If you can love like this

Chapter 82

It has been four days, and Yingzhu is still unconscious.No matter how we called her, talked and sang to her, we tried everything we could, but it still didn't help, only the ticking of the instrument next to her showed that she still had a heartbeat.

Will Yingzhu know his pain and anxiety?

At this moment, he was still talking to Yingzhu, and I stood at the door of the ward, listening to those words, my heart was so painful that I couldn't speak.I walked over and put my hand on his shoulder, knowing that I couldn't persuade him, so I comforted him and said: "Don't do this, Gao Peng, Yingzhu will be fine, if you continue like this, you will collapse."

"It's okay, I'm very calm now." He raised his face, only the high and protruding cheekbones could be seen on his already thin face.And in the hair on the top of his head, a lot of white hairs grew out of nowhere, which looked shocking.

"We should all hold on, Gao Peng."

"Kao'er, don't worry, I'm really calm. Whether Yingzhu wakes up or not, I have accepted this reality. God wants to put me to death, so what can I do?"

"Gao Peng..."

"Really, I am very satisfied. I have had a sincere love, and I will have no regrets in this life." Gao Peng got up and stood in front of the window of the ward, his back was so lonely and heavy, "Dolma said , as long as your heart is as pure as Namtso Lake, you will have the same affection as Tanggula. In the past, I was a prodigal son, hopeless, and I never thought that one day I would get such a sincere love..."

"Who is Dolma?" This was the second time I heard him mention this person.

"You want to know?"

"Ah."

With a long sigh, he slowly began to narrate: "She is the one who saved my soul... Three years ago, I met a Tibetan girl Dolma in Tibet. Her eyes are brighter than those in the sky. The morning star is still bright, her face is red, and she smiles showing her neat white teeth. We rode horses and herded sheep together. She waved the whip really beautifully, very chic, and the song she sang could stop the eagle from flying. At that time, I was obsessed with rock climbing. There were many mountains in the place where I lived, and I climbed them all. Only the highest peak I did not conquer. Every time I climbed to the top of the mountain, I would get endless Strength, it feels like rebirth, I told Dolma about this feeling, and she began to accompany me to climb the mountain. In the past, she just sent me on the road and waited for me silently at the foot of the mountain...

"When I decided to climb the highest mountain, Zhuoma did not hesitate to climb with me. Our preparations should be very sufficient. For safety, both of them had safety ropes around their waists. My Even hers, just in case... The beginning went smoothly, and when we climbed to the top of the mountain, we were all very happy, and victory seemed to be in sight. Who knows that tragedy will come, Zhuoma is behind me, A rock was loose under her feet, and she fell. Because she was tied to a safety rope, she was hanging in the air. The situation was very dangerous at the time. If you are not careful, two people may fall off the cliff at the same time.

"I freed up one hand and tried to pull her up, but I couldn't use any strength at all. I felt like I couldn't hold it anymore. At that moment, I didn't have any fear. I thought it would be okay to die together. But Zhuoma didn't do that. Thinking, she took out a dagger and started cutting the rope, I yelled at her not to cut, but she didn't listen, tears flowed, she still wanted to cut the rope, one knife, two knife, it was like cutting my heart, I was desperate She almost jumped down. She looked up with a innocent face but suddenly smiled at me, she said camel, my life is different from yours. Small. But if you are alive, you can do a lot of things, take a lot of photos, and marry the girl you really love. I know that I am not the person you like, it doesn't matter, Potala can testify, I sincerely hope you are happy , just like the holy Namtso Lake nestled next to Tanggula Mountain for generations, I will not leave you, only my body will die, no matter where you are in the future, whether you are happy or not, I can see..."

Having said this, Gao Peng covered his face and sobbed.Knowing him for so many years, this is the first time I saw him cry, my nose was sore, I grabbed his shoulder and asked: "What happened next? What happened later?"

"Later..." He looked up at me, his haggard face was like a dried wax figure, without a trace of blood, "What else can I do? She finally cut the rope, and she fell down, right under my eyes... …I will never forget the way she looked at me for the last time in my life. There was no fear or sadness, but a smile. Many nights, I dreamed that she looked at me like that. When I wanted to give up, I wanted to fall When I was feeling decadent, she always looked at me with those eyes, which made me feel ashamed, so I forced myself to face many things I didn't want to face. Gradually, I really became stronger , live like a normal person, work hard, love sincerely..."

"Gao Peng!" I fell on his shoulder and cried loudly.

"Don't be sad, Kaoer," he patted my back lightly, comforting me in turn, "We should all learn to be strong, I know that Yingzhu may not wake up, I have a strong premonition, until now, I didn't know I used to love her so much. When I first met her in Busan, I thought it was very easy to talk to. Her sincerity and straightforwardness are very similar to Dolma. Gradually, I accepted her from the heart. I promised Dolma that I will treat her well. To live, to be happy, to be happy..."

"Yingzhu!" I faced the hospital bed and suddenly called out.

We rushed to the bed together, only to find tears dripping from the corners of Yingzhu's eyes.

"Yingzhu, Yingzhu, did you hear what I said? Answer me, you answer me..." Gao Peng held Yingzhu's hand, incoherently excited. Yingzhu should have heard it, otherwise she wouldn't I would cry, but for some reason, I looked at the tears in the corners of Yingzhu's eyes and felt very ominous. They were like tears of farewell, which made people's hearts tug together.

And Gao Peng is still telling affectionately: "I love you, I have never lied to you. Really, I did my best to treat you, because you are worthy of my change and giving my all. I only hate I didn't meet you earlier, otherwise I wouldn't have been wandering for so many years. Yingzhu, I never told you how grateful I am to you. It was you who made me make up my mind to start again. In this world, Apart from Dolma, you are the only one who made me have such determination. We were only one step away from happiness, but we were still in the air. What do you mean by falling into such silence now? Are you still blaming me for love? You don’t love enough? Silly girl, it’s not that I don’t love enough, but because God didn’t give me enough time, enough youth, enough courage to love you like Dolma, so please Be sure to wake up, let me have a chance to love you again..."

I gently closed the door of the ward for them, so that they should communicate alone, and Yingzhu can hear them, I'm sure.The corridor outside the ward is very long, it feels like walking on the crossroads between the world and hell, every step is difficult and painful.Will Yingzhu give Gao Peng a chance?Gao Peng, he really didn't lie to Yingzhu, he wanted to get married with Yingzhu just to get started and love for a while seriously, if he loses such an opportunity, it won't be Yingzhu's will, it must be God's disapproval. give him a chance.

To make matters worse, Gao Peng's company was almost paralyzed. Because of the withdrawal midway, the project in Beijing filed a huge claim, and the previously invested funds were lost.

"Get rid of it, get rid of the company." That's what Gao Peng said.

I went back to the company and asked the manager of the marketing department if the situation was really that serious. The manager said it was more serious than this. The other party filed a claim for a small claim and accused us of fraud.I covered my mouth, and tears flowed out, "Then what shall we do?"

"Losing money, satisfying the other party's request as much as possible, making big things small, small things small."

"How much money do we have?"

The manager shook his head, "There is no money, this month's salary has not been paid, and once the industry and commerce department comes to investigate, the bank account may be frozen."

"Publish it in the newspaper and auction off the company's assets." I left the company after leaving this sentence.

The bustling crowd on Huaqiang Road did not calm me down, but made me completely collapse. After coming out of Grand Skylight, I sat on the steps of the overpass and covered my face and cried bitterly. Just like the scene in my dream, my stomach convulsed from crying.It wasn't until dark that I dragged my exhausted body to the hospital, but the one lying on the hospital bed was not Yingzhu, but Gao Peng!

"She passed away, just half an hour ago." The nurse told me softly.

"Then he..." I pointed at Gao Peng with a pale face.

"He vomited two mouthfuls of blood and passed out on the spot." After speaking, the nurse began to clean up the ground, and sure enough, she saw bright red blood stains on the white floor tiles.

A week later, Yingzhu's funeral.At the gate of the funeral parlor, I met Chen Jinsen who came to express condolences with a flower basket.

This really moved me. Not only did he pay for Yingzhu's surgery, but he also visited the hospital every day, and even intervened with Yingzhu's family.Yingzhu's parents have already come to Shenzhen. They scolded Gao Peng for not taking good care of Yingzhu. The parents said nothing.

I didn't say anything, and when I saw him, I looked away sadly.

Chen Jinsen put his hand on my shoulder, looked at me worriedly, and shook his head, "You've lost a lot of weight, Cathy, you can't look like this. We've tried our best. After all, life and death matter."

Just as I was talking, another well-dressed man came into my sight, also holding a flower basket. Even though he was wearing sunglasses, I recognized him at a glance.

What do you mean, come to see a play?

Three people stood in a triangle shape at the gate where people came and went.

"This is..." Chen Jinsen looked at Qi Shuli curiously, frowned, and then looked at me, as if he wanted my introduction.I ignored it and stared at him coldly, "What are you doing here?"

He handed the flower basket to the assistant next to him, and didn't answer my question. He looked at Chen Jinsen seemingly casually and with ulterior motives, with an arrogant expression, "Your Excellency is...Cathy's friend?"

"Exactly, my name is Chen Jinsen, nice to meet you."

"Happy to meet."

The two men shook hands very gentlemanly.

Chen Jinsen is so shrewd and witty. After exchanging business cards, he left very politely. When he left, he did not forget to pat me on the shoulder to remind me not to be too tired and pay more attention to rest.It seems random, but it also has ulterior motives.

Qi Shuli on the side had already taken off his sunglasses, and the sneer on the corner of his mouth was disgusting.

I don't plan to pay attention to him, just turn around and leave.

He stopped me from behind: "Sorry, I really didn't know that you needed the money that day because of an emergency."

I turned around and stared at him fiercely, "Then why are you here?!"

"Come and see your friend."

(End of this chapter)