Geng Mochi passed out again and was hospitalized.He stayed in the bathroom for a long time in the morning and didn't come out. I knocked on the door and went in, and found him lying on his back on the floor, curled up into a ball with his hands on his chest.I screamed, rushed over and knelt by his side, hugged his upper body tightly, trembling uncontrollably, tears and rain, I kissed his hand frantically like a madman, kissing him painful and pale Kissing the tears in the corners of his eyes, kissing his cold lips, his mind has gone blank.

During the few minutes waiting for the ambulance, I kept crying, and Qi Shuli, who was drinking coffee in the garden next door, arrived after hearing the news. He ordered me to let go of Geng Mochi and asked Julia to hold me. At that time, I was already crazy.

Qi Shuli calmly laid Geng Mochi's body flat on the floor, and began to perform cardiac compressions on him, which did not stop for a few minutes. Later, according to the doctor who participated in the rescue, it was Qi Shuli's proper handling that won Geng Mochi's rescue. Precious time, so that he escaped from the gate of hell again.

After Geng Mochi was sent to the emergency room, my emotions were on the verge of collapse. No matter how much Qi Shuli comforted me, I couldn't calm me down. I kept crying until I started to vomit violently. Qi Shuli's expensive suit was completely ruined.In the end, before Geng Mochi got out of the emergency room, I was already dying and was carried into the ward. The doctor had to inject me with a sedative to calm me down until I fell into a drowsy sleep.

Qi Shuli told me later: "You look like you are going to walk ahead of Geng Mochi."

It has been many days, and Geng Mochi's condition has stabilized. I was in the hospital to take care of him day and night. At first, I was in the intensive care unit. , like the god of death is panting.By this time, I knew that he was almost on his way to where he was finally going, and even though my heart was pierced, there was nothing I could do.This time I stayed in the hospital for a very long time, a full month, during which Qi Shuli visited the hospital many times, and that day he came again with two attendants, who carried fruit and flower baskets into the ward, and Qi Shuli and I stood in the ward Talk in the hallway outside.

It was thanks to him that Geng Mochi was saved, I sincerely expressed my gratitude, Qi Shuli was noncommittal, looked at me sadly and said: "Kao'er, to be honest, I don't have extravagant hopes for this relationship anymore, it doesn't matter if you come back to my side or not." Yes, I just hope you can live well, you have seen his situation, will you go with him when the day really comes?"

"Frank, don't worry, I promised him that I will work hard to live, no matter how difficult it is! He also promised me that he would leave me a piece of land next to his cemetery, and one day I will lie down Go in, so we will be together, as long as I think about it, I don't think it's so difficult to accept even if that day comes."

As soon as I said this, I regretted it. Qi Shuli seemed to have received a bigger blow, his eyes were fixed on me, the corners of his mouth twitched, as if he was enduring some kind of severe pain, "What, he left you a piece of land?"

I can't take back what I said, so I just nodded honestly, "He has already bought a cemetery in Seattle, and he promised me that he will wait for me there."

Qi Shuli stared at me for a long while, turned his face away, restraining his imminent emotions.

"Ridiculous!" He finally spit out these two words after holding back for a long time, turned to look at me, and gritted his teeth word by word, "Bai Kaoer, you really are the most cruel woman I have ever seen, you refused even the slightest hope Give it to me, do you love him that much? Even if you die, you will be buried with him. Even if I am a spare tire, I still have self-esteem, okay? Have you considered my feelings?"

I tried to explain: "I'm sorry, Frank, I..."

Qi Shuli ignored me, turned his head and left.

After that, he never came to the hospital again, but as soon as he left, Milan came. After learning that Geng Mochi was admitted to the hospital, Milan went to the hospital to make trouble. I don't know if her husband left any inheritance to her. Every time the trouble ended, it was the hospital security who pulled her out of the ward.

"Bai Kao'er, this matter is endless! I will not let your plot succeed!" Milan's sharp voice echoed in the corridor.

I watched the security pull her into the elevator, helpless, look, everyone hates me so much, hates me so much, I don't understand what I did wrong to make them all hate me so much!I am just holding on to a poor and humble love. I use all my strength to love someone. I don’t ask for anything in return. I just want him to be well. Choose my fate, I don't want to hurt anyone, but they still hate me so much...

Time passed day by day, and soon spring came. The Yoshino cherry trees planted in the hospital garden were blooming tenderly. Standing in front of the window of the ward, it looked like a pink cloud floating in the distance.Don't think that cherry blossom viewing is only available in Japan. Seattle is an excellent city for cherry blossom viewing. Whether it is the quiet Seattle University or the lakeside of Puget Sound, cherry blossoms can be seen everywhere.

After Geng Mochi was transferred out of the intensive care unit, he always asked me to open the window. He sat in front of the window and basked in the sun while watching the cherry blossoms. He told me that he didn’t like Japan very much, but he liked Japanese cherry blossoms very much. They are fleeting, but they are extremely beautiful. .

"Come with me to sit in the garden." He woke up that day, looked at me and said.

I agreed, took a woolen coat and put it on him, helped him to sit on a bench in the garden, there was a cherry blossom tree next to it, and after sitting for a while, our heads and shoulders were covered with petal.

He gently flicked the petals off my hair, slid his cold fingers across my cheeks, smiled, and said weakly: "It's really strange, I think you are getting more and more beautiful, the crab has been watching for a long time , can still be seen as a swan.”

"I already have the foundation of a swan." I boasted boldly.

He squeezed my hand tightly, put it on his knee, stared at me for a moment, and finally said: "Don't fight with him, he is not so easy to deal with, you treat him as a good person, he is a good person, you treat him as a good person Wicked man, he kills and sets fire. You see, I have been very polite to him now, just hoping that he can treat you kindly after I leave. In fact, thinking seriously, he is just like me, a pitiful person, and he can’t get love if he wants to. Love, unwillingness is certain, even I am unwilling, let alone him?"

I didn't say a word, but I fully understood his good intentions, so proud of him, he repeatedly compromised in front of Qi Shuli, just to let Qi Shuli be more lenient to me after he left, so as not to force me to death.Because he knew that Qi Shuli was the only man in the world who could compete with him. No matter how unwilling he was, he had to lower his noble head. He didn't dare to offend him, and he didn't think it was an admission of defeat. He often told me, "I didn't lose to Qi Shuli, I lost to fate!"

Seeing that I was silent for a long time, Geng Mochi turned the topic back to Milan, "As for Milan, you don't need to waste energy on her, I've always regarded her as transparent, I don't care how she troubles me, let her go, don't care about her." .”

"Milan just wants money, give it to her, why let her make trouble!"

"She can ask for money, as much as she wants, but the premise is that she must get a divorce!"

"divorce?"

"Yes, this is the condition I negotiated with her. As long as she is willing to sign the divorce agreement, I can satisfy her any request, such as amending the will, asking for property, asking for shares, and everything for her!"

I looked at him suspiciously, "Why?"

"What do you think?" He asked me back, showing dissatisfaction with my slowness, "The reason is very simple, I want to go to the grave with a free body, I don't want to die and maintain this unbearable marriage with her, let alone After my death, she used her identity as my widow to swindle and deceive everywhere, I want to completely dissociate from her, in this life, in the next life, and in the next life, there will be nothing to do with her!"

After finishing speaking, Geng Mochi got up and walked towards the ward without looking back, the rain of pink petals fell one after another, his back gradually drifted away in the beautiful painting environment, it looked like an eternal parting.

……

On the day Geng Mochi was discharged from the hospital, Milan appeared again lingeringly. As soon as I put Geng Mochi to sleep after lunch, Milan called me downstairs and threatened to have a final showdown with me.

"Go out and talk." I said coldly, and walked out.

Milan followed me out, and we stood outside in the garden to talk.I looked at Milan, and saw that she had a big wavy hair perm, a limited Hermès bag on her elbow, a Tiffany diamond pendant necklace shining on her neck, and a flesh-red dress that set off her enchanting figure , paired with stiletto shoes of the same color, and slender legs, she really showed a bit of noble and refined temperament...

I have to admit that she is more dazzling than she was three years ago, unlike me, like a mummy drained by wind and sand, drying and thinning quickly, no wonder she has been looking at me with contempt, just like at this moment, she folded her arms , Yin Yang sneered strangely and said: "I don't want to say anything superfluous. I'll give him three days. If he doesn't give me a definite answer, I will announce the truth about Yesha's theft. There is no discussion this time. no sooner said than done!"

"Milan, people have been dead for a few years. Are you still talking about these old sesame seeds and rotten millet? The dead are the most important. Your mother didn't teach you such basic human ethics. Slandering the reputation of the dead can make you Get what you want?"

Milan snorted and continued to sneer, "Bai Kao'er, why do you think you are more noble than me? Aren't you also doing it for his property? You just want him to transfer the property to your name Come down?"

As soon as I heard this, I became angry, "Milan, don't judge others by your eyes, if it's for money, I will not leave Qi Shuli, his money is much more than Geng Mochi's!"

(End of this chapter)